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Oh I Get It But Actually Not β€’ Your Illusion of Knowing (BTW001) β–Έ

Oh I Get It But <mark>Actually</mark> Not β€’ Your Illusion of Knowing (BTW001)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† by-the-way ⁘ created 2025-12-03 ⁘ updated 2025-12-03 ⁘ words 608 ⁘ 02:58 min
  • Some people really seem to get it. When you follow up, it turns out they get very little. Some have a neat mental construct of an idea. Others have strong emotional resonance about the thing in itself. That's not "getting it". When you see it, touch it, directly experience it, witness what it is. Only then you get it. Read more...

What About Manifestation: How You Create Your Reality β€’ Actually w/o Magic Tales (WA006) β–Έ

What About Manifestation: How You Create Your Reality β€’ <mark>Actually</mark> w/o Magic Tales (WA006)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† what-about ⁘ created 2026-03-05 ⁘ updated 2026-03-09 ⁘ words 714 ⁘ 03:31 min
  • Affirmations and believing real hard β€” does that alter your reality, help your dreams come true? Well sure. But not for magical reasons. You are locking your attention into a particular zone. Your fixations are all you ever think of. Should you funnel all of your life and soul into pipe dream ambitions though? Read more...

Rudolf the RN Reindeer & Santa's Kundalini Chimney (AU001) β–Έ

Rudolf the RN Reindeer & Santa's Kundalini Chimney (AU001)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† actually-unhinged ⁘ created 2025-12-05 ⁘ updated 2025-12-08 ⁘ words 565 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Do you know the origin story of Rudolf the Red-Nose Reindeer? I bet you never heard of Santa's kundalini episode either. These are Xmas Tales from the deep twilight zone. Tune in for the ride with the wizard of the outer inner space. Then what about your chimney? Have you been keeping your chimney clean? The promised day is nigh. Prophecies will be fulfilled. Read more...

Kraken Class Integration Β· Your Mystic Zenith Journey (AU002) β–Έ

Kraken Class Integration Β· Your Mystic Zenith Journey (AU002)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† actually-unhinged ⁘ created 2025-12-07 ⁘ updated 2025-12-11 ⁘ words 498 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Do you play games with Cthulhu on lazy afternoons? Is the backyard of Oblivion a favorite vacation spot? No? Well no matter then. We have tunings for those who stir the soup of being and becoming in their pressure cookers. Let us snap out from our ordinary planes of reality. Take that mystic plunge. Peek beyond the common veil of banality. Read more...

Noah's Ark in Outer Space β€’ Rapture of Inner Creatures (AU003) β–Έ

Noah's Ark in Outer Space β€’ Rapture of Inner Creatures (AU003)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† actually-unhinged ⁘ created 2025-12-08 ⁘ updated 2025-12-12 ⁘ words 641 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Seven billion hedonistic hamsters nibbling away at this planet. What's going on? The deluge is coming soon. Who among you weasels will hear the call of actuality? Mice will race to their holes. Rabbits will hump their short lives away. What will the rest of the creatures do? Have you got your ark primed yet? Read more...

12 Juice Jewels Campsite Beyond Gunatamano Bay (AU004) β–Έ

12 Juice Jewels Campsite Beyond Gunatamano Bay (AU004)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† actually-unhinged ⁘ created 2025-12-10 ⁘ updated 2025-12-15 ⁘ words 499 ⁘ 02:57 min
  • Let's all go to concentration camps. Trial all those new wave ascetic practices. But alas. Joint chiefs of staff are too high to recognize our hidden mujahideen beards. Winepress of God's fury churneth out juice generation after generation. Consider the station of the nation. Crack open your third eye. Wear proudly the breastplate of judgment with 12 radiant jewels. Read more...

Season of Savior Is Live! Interview with Son of Man (AU005) β–Έ

Season of Savior Is Live! Interview with Son of Man (AU005)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† actually-unhinged ⁘ created 2025-12-15 ⁘ updated 2025-12-16 ⁘ words 543 ⁘ 02:53 min
  • Why should the Son of Man not come out of the closet once in a merry season? Just for a little interview. Jesus online. For all ye inquiring minds. Walking on waters? Raising the dead? The birth story β€” what's the full scoop with immaculate essence? And crucified too huh? We dive into the season's tales with a good fellow living the legend. Read more...

Jesus Interview Continues β€’ Real Scoop on Fake News (AU006) β–Έ

Jesus Interview Continues β€’ Real Scoop on Fake News (AU006)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† actually-unhinged ⁘ created 2025-12-16 ⁘ updated 2025-12-21 ⁘ words 566 ⁘ 02:58 min
  • So much fake news and propaganda about Jesus. We're back from the heavens and the interview continues. Flipping the tables at the temple. That was radical β€” you a rebel? What's with Mary Magdalene β€” great-grand-children in Italy I hear? Then celestial chariots and the ascension highway β€” what's the magic? Is this a first contact second coming scenario here? Read more...

The Greatest Holy Work β€” Be Present In Actuality (WT001) β–Έ

The Greatest Holy Work β€” Be Present In Actuality (WT001)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† walkie-talkie ⁘ created 2025-11-23 ⁘ updated 2025-11-23 ⁘ words 438 ⁘ 02:35 min
  • What need is there for awareness to be anywhere but here? In the actually here and now as it is. Not that multicolor extravaganza you paint over it to feel better or become something else. Past and future root for present. Be there. Stop fiddling with your phone and meddling with your reality. Drop out from your bizarre psychedelic cocktail already. Tune into right now β€” it's a most holy moment. Read more...

Be Here Now Right β€” As You Or Hippie Piles (WT002) β–Έ

Be Here Now Right β€” As You Or Hippie Piles (WT002)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† walkie-talkie ⁘ created 2025-11-24 ⁘ updated 2025-11-24 ⁘ words 542 ⁘ 02:56 min
  • I hear you want to Be Here Now. Like a bunch of liberated hippies in a pile? Or like actually and fully present as you are? Whatever that actually means? Are you really looking for that absolute presence? Or just unhinged liberation feels? Then is there a conflict in being present vs. being yourself. Quite the opposite. Yourself only ever lives in the present. Read more...

What Matters Over Needs Β· Clarity & Cognitive Distortion (BTW002) β–Έ

What Matters Over Needs Β· Clarity & Cognitive Distortion (BTW002)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† by-the-way ⁘ created 2025-12-05 ⁘ updated 2025-12-05 ⁘ words 544 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • So many things that matter. Our hierarchy of needs. What seems to be missing, that's what matters. Physical, emotional, intellectual, identity building needs. But are you actually seeing your real needs β€” or pursuing unrooted ideas? What matters more than the call of your needs is clarity. Freedom from cognitive distortion. Read more...

Your Stupid Reactions Β· Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002) β–Έ

Your Stupid Reactions Β· Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-12 ⁘ updated 2025-11-13 ⁘ words 608 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • You a notch trigger-happy again? Need to lash out with your battle axe? Phantoms in sight β€” attack! If only you'd realize that you're typically reacting to projections in your head only β€” wrestling with your own habitual templates. Then in the odd case you're actually reacting to something actual, it's totally out of proportion. Read more...

Your Credible Roaster β€” With Background Egos (BZ007) β–Έ

Your Credible Roaster β€” With Background Egos (BZ007)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-21 ⁘ updated 2025-11-22 ⁘ words 647 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Wanted to let y'all know: I'm actually a credible roaster. Been in the toaster at full heat for three odd decades. Leaves some impressions in the system. So yes there's a lot of bull and I call it as I see it β€” with actually solid backings. It's not like I read a couple of books last year and woke up and became an Insta Messiah. Read more...

The Sancta-Rap Jam Drop feat. Mr. ElderFlower-C Yo! (SB006) β–Έ

The Sancta-Rap Jam Drop feat. Mr. ElderFlower-C Yo! (SB006)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† swag-beard ⁘ created 2026-03-27 ⁘ updated 2026-03-29 ⁘ words 674 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • So Mr. Swim hauled in an old-timer across the timestsreams β€” meet Mr. ElderFlower-C! Flowerin' it real from Manhattan '69 abouts. Li'l Ana-D gettin' his cap washed (them messy mites uh). We diggin' into ancient Sancta-Raps with Mr. Cee here. Actually sick beats & this dude's like over-gone insane in the mid-brain! Read more...

Let the Sunshine In! β€” First Dimension of Radiance (WIR006) β–Έ

Let the Sunshine In! β€” First Dimension of Radiance (WIR006)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† wherever-i-may-roam ⁘ created 2026-03-12 ⁘ updated 2026-03-13 ⁘ words 751 ⁘ 04:21 min
  • Yes let that sunshine in! But not like a hairy hippie hallucinating of fifth-dimensional egos. Actually expose your dark contents to the light of knowledge and β€” with the magnifying glass of attention β€” burn your ignorance to ashes. We turn to ancient sources for augmented insight. Savitur varenyam: The solar absolute! Bhargo devasya: Radiance of archetypal divinities. Read more...

Converging Polarity Complex Β· Yo Nuke It from High Orbit (FR010) β–Έ

Converging Polarity Complex Β· Yo Nuke It from High Orbit (FR010)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† free-flow-retrospect ⁘ created 2026-03-26 ⁘ updated 2026-04-06 ⁘ words 838 ⁘ 05:00 min
  • Well then. That's that. For the eight episodes past, my friend the AI drafting these descriptions. Today, I shan't bother the old fellow. I'm writing this all by myself. No I won't actually summarize any of the contents. Just write whatever. It's not like anyone reads descriptions anyway. Or watch the reels for that matter. Even I don't read what I write. I can't even read or write LOL. Read more...

The Contemplative Life β€” A Journey Beyond Suffering β€’ Ponder Struck (KDPS01) β–Έ

The Contemplative Life β€” A Journey Beyond Suffering β€’ Ponder Struck (KDPS01)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† series-anthologies ⁘ created 2026-01-21 ⁘ updated 2026-01-21 ⁘ words 2522 ⁘ 15:59 min
  • Enter the first Ponder Struck anthology! We bring you a collection of core contemplations, exploring four major themes at the heart of wisdom traditions across the ages. Why do we suffer β€” and where all does it happen? Can one remain grounded while reaching beyond? How do we reach lasting fulfillment? Can mystic systems of awareness actually help you? This is the uncut full story. Read more...

Can You Be Here Now? Walking Into Raw Presence β€’ Walkie Talkie (KDWT01) β–Έ

Can You Be Here Now? Walking Into Raw Presence β€’ Walkie Talkie (KDWT01)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† series-anthologies ⁘ created 2026-01-02 ⁘ updated 2026-01-13 ⁘ words 2353 ⁘ 13:49 min
  • Enter the first Walkie Talkie anthology! Being here now, actually present, isn't quite as trivial as it sounds. In the reels that follow, syndicated from the Walkie Talkie series, we take a free-flowing journey into aspects of your awareness. Factors that bring you into the clear fullness of present experience, and factors that lead you into tunnels further away from your center. Read more...

Lack of Sync and Magic β€” Where the Fingers Point (K018) β–Έ

Lack of Sync and Magic β€” Where the Fingers Point (K018)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-18 ⁘ updated 2025-10-10 ⁘ words 953 ⁘ 07:22 min
  • Nothing lines up! No sense of synchronicity. Not a slightest sense of magic and alignment. Why is life so edgy. Why do I bounce off the walls? It must be that the environment is against us... One finger points outward. A trident points inward: 1. We actively sabotage situations with our agenda. 2. We impose limitations and undermine the potential. 3. We don't attend to and adapt to what actually is. Read more...

Oh My God Bless You β€” Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001) β–Έ

Oh My God Bless You β€” Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† mythoscope ⁘ created 2025-10-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-09 ⁘ words 2825 ⁘ 22:08 min
  • Let's talk about God. As in, actually. They ask me, Do you believe in God? Your God, a God, the God, or what God? A vague and most meaningless question. Let's talk about the God of Abraham et al. Let's review candidate Gods from the existential fabric. Prime consciousness. Transcendent Nondual God: Potential field beyond formations. Immanent Omnipresent God: Collective system of all knowledge. Read more...

The Mirror Rider's Interdepedent Reflective Road Cascade (QD006) β–Έ

The Mirror Rider's Interdepedent Reflective Road Cascade (QD006)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-11 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 225 ⁘ 01:46 min
  • Mirror Rider's Interdependent Reflective Road Cascade. Wanna share the ride: Subscribe. Jump off the wagon: Unsubscribe. Like, whatever. What about, is this video? Field and Flow. Being and Becoming. Like, whatever. Actually very profound road trips here IMO but whatever. May endanger your common sanity. Go away now. Shoo shoo. Read more...

What's Going On Meditation β€” Clear Integral Awareness (P008) β–Έ

What's Going On Meditation β€” Clear Integral Awareness (P008)
  • βŠ‚ talks βŠ† practice-series ⁘ created 2025-05-15 ⁘ updated 2025-06-29 ⁘ words 1357 ⁘ 12:00 min
  • What's going on? Like β€” actually? If you want to know what's actually going on. You need to get into "What's Going On?" meditation. Snap out of the tunnel β€” reach into the lucid planes of metacognition. Doesn't cost you anything β€” no need to go anywhere. Clear some space in your awareness, pay attention to what's going on. Read more...