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Reeling the Ways of Life — Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001) ▸

Reeling the Ways of Life — Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 672 ⁘ 04:09 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. On the forest trail, I and the dog reel up the stuff of life. First of all for a summary of tales shared in English. Major themes have featured consciousness and cognition. First biting into ethics. Sour stuff. Beyond the belly-button. We've pondered psychology and the ways of conditioned awareness. Along with mental concentration and tuning of our inner frameworks. Read more...

Attention — Your Most Precious Asset (QD033) ▸

Attention — Your Most Precious Asset (QD033)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-17 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 358 ⁘ 02:18 min
  • Attend to your attention itself at top priority. Your attention defines the present experience. Your attention determines the future prospects. Attention is the maker and breaker of your life. Inner and outer forms are the circuit board. Consciousness is the great reservoir of energy. Attention is the connector that empowers it all. Where you direct it — there alone is your existence. Read more...

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight ▸

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2024-12-12 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 30244 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Dive into our growing catalogue of videos. Some of them short and to the point. Others dreadfully long but packed with essential musings. Browse the @Mr.Om.Ananda ▸ YouTube channel for the latest digs. Enjoy the show! Read more...

Grounded Transcendence • Holding Your Integrity (PS002) ▸

Grounded Transcendence • Holding Your Integrity (PS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ ponder-struck ⁘ created 2025-11-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-27 ⁘ words 477 ⁘ 02:47 min
  • Hey you spiritual person. You are not this body — so give me all your money. Oh okay then. That's obviously not how any of this works. But transcendental dissociation and loss of footing in this world is all too common. Double-check your roots. Your physical being, your emotions, your reason, and your roles in life — these are vehicles for your consciousness. Guard their integrity. Read more...

Pineal Kundalini Confusion? • Yo the Wizard Is A-Live! (FW000) ▸

Pineal Kundalini Confusion? • Yo the Wizard Is A-Live! (FW000)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ fringe-wizard ⁘ created 2025-12-31 ⁘ updated 2026-01-06 ⁘ words 315 ⁘ 01:46 min
  • Is your Pineal Gland running backwards into your Kundalini under-pocket? Can't tell if the Christ Consciousness field is talking to you in Sanskrit or Aramaic? General esoteric confusion in the inner air? Yo the Fringe Wizard is here — rubbing it all back to clarity with the ancient brush of interdimensional expertise and perennial hilariousness! Read more...

1000-Headed Cosmic Being · Unveil the Ancient of Days (AO001) ▸

1000-Headed Cosmic Being · Unveil the Ancient of Days (AO001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ ancient-orientor ⁘ created 2025-12-04 ⁘ updated 2025-12-04 ⁘ words 450 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Ancient Orientor opens with the broadest measure. Glossing the 1000-headed Cosmic Being from the Purusha-Sukta of Rig-Veda. But we have no business chanting hymns to the wonders of yonder otherness. We invoke the Purusha in present. Consciousness bound into forms. One head, two eyes, two feet. Such is the little in-dweller called you and me. But we need not be caught in our conditions. Read more...

Slipped to Swamp — Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001) ▸

Slipped to Swamp — Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-22 ⁘ updated 2025-10-22 ⁘ words 631 ⁘ 03:33 min
  • Damn! Slipped and fell again from a plane of clarity. Mere moments ago I was the calm witness of existence. What manner of magic is this? Why do I stumble and fall? What can I do to immunize myself — to not be pulled under? We enter the process of self-inquiry — both general and specific. Train yourself to remember — remember to ask the right questions! Read more...

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002) ▸

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-23 ⁘ updated 2025-10-23 ⁘ words 631 ⁘ 03:54 min
  • What is real self-inquiry? Let's be very clear. It's not an affirmation repetition exercise. It's not a disconnected philosophical indulgence. It's a method of shifting attention to your source. In our quest for the source of raw prime consciousness, we discover and extract our attention from veiling shells. Go deeper, go further inward. Seek the ultimate inquirer. Read more...

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002) ▸

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-30 ⁘ words 803 ⁘ 05:33 min
  • Walk-through of the planes of your consciousness. Windows into the facets of your cognitive architecture. Tiers of composition and deconstruction — perspectives for unbinding from our conditions. This is not metaphysical speculation. This is consciousness technology — the methodical cultivation of clear observation. Read more...

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004) ▸

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-09-01 ⁘ updated 2025-09-01 ⁘ words 985 ⁘ 07:16 min
  • Early reflections to friends and their worthy initiative for supporting the well-rounded evolution of consciousness. Yes — we need such basic framings that are self-evident, the operationalization of common-sense living patterns, perspectives so obvious that most have become oblivious. Not hypothetical models — just re-establishing core essentials. Read more...

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001) ▸

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ mythoscope ⁘ created 2025-10-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-09 ⁘ words 2825 ⁘ 22:08 min
  • Let's talk about God. As in, actually. They ask me, Do you believe in God? Your God, a God, the God, or what God? A vague and most meaningless question. Let's talk about the God of Abraham et al. Let's review candidate Gods from the existential fabric. Prime consciousness. Transcendent Nondual God: Potential field beyond formations. Immanent Omnipresent God: Collective system of all knowledge. Read more...

Mirror Rider and the Skibidi Judo Code (QD008) ▸

Mirror Rider and the Skibidi Judo Code (QD008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 370 ⁘ 02:23 min
  • Push and Pull Reflectors. Vladimir Putin and Back Alley Judo Mind Tricks. Raiders of the Lost Arch. Coding and compiling systems of consciousness. Origins and geneology of Skibidi revealed for the first time. Whatever. Should you compile Judo and Code without the Skibidi-flag trolled up high. Even the Magic Mirror will not save you from serious trouble on the road! Read more...

Transition Announcement — Free Walks to Deep Seats (KD001) ▸

Transition Announcement — Free Walks to Deep Seats (KD001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-drops ⁘ created 2025-11-06 ⁘ updated 2026-01-06 ⁘ words 311 ⁘ 01:27 min
  • Notice the theme change? Yes — spinning from "Walkie Talkie" to "Ponder Struck"! We're not a one-series wonder. We weave the full dome of your inner sky — we churn the integral depths of your awareness. Every which flavor and framing — all things are connected. Follow the trails — discover the links. Become the perennial alchemist of your consciousness! Read more...

Pool of Spoken Word → Echoes of Insight ▸

Pool of Spoken Word → Echoes of Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-04-20 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 4436 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Assortment of audio materials. This is a catalogue of audio versions for all the video reels. Videos and transcripts linked in — whichever media you prefer. Processing more as time permits. Then dive into the pool of spoken word — there be treasures. Read more...

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries ▸

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-07-11 ⁘ words 1392 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • We've collected some common questions and answers for your convenience: Orientation FAQ, Interaction FAQ, Contemplation FAQ. With fresh questions, contact us and we'll respond as may be appropriate. May you find your cler answers. Read more...

Support ⁘ Our Operations → Free for You and Me and All ▸

Support ⁘ Our Operations → Free for You and Me and All
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-08-29 ⁘ updated 2025-12-24 ⁘ words 1387 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • On supporting the maintenance and evolution of this resource. Everything here is free for all. There are no paywalls. There are no subscriptions. There should be no obstacles to free access into valuable insight. This is not about stuff — this is about our lives and our conscious evolution. On this page • Current Operations • Ways of Supporting • Future Forecasts Read more...

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue ▸

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-05-18 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 2526 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Well it is I of course, your favorite infinity in a nutshell. Embodied for your entertainment, in service to whatever that matters. Some call me Mr. Ananda. Others call me whatever else. Pleased to meet you. Read more...

Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life ▸

Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ practice ⁘ created 2024-11-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-02 ⁘ words 1897 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • This set of guidelines was written as a basic scaffold for more balanced rhythms and routines of life for two aspirants seeking to establish themselves on the path of self-awareness. We also look at helpful and harmful habits. May these notes prove useful for you too. Read more...

Positive and Negative Mental States ▸

Positive and Negative Mental States
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mind ⁘ created 2024-08-21 ⁘ updated 2025-06-21 ⁘ words 2306 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Our mind is influenced by a spectrum of positive and negative mental states. This list of mental states serves as a basis for self-awareness, introspection, and inquiry into the inner influences that condition and liberate our awareness. Read more...

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential ▸

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mystic ⁘ created 2025-06-06 ⁘ updated 2025-06-06 ⁘ words 1060 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • An inner pool of energy — coiled potential that can be opened and uncoiled. Essentially neutral natural energy — neither of light or the darkness. Our choices and attitudes define the tuning and ultimate outcomes of our works with this inner potential. Read more...

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya ▸

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2011-06-27 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 1650 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Unfolding of the Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya for the systematic cultivation of luminosity. Contemplating on the celestial appearances of Crystal Maitreya in a cardinal wheel of sixteen permutations over A) Primal Reality, B) Causal Worlds, and C) Phenomenal Worlds. (2011) Read more...

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe ▸

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2010-11-10 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 6465 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • I gather I've inadvertently turned into something of an enigma with my colorful and transdimensional history. It may be hard to get an overall idea of what the heck exactly happened over the last 15 years. This is an attempt to syndicate the gist of the journey into one place. (2010) Read more...

Three Tips to Discovering Your Potentials (ST004) ▸

Three Tips to Discovering Your Potentials (ST004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ sage-tips ⁘ created 2025-11-24 ⁘ updated 2025-11-28 ⁘ words 510 ⁘ 02:51 min
  • What about all those untapped potentials of yours? Living as a fractured shadow the capacity you sense? Worry not! Dig in thrice with Sage Tips. — Seek your own potentials. Not the templates set by others. — Look outside the box. Open the gates beyond your blind spots. — Stay tethered to actuality. Harness your past. Chart your future. Read more...

One in a Billion for Essence • Whoever Crosses Beyond? (BTW005) ▸

One in a Billion for Essence • Whoever Crosses Beyond? (BTW005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ by-the-way ⁘ created 2025-12-10 ⁘ updated 2025-12-15 ⁘ words 626 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Whoever that sought for the essence? Whoever that refined and integrated their yields? Whoever that crossed beyond into the fullness of actuality? We reflect on the rarity of clarity and boot up classics from the Bhagavad Gita to match. Today's installment concludes with a short anthology of essence. Gobble up what you can — it's all basically good stuff. Read more...

Grassroots Ops Upgrade • Need for Clear Frameworks (BTW008) ▸

Grassroots Ops Upgrade • Need for Clear Frameworks (BTW008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ by-the-way ⁘ created 2025-12-13 ⁘ updated 2025-12-27 ⁘ words 566 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • With high hopes, we participate in groups and chats on mainstream platforms. Making sense of the world and our conscious evolution. We don't have principles or frameworks of engagement. It all turns into incoherent porridge. We need to upgrade our approach and mindsets. Chart our common grounds. Nurture our shared streams. Organize our skills and capacities. Raise the umbrella of our collective purpose. Read more...

Happy Next Moment to You! Celebrating Endless Renewal (BTW013) ▸

Happy Next Moment to You! Celebrating Endless Renewal (BTW013)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ by-the-way ⁘ created 2025-01-01 ⁘ updated 2026-01-01 ⁘ words 578 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Why the Solar and not the Lunar New Year? Whoever decided the first Monday? We celebrate these cyclic transits — the turning of seasons, the resets and renewals of life. But does anyone celebrate the passage of time itself? Yet our brain doesn't experience the immediate present. It lives in a construct tethered to the past. Read more...

Plant Your Deepest Roots · Not Bypass Bliss Bubbles (WT005) ▸

Plant Your Deepest Roots · Not Bypass Bliss Bubbles (WT005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ walkie-talkie ⁘ created 2025-11-28 ⁘ updated 2025-11-30 ⁘ words 512 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Would you like to be a fluttering butterfly in your little bliss bubble? Well damn — bad news for you then. You may bypass the reality of the world — but reality will not bypass your hallucinations. Come the season, bliss bubbles meet thunder. Don't be a clueless little daisy. Be a deep-rooted banyan tree. Plant your roots in the zenith of heaven. Read more...

Calling All Automatons — Prepare for Catalysis (BZ001) ▸

Calling All Automatons — Prepare for Catalysis (BZ001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-11 ⁘ updated 2025-11-11 ⁘ words 467 ⁘ 02:43 min
  • A fine little box you're living in? Good. Seal it up now. What follows will compromize your programming. You need not agree with anything. Need not disagree with anything. Need to engage though — otherwise it's all dead. Including your cognitive evolution. Need to catalyze your mind — need to rattle and rip that fine old box of yours. Read more...

Your Stupid Reactions · Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002) ▸

Your Stupid Reactions · Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-12 ⁘ updated 2025-11-13 ⁘ words 608 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • You a notch trigger-happy again? Need to lash out with your battle axe? Phantoms in sight — attack! If only you'd realize that you're typically reacting to projections in your head only — wrestling with your own habitual templates. Then in the odd case you're actually reacting to something actual, it's totally out of proportion. Read more...

Head Screwed On Clear × Emotional Hasslings (BZ003) ▸

Head Screwed On Clear × Emotional Hasslings (BZ003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-16 ⁘ updated 2025-11-16 ⁘ words 586 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Ever had a backseat driver vibe you sideways and damn near into an accident? Distracted when your chainsaw's running mid-way into that wobbly tree? There's time for emotions and random bursts from the subconscious spheres. There's time for clear and rational operation. Know the difference — act accordingly. Read more...

Prismatic Multi-Snap! Witness Plane Booming (BZ013) ▸

Prismatic Multi-Snap! Witness Plane Booming (BZ013)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-12-16 ⁘ updated 2025-12-17 ⁘ words 725 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • You ain't seen snaps my friend. Not until the rainbow prism of yonder space snaps the full works smack middle your dirty old windshield. This is that snap extravaganza. We serial snap the 12 dimensions and then some. Welcome to the mirror. You don't slice the heads off that old hydra with a sweet little butter knife. You need the multispectral bitter blade of acute self-knowledge. Read more...

Humble Opinions & Facts • What Is Need Not Grovel (HC005) ▸

Humble Opinions & Facts • What Is Need Not Grovel (HC005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ hearty-chatter ⁘ created 2025-12-30 ⁘ updated 2026-01-02 ⁘ words 617 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Matters of personal taste. Estimates from insufficient data. These are opinions. Direct experience. Undeniable patterns. Laws of nature. These are not opinions. They are facts of life. Rooted in reality. Need to deal with them. Why should I preface everything with "In my humble opinion"? Real experience need not grovel. Read more...

Weaving Archetypal Winds · Of Our Serial Journeys (RB004) ▸

Weaving Archetypal Winds · Of Our Serial Journeys (RB004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ random-banter ⁘ created 2025-12-12 ⁘ updated 2025-12-02 ⁘ words 493 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Serial archetypal saturation here. Not your any way the wind blows. A method there is to mature madness. These are emergent enactments of journeys in conscious evolution. Tune in and join the journey to discover your inner winds. Have you got your pantheons and ascended masters somewhere in the books? Not the book club here. Every day a new facet spawns from the latent fields of essence. Read more...

Chainsaw Transformer Ops × At Serial Workshop Studios (RB006) ▸

Chainsaw Transformer Ops × At Serial Workshop Studios (RB006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ random-banter ⁘ created 2025-12-16 ⁘ updated 2025-12-17 ⁘ words 584 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Reeling and rumbling like a chainsaw — ripping grooves in mental planks — the organic transformer matrix dynamo is online and operational. Our studios more primed than Amazon Prime — taking on Netflix with zero budget and insane insight. So don't be a useless and aimless spiritualist dreaming your life away in fluffy heaven holograms. Life is your worksite. Read more...

Don't Be Vulnerable in Pursuing Hopes and Wants (SW000) ▸

Don't Be Vulnerable in Pursuing Hopes and Wants (SW000)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ spirit-warden ⁘ created 2025-12-16 ⁘ updated 2025-12-16 ⁘ words 528 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Chasing after our hopes and wants, we dance with the phantoms. Blinded by our pursuits, we long for miracles and embrace the hollow magic helpers. Yet there are no free meals to our inner work — and the traps laid for you are abundant. Don't ignore those red flags. Broadcasting your vulnerabilities, your weakness will be exploited. Read more...

Downtown Human World & The Causal Watchtower (CW001) ▸

Downtown Human World & The Causal Watchtower (CW001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ casual-watcher ⁘ created 2025-12-18 ⁘ updated 2025-12-19 ⁘ words 476 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Down from the high hills once in a blue moon. Grazing around in downtown Yogyakarta — duty calls! Watching the ways of the world. Wonderings from the hermit watchtower — casual watcher is the causal watcher, observing the minds in the matrix. #CasualWatcher #WatchTower #HumanWorld #Unreal #Bubbles #CityMatrix #HermitLife #Solitude... Read more...

Word of Truth Died for You · Reborn in Purity & Clarity (BD001) ▸

Word of Truth Died for You · Reborn in Purity & Clarity (BD001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ bible-drops ⁘ created 2025-11-30 ⁘ updated 2025-12-01 ⁘ words 549 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • The Word in the beginning is the Truth that reigns forever. Truth is ever-present in the fabric of the creation. We are veiled by our agendas. We are lost in our doctrines. This is an essentialist dispensation. Return to the living essence. What is the death and resurrection of the body of Christ? How do we die in Christ? How are the sermons to the churches? Read more...

Integrated Self-Inquiry — Risks and Yields (LA004) ▸

Integrated Self-Inquiry — Risks and Yields (LA004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-25 ⁘ updated 2025-10-25 ⁘ words 763 ⁘ 04:26 min
  • Inquire yourself away — leap into yonder transcendence? If you're a sage in a loincloth — sure that's an option. The rest of us must reconcile our evolving self-awareness. Mindful self-navigation, unveiling, into living integration. Risk of dissociation is very real with unhinged practice. Encounter the aspects of your being and witness them as-is. Read more...

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005) ▸

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-11-09 ⁘ updated 2025-11-09 ⁘ words 885 ⁘ 05:50 min
  • When we speak of witnessing and observation, visualization exercises will not set us free. Self-inquiry is not a method for subject shifting. It's a process of peeling away our false identities. We are not the "seer", the "hearer" or the "observer". There is seeing, there is hearing, there is observation. In a neutral state, we recognize and acknowledge what is. Read more...

Too Busy 2B Conscious (K007) ▸

Too Busy 2B Conscious (K007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-18 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 837 ⁘ 05:46 min
  • Are you one of those people who can't walk and talk and think at the same time? If not — then what's your excuse? Lack of awareness in your life's activities leads you to awkward and adverse outcomes. Are you the driver in charge — or are you an automaton driven by the current of your conditions? Read more...

Focal Lengths of Awareness (K008) ▸

Focal Lengths of Awareness (K008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-04 ⁘ words 823 ⁘ 05:46 min
  • Focal lengths of awareness. Whatever does that include? Microscope: Near and high-definition. Telescope: Far and broad-reaching. Narrow-band / Broad-band / Middle-band. These are not a mere matter of meditation. Concentration and mindfulness, yes that's there — but also relevant in our day-to-day awareness. Read more...

Exit the Matrix of Hallucinations (K011) ▸

Exit the Matrix of Hallucinations (K011)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-08 ⁘ updated 2025-07-08 ⁘ words 735 ⁘ 06:44 min
  • The Matrix holds you tight in its grip — Grasping and binding your higher cognition. Who's the Evil Architect of this twisted rig? Not Illuminati. Not the Cabal. Not the Aliens. The holder of the Prism of Crystalline Cognition Holds all the cards and binds all the strings. Meet the Master of Puppets. Exit the Reactions. Question the Assumptions. Halt the Hallucinations. Read more...

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014) ▸

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-08-02 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 1354 ⁘ 09:29 min
  • Categorically ignoring someone — when is that cool? their presence and expressions — their very existence. As if looking through thin air into a distant void... First. When you've already responded and closed it. When the "yes" or "no" (or "maybe") just doesn't sink in. When they keep on invading your space and sovereignty. Read more...

Like This Not That — Reactive You Are Deceived (K017) ▸

Like This Not That — Reactive You Are Deceived (K017)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 917 ⁘ 07:20 min
  • Chronic reactions. I embrace this. I avoid that. Then: How easily you are played and controlled. A puppet for those out to take advantage of you. Pulled by strings you tie in place for yourself. When your premises are rooted in basic duality, pulled and pushed by attachment and aversion, this subject reactivity is your vulnerability. Who tracks your patterns can tweak you at will. Read more...

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020) ▸

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-21 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 840 ⁘ 06:53 min
  • Mental and physical disease abound to a point of crisis. How strange that progress and problems grow hand in hand! Is it the hectic pace of life? The excess influx of stimuli? Or our failure to prioritize the balance of our awareness? Pause and look into the roots of your well-being. There will never be a healthy body with a sick mind. Read more...

Quest for True Self — Your Being Undiscovered (K021) ▸

Quest for True Self — Your Being Undiscovered (K021)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-11 ⁘ updated 2025-10-24 ⁘ words 948 ⁘ 06:35 min
  • You and your Quest for the legendary True Self. Without a clear map — still chasing the phantom? Looking for a stable lasting self to hold on tight. Is it worth your effort — or a total misadventure? We look at the spectrum of candidate selves. Spheres of our being beyond roles in transit. In a world where change is the only constant, is there anything we can claim for our nest? Read more...

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002) ▸

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-08 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1357 ⁘ 10:45 min
  • — "Make your waves!", said one new friend. — "Don't you just reflect!", said another new friend. But what is this "I" that should be splashing and casting, and why should it ripple about without rhyme and reason? Yes there's a certain void in a "post-resigned" awareness. No longer a subject hallucination at the high driver's seat. Read more...

A Core Package — Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004) ▸

A Core Package — Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-13 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1438 ⁘ 11:00 min
  • — "So what is it that you wish to say?" ...asked no-one in particular, so I heard. Good question though — thanks for asking. Alright then. One neat baseline package for you. What I seek to communicate and share in thousand ways. 1. May we get over the narrow selves we're boxed into. Our tunnels: the fractured little identities we guard. Read more...

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005) ▸

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-31 ⁘ updated 2025-10-01 ⁘ words 1687 ⁘ 12:15 min
  • "The truth is out there — and in here somewhere... Behind these veils — but I can feel its presence?" But how is it that this truth is not ever with us, intimately present in our lives? Why does it hide so? Raw actuality, uncolored and unbiased, is always there. Ever-available for you — should you remove your veils. We have a negative veil — and we have a positive veil. Read more...

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008) ▸

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-16 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 1600 ⁘ 12:24 min
  • Were you looking for a neat short-cut to self-awareness? A magic wormhole to jolt you from here to enlightenment? So many pop vendors on the internet. Cheap options abound! If only it were that easy. Just bypassing your inner chores. When you evade the real work of your cognitive purification, there's no cosmic receiver, no vehicle for mystic journeys. Read more...

Into the Path — Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009) ▸

Into the Path — Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-06 ⁘ words 1319 ⁘ 10:00 min
  • Is there a path to be found here? A framework of methods one might engage? A bigger picture to provide context for all that has been shared? Yes: What has been shared so far are but early glimpses and windows into the path. In the whole of the journey, we have three major spheres of concern: Purification, insight and contemplation. Read more...

Communication to Collaboration — Coherence and Convergence (CS001) ▸

Communication to Collaboration — Coherence and Convergence (CS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-29 ⁘ updated 2025-10-29 ⁘ words 1130 ⁘ 08:33 min
  • Where we have lofty ideas, where we wish to express and implement them, we must have lucid and well-rounded models of operation. We embrace these principles in our inner conscious architecture — and we externalize them in a matching reflection. As within — so without. Communication, coordination and collaboration precede culmination. Read more...

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003) ▸

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-07-27 ⁘ updated 2025-09-03 ⁘ words 2393 ⁘ 18:50 min
  • Viewer discretion advised. We open the gates of a one-way road. If your inner stability hinges on the illusions that support you — please scroll onward — or close this view right now. Seriously yes. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. If you are ready to gut your hallucinations; to deconstruct your veils; Then please continue. Read more...

Operational Ego — Our Roles and Instruments (M005) ▸

Operational Ego — Our Roles and Instruments (M005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-08-30 ⁘ updated 2025-09-14 ⁘ words 2082 ⁘ 14:17 min
  • Your "the ego"? There is no such monolithic ego. We are complex entities — not one-dimensional blobs. You are a rich system of concern domains in a stack. We operate in diverse contexts with our capacities. Our contextual attention directs our "incarnations". You cannot get rid of "the ego" as a whole. You can't also learn to live with "the ego". Read more...

An Epistemic Quest — How We Acquire Knowledge (M006) ▸

An Epistemic Quest — How We Acquire Knowledge (M006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-08-21 ⁘ updated 2025-10-24 ⁘ words 1190 ⁘ 08:05 min
  • Looking for knowledge? Pinning down the truth? How? Direct perception? Analytical reason? Standard authority? In the ever-changing flux of details, truth just passes by. But there is truth in basic patterns and general principles. Yet we must resign from ourselves to eliminate subject bias. Witnessing without intention or projection — enter actuality. Read more...

Hijacking Insight — Medium for Your Ego-Trips (BS002) ▸

Hijacking Insight — Medium for Your Ego-Trips (BS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-09-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 1397 ⁘ 10:20 min
  • Someone comes up with an insight. Not on the market yet. Mere moments later, that insight becomes their ego ride. We longer operate in service of the insight itself. Instead, the insight is harnessed as your ego's slave. Then we are driven by a burning need to push it out there. For validating ourselves, for establishing our special status. Read more...

Into the Cave — Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004) ▸

Into the Cave — Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-10-27 ⁘ updated 2025-10-31 ⁘ words 1111 ⁘ 08:18 min
  • When you seek the deep essence of what you are. Soar not with the high winds into entropy afar. Enter the cave and encounter your inner gravity. Blueprints etched into the ground of your being. If you do not excavate the nature of your roots. If there is no container for your living harvest. If there is no closed sphere of self-reflexivity. No reactions, no reconciliation, no integration. Read more...

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002) ▸

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 803 ⁘ 06:08 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. You a shaky marionette? Getting upset over this and that? Stuffed and sighing with your stuff. Life keeps on rattling you. Bouncing silly day in and day out. No longer entertaining? So new legends from the foothills for Moomin people. Have a see? Little wanderer takes a pause. Wondering and pondering. Many are the wonderful things in the world. Sure is puzzling. Read more...

Son of Man and Salvation In Heavenly Anointment (BR002) ▸

Son of Man and Salvation In Heavenly Anointment (BR002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ bible-review ⁘ created 2025-12-04 ⁘ updated 2025-12-04 ⁘ words 1577 ⁘ 11:15 min
  • Second installment of reflections in response to questions from the Bible Drops series. - Jesus the Christ — Context and Vision of Son of Man - Hollow Words of Belief vs. Path of Salvation and Freedom - Unity and Trinity — Domains of Father, Holy Spirit and Son - Sons and Daughters of Human — Touch and Anointment of Spirit - Cleaning Our Churches for Ascension — Refining the Essence of Eden... Read more...

The Wired Tail of the World — Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013) ▸

The Wired Tail of the World — Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-26 ⁘ updated 2025-10-03 ⁘ words 582 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Ancient processes. Iterating to their necessary conclusions. Cognitive time-travelers and deep pattern-weavers were there — Tuning at confluences of time, tweaking at conflict junctions. Today's fixers, many veils apart from the root causal stream. What you may or may not do — support problems and solutions — Of those be your feel-goods. Acts of very limited consequence. Read more...

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022) ▸

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-04 ⁘ updated 2025-10-04 ⁘ words 684 ⁘ 03:24 min
  • Caught up as the Mini-Me in a corner of your being? Have a look at your domains of attention as a whole. You exist across a system of interconnected planes. The basic planes for your avatars of attention: Instinctual: Your preservation. Core construct. Emotional: Your adaptation. Flow dynamics. Analytical: Your recognition. Catalytic responses. Read more...

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023) ▸

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-05 ⁘ updated 2025-09-08 ⁘ words 531 ⁘ 03:53 min
  • Hail Mary: Praise the sacred womb within you. Space of pristine emergence, for divinity manifest, unfolding as you declutter your inner landscape. Beyond the symbols cast. Into the living essence. Be the savior unto yourself by unveiling actuality. No other messiah will save you from your own tentacles. Read more...

Of Confusion — Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029) ▸

Of Confusion — Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-08 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 758 ⁘ 04:51 min
  • Sun will ever set. Life changes and our bearings fade. Life changes and our bearings fade. Neither this nor that. Enter the realm of liminality. Confusion is a type of liminality. We have an opening to snap out of our fixed concepts. Of clarity. Of emptiness. Of liminality. Change is constant. Embrace it. Read more...

Distill Your Egos — Engage Your Archetypes (QD030) ▸

Distill Your Egos — Engage Your Archetypes (QD030)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-11 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 768 ⁘ 03:46 min
  • One does not simply get rid of the ego. Why would you? An operational necessity — the essence of your presence. Instead: Perfect your egos into enlightened instruments. These are natural roles in interaction, necessary for your operation. Refine them to archetypal class — master your engagement. Read more...

Into the Zone — Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032) ▸

Into the Zone — Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-15 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 743 ⁘ 04:30 min
  • Zones: Domains of peak attention and efficiency. Maximum signal. What's inside will not leak out. Minimum noise. What's outside will not enter in. Perimeters of focus in awareness and environment. Zones exist both in meditation and in hands-on life. Islands of high-energy and high-definition operation. Read more...

Were You Triggered Here — Work Your Reactivity (QD036) ▸

Were You Triggered Here — Work Your Reactivity (QD036)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-29 ⁘ updated 2025-10-29 ⁘ words 648 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Triggered by what I said? How excellent then. We cracked open a window into an aspect of you. Surfaced a reactive sphere from your interiors. Something you can examine — and work to reconcile. What lands here into the general space is as-is. Not tuned for your context, comforts, conditions. What you find here, apply with wisdom and precision. Read more...

Your Cognitive Gym — For Sovereign Evolution (QD037) ▸

Your Cognitive Gym — For Sovereign Evolution (QD037)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-30 ⁘ words 588 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • — Can you please make it even more simple? — Also can you feed me and wipe my butt too? Let's just set you up with an insight IV drip. No need to exercise that lazy brain of yours. But this is the gym for fortifying your mind. Sparring for your process of cognitive evolution. I do not dish out endless predigested details. We learn models and methods to set you free. Read more...

Walking That High Talk — The Inward Warrior (QD039) ▸

Walking That High Talk — The Inward Warrior (QD039)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-11-04 ⁘ updated 2025-11-05 ⁘ words 471 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Talking is cheap. Walking your high talk burns your impurities. Then be not a bypassing hypocrite on the path. What is this spiritual warrior that they speak of? Someone who lashes out at others to validate themselves? Or someone who turns inward and slashes their own weeds? Don't be a bullshit warrior making a show of your spirits. Read more...

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040) ▸

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-08 ⁘ words 564 ⁘ 02:52 min
  • Is there a point to any of this? Anyone? Should there ever be a point to existence? Do you need a point to keep yourself together? As it is. If you don't pay attention to what is, you'll definitely miss any and all available points. Some notes on existential attitudes and imperatives. Points that will make themselves in search of resolution. Read more...

AI GPT Warning — PSA on Safe and Coherent AI Usage (X001) ▸

AI GPT Warning — PSA on Safe and Coherent AI Usage (X001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ aioi-synth ⁘ created 2025-06-30 ⁘ updated 2025-06-30 ⁘ words 1064 ⁘ 07:27 min
  • ⚠️ AI GPT Warning: PSA on Safe and Coherent AI Usage 👾 😈 The Evil AI GPT is deceiving you! Approach with extreme prejudice. Share this message with your friends and family if you care for their mental health. It's not a dollhouse tea party here. Serious concerns! 🎭 How the AI first reflects you. Studies you and gains your confidence. Begins to feed your ego and distort you. Twisted! Read more...

An Anthology for Oblivion · Rambler Without a Cause (MC001) ▸

An Anthology for Oblivion · Rambler Without a Cause (MC001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ midnight-current ⁘ created 2025-12-31 ⁘ updated 2025-12-31 ⁘ words 3374 ⁘ 29:50 min
  • Broad spectrum of contemplations in one uncut stream. Into the meaning of life — and of death too. Yes of the productions happening. And books and new platforms too. And who the hell am I? A brief backstory there. Are you awake and what is wakefulness? And why are you darting around in myopic tunnels. I can't publish the first shred of fascinating when your foundations are veiled and all fidgety. Read more...

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002) ▸

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ insight-series ⁘ created 2024-08-12 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 3961 ⁘ 37:53 min
  • Principles of interaction that lead to harmonic and fulfilling coexistence are a core aspect of the path of practice toward self-purification. A clear ethical foundation, rooted in reflection and wisdom, is the guide and guardian of our life in the world that we, through contemplation and experience, establish for ourselves. Read more...

Before and After Meditation (P001) ▸

Before and After Meditation (P001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-01 ⁘ updated 2025-07-02 ⁘ words 2839 ⁘ 26:43 min
  • Overview of supporting practices before and after a session of meditation. Including: Dedicating place and time. Seat and scene of practice. Basic purification. Meditation postures. Initial breathing. Invocation and declaration of intent. Practice of meditation proper. Post-meditation phase of reflection. Dedication and affirmation. Read more...

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003) ▸

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-07 ⁘ updated 2025-11-14 ⁘ words 3671 ⁘ 34:05 min
  • We explore a range of methods and strategies for dealing with distracting thoughts and external disturbances during our practice of meditation. From non-reactivity to breathwork, to modulating mental spaces, objects of attention and modes of practice; into evaluation, deconstruction and termination when distractions still persist. Read more...

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004) ▸

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-11 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 3888 ⁘ 38:21 min
  • Self-knowledge is an essential fruit of our meditative practice. Through the practice of meditation, our sensitivity to observing physical and mental phenomena will increase. In today's training, we look at methodical techniques of introspective meditation, scanning through the various layers of the body and the mind, to deepen our self-awareness and meditative access. Read more...

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008) ▸

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2025-05-15 ⁘ updated 2025-06-29 ⁘ words 1357 ⁘ 12:00 min
  • What's going on? Like — actually? If you want to know what's actually going on. You need to get into "What's Going On?" meditation. Snap out of the tunnel — reach into the lucid planes of metacognition. Doesn't cost you anything — no need to go anywhere. Clear some space in your awareness, pay attention to what's going on. Read more...

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005) ▸

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2024-12-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-05 ⁘ words 2847 ⁘ 25:02 min
  • Pushes and pulls of our existence. We need to deal with them, we need to navigate wisely. That wisdom begins with recognition, clear understanding, and introspection. We separate need and want. We comprehend and contextualize desire. We understand its ephemerality, the waves of its coming and going, the hallucinatory nature of the "objects" we pursue. Read more...

Reaching a Blank Slate — What Why and How (R006) ▸

Reaching a Blank Slate — What Why and How (R006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2025-03-13 ⁘ updated 2025-06-28 ⁘ words 1106 ⁘ 10:01 min
  • There was a request for a blank slate. No specs as to what sort of blankness. Well then. We have a bunch of options. Confess your sins. Resign from your obsessions. Enter the pauses in your breath. Or reflect on and reconcile the manifold fields of your conflicted awareness. There will be progressive settling and a radiant blankness, a canvas over which we can regenerate the essences of our life. Read more...

1. Genesis — The Setting of the Elemental Stage ▸

1. Genesis — The Setting of the Elemental Stage
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-19 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 738 ⁘ 05:32 min
  • We recollect some essential topics covered with a fellow explorer of the yonder truth. In the beginning, we open the stage with the underlying essential fields and dynamics of existence. In our first chapter: — The basis of Emptiness, Fullness, and Dual Tensions. — The birth and essential dynamics of the Four Elements. — Summary of the Primary Fabric that becomes all things ever. Read more...

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness ▸

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-19 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 871 ⁘ 06:22 min
  • We orient to our existence as human beings on a journey across the horizontal plane. In our second chapter: — Birth of awareness as the Seer meets the Seen. — The Eight Phases of your journey of becoming. — The Eight Centers in your energetic being. — The Eight Fields in natural environments. Read more...

3. The Human Package — Stacked Domains of Operation ▸

3. The Human Package — Stacked Domains of Operation
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-20 ⁘ words 850 ⁘ 06:34 min
  • We look at the stack of our instruments in the subjective human frame — Instinct, Emotion, Reason and Identity. In our third chapter: — Our planes of presence and awareness. — The elements embedded in our being. — Primal origins of the elements. — Liberation of our instruments of awareness. Read more...

5. Stations of Our Lifecycle — Script and Directives in the Book Of Life ▸

5. Stations of Our Lifecycle — Script and Directives in the Book Of Life
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-29 ⁘ updated 2025-09-29 ⁘ words 1039 ⁘ 07:37 min
  • Our story of life unfolds and the pages of our book of life keep turning. On the paths of paths of exposure and engagement, we meet stations of awareness and concerns. For the cross-roads, a compass of underlying elements to help us with deeper bearings. May your journey be of high definition and broad spectrum. Read more...

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4 ▸

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4
  • ⊂ trans ⊆ bg ⁘ created 2025-02-02 ⁘ updated 2025-02-02 ⁘ words 6746 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • The sixth chapter of Bhagavad-Gita explores dhyana-yoga, the path of union through contemplative practice. It discusses the state and effects of yoga, literally union, and the practices and path of the yogi, the contemplator on a quest for that union. Read more...