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Pool of Spoken Word → Echoes of Insight ▸

Pool of Spoken Word → Echoes of Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-04-20 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 1321 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Assortment of audio materials. This is a catalogue of audio versions for all the video reels. Videos and transcripts linked in — whichever media you prefer. Processing more as time permits. Then dive into the pool of spoken word — there be treasures. Read more...

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries ▸

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-07-11 ⁘ words 1394 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • We've collected some common questions and answers for your convenience: Orientation FAQ, Interaction FAQ, Contemplation FAQ. With fresh questions, contact us and we'll respond as may be appropriate. May you find your cler answers. Read more...

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight ▸

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2024-12-12 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 9583 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Dive into our growing catalogue of videos. Some of them short and to the point. Others dreadfully long but packed with essential musings. Browse the @Mr.Om.Ananda ▸ YouTube channel for the latest digs. Enjoy the show! Read more...

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue ▸

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-05-18 ⁘ updated 2025-05-18 ⁘ words 2526 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Well it is I of course, your favorite infinity in a nutshell. Embodied for your entertainment, in service to whatever that matters. Some call me Mr. Ananda. Others call me whatever else. Pleased to meet you. Read more...

Four Elements in Our Communication ▸

Four Elements in Our Communication
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ elements ⁘ created 2024-12-02 ⁘ updated 2025-10-02 ⁘ words 1077 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Successful communication is necessarily balanced. With guidance from the elements, we discover wholesome foundations and methods for communication — into grounded, adaptive, coherent, enriching and unburdened interaction. Read more...

Positive and Negative Mental States ▸

Positive and Negative Mental States
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mind ⁘ created 2024-08-21 ⁘ updated 2024-08-21 ⁘ words 2311 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Our mind is influenced by a spectrum of positive and negative mental states. This list of mental states serves as a basis for self-awareness, introspection, and inquiry into the inner influences that condition and liberate our awareness. Read more...

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential ▸

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mystic ⁘ created 2025-06-06 ⁘ updated 2025-06-06 ⁘ words 1063 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • An inner pool of energy — coiled potential that can be opened and uncoiled. Essentially neutral natural energy — neither of light or the darkness. Our choices and attitudes define the tuning and ultimate outcomes of our works with this inner potential. Read more...

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya ▸

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2011-06-27 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 1696 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Unfolding of the Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya for the systematic cultivation of luminosity. Contemplating on the celestial appearances of Crystal Maitreya in a cardinal wheel of sixteen permutations over A) Primal Reality, B) Causal Worlds, and C) Phenomenal Worlds. (2011) Read more...

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe ▸

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2010-11-10 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 6521 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • I gather I've inadvertently turned into something of an enigma with my colorful and transdimensional history. It may be hard to get an overall idea of what the heck exactly happened over the last 15 years. This is an attempt to syndicate the gist of the journey into one place. (2010) Read more...

On Entering Actuality — What's Going On Meditation (N002) ▸

On Entering Actuality — What's Going On Meditation (N002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ introspectrum ⁘ created 2025-07-01 ⁘ updated 2025-07-01 ⁘ words 594 ⁘ 03:56 min
  • For those who seek clarity and self-awareness. Get to know your contents — understand your inner constructs. Instincts, emotions, thoughts, identity — none of that is you. Polarized reactions — yes this, no that — condition you to the core. Rise beyond the phenomena in your being. Enter the planes of metacognition. Clear away your projections. Remember. Read more...

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002) ▸

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-23 ⁘ updated 2025-10-23 ⁘ words 695 ⁘ 03:54 min
  • What is real self-inquiry? Let's be very clear. It's not an affirmation repetition exercise. It's not a disconnected philosophical indulgence. It's a method of shifting attention to your source. In our quest for the source of raw prime consciousness, we discover and extract our attention from veiling shells. Go deeper, go further inward. Seek the ultimate inquirer. Read more...

Integrated Self-Inquiry — Risks and Yields (LA004) ▸

Integrated Self-Inquiry — Risks and Yields (LA004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-25 ⁘ updated 2025-10-25 ⁘ words 822 ⁘ 04:26 min
  • Inquire yourself away — leap into yonder transcendence? If you're a sage in a loincloth — sure that's an option. The rest of us must reconcile our evolving self-awareness. Mindful self-navigation, unveiling, into living integration. Risk of dissociation is very real with unhinged practice. Encounter the aspects of your being and witness them as-is. Read more...

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005) ▸

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-11-09 ⁘ updated 2025-11-09 ⁘ words 958 ⁘ 05:50 min
  • When we speak of witnessing and observation, visualization exercises will not set us free. Self-inquiry is not a method for subject shifting. It's a process of peeling away our false identities. We are not the "seer", the "hearer" or the "observer". There is seeing, there is hearing, there is observation. In a neutral state, we recognize and acknowledge what is. Read more...

Exit the Matrix of Hallucinations (K011) ▸

Exit the Matrix of Hallucinations (K011)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-08 ⁘ updated 2025-07-08 ⁘ words 802 ⁘ 06:44 min
  • The Matrix holds you tight in its grip — Grasping and binding your higher cognition. Who's the Evil Architect of this twisted rig? Not Illuminati. Not the Cabal. Not the Aliens. The holder of the Prism of Crystalline Cognition Holds all the cards and binds all the strings. Meet the Master of Puppets. Exit the Reactions. Question the Assumptions. Halt the Hallucinations. Read more...

The Consequential Slumber — Wake-Up Signal Broadcast Review (K012) ▸

The Consequential Slumber — Wake-Up Signal Broadcast Review (K012)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-15 ⁘ updated 2025-08-29 ⁘ words 817 ⁘ 06:09 min
  • Mr. Wakey Man! Why so obsessed trying to wake people up? Leave it alone. Let it be! Who put you in charge of wake-ups. But it is in the balance of all things. Simple counter-reflection. Simple: Sleeping Alarm Clocks. Coma Catalytic Injections. If only your slumber were happily isolated. But it's not. We have hallucination at scale. It's consequential. It's harmful. Read more...

Indecision — The Liminal Drift You Mistake for Freedom (K013) ▸

Indecision — The Liminal Drift You Mistake for Freedom (K013)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-08-02 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 983 ⁘ 05:39 min
  • We often procrastinate — postpone and bypass decisions. Who knows — we might think or feel differently later on. In the meantime, we drift in the freedom of our liminality. Eventually the environment forces your way — its way. Parameters and boundaries have already been set for you. In your misguided freedom, you have limited your prospects. Read more...

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014) ▸

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-08-02 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 1422 ⁘ 09:29 min
  • Categorically ignoring someone — when is that cool? their presence and expressions — their very existence. As if looking through thin air into a distant void... First. When you've already responded and closed it. When the "yes" or "no" (or "maybe") just doesn't sink in. When they keep on invading your space and sovereignty. Read more...

I Am That I Am Not — The Journey of Becomings (K015) ▸

I Am That I Am Not — The Journey of Becomings (K015)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-16 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 1116 ⁘ 08:07 min
  • From "I Am That I Am" — to "Thou Art That" — What? — This quest for identity — ancient as mankind itself. — Am I Emptiness Absolute or Fullness Absolute? — Am I the Clear Light or Stratum of Knowing? — Am I the Beer, Seer, Feeler, Wisher; — or the Willer, Worker, Integrator, Actuator? Read more...

Reality Evaporating — Little Me Breaks Free (K016) ▸

Reality Evaporating — Little Me Breaks Free (K016)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-18 ⁘ words 1078 ⁘ 07:03 min
  • Insights. So fundamentally disorienting. All of this. Like reality is evaporating. But it's not evaporating because I say so. It's evaporating because of constant change. Hallucinations of eternity woven into this mist. Projections born of desire — you bind yourself into a terminal mesh that conditions your mind. What do you hold so tightly, crafting your misery? Read more...

Like This Not That — Reactive You Are Deceived (K017) ▸

Like This Not That — Reactive You Are Deceived (K017)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 992 ⁘ 07:20 min
  • Chronic reactions. I embrace this. I avoid that. Then: How easily you are played and controlled. A puppet for those out to take advantage of you. Pulled by strings you tie in place for yourself. When your premises are rooted in basic duality, pulled and pushed by attachment and aversion, this subject reactivity is your vulnerability. Who tracks your patterns can tweak you at will. Read more...

Lack of Sync and Magic — Where the Fingers Point (K018) ▸

Lack of Sync and Magic — Where the Fingers Point (K018)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-18 ⁘ updated 2025-10-10 ⁘ words 1032 ⁘ 07:22 min
  • Nothing lines up! No sense of synchronicity. Not a slightest sense of magic and alignment. Why is life so edgy. Why do I bounce off the walls? It must be that the environment is against us... One finger points outward. A trident points inward: 1. We actively sabotage situations with our agenda. 2. We impose limitations and undermine the potential. 3. We don't attend to and adapt to what actually is. Read more...

Inconvenient Absolute Truth — Unveiling Actuality (K019) ▸

Inconvenient Absolute Truth — Unveiling Actuality (K019)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-19 ⁘ updated 2025-10-13 ⁘ words 1101 ⁘ 07:45 min
  • You have your world of meanings — and I have mine. Yet we mine our meanings from an objective reality. Our interpretations are relative — actuality is not. Existence itself is unchanged with your projections. We explore timeless paradigms independent of context. Underlying truths and principles that remain unchanged. Who are of the truth — they recognize the word of truth. Read more...

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020) ▸

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-21 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 912 ⁘ 06:53 min
  • Mental and physical disease abound to a point of crisis. How strange that progress and problems grow hand in hand! Is it the hectic pace of life? The excess influx of stimuli? Or our failure to prioritize the balance of our awareness? Pause and look into the roots of your well-being. There will never be a healthy body with a sick mind. Read more...

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022) ▸

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-22 ⁘ updated 2025-11-04 ⁘ words 969 ⁘ 06:36 min
  • Respect my authority! Because you say so right? When your awareness is slanted with your agendas, your reign rests in a hallucinated house of cards. Excuse me if I won't capitulate to your illusions. Actuality itself holds the final word and authority. Are we open and attending to it — or do we evade it? Is truth an ally or an enemy to you? Make your stance. Read more...

How Do You Feel? — Like an Open Book (OM001) ▸

How Do You Feel? — Like an Open Book (OM001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-07 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1275 ⁘ 10:06 min
  • — "How do you feel?", asked an old friend. I feel alright. No longer vexed by existence. Patterns swooshing through space as they may. I bind not to it. I am not — and it's fine. And what of the world? What of the planet? What of religion and spirituality? Of us all? Of your personal life? Of your inner state? — "How do you feel about all that?" I feel like an open book. Read more...

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002) ▸

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-08 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1431 ⁘ 10:45 min
  • — "Make your waves!", said one new friend. — "Don't you just reflect!", said another new friend. But what is this "I" that should be splashing and casting, and why should it ripple about without rhyme and reason? Yes there's a certain void in a "post-resigned" awareness. No longer a subject hallucination at the high driver's seat. Read more...

Open See Same — Close See Other — Our Shared Threads (OM003) ▸

Open See Same — Close See Other — Our Shared Threads (OM003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-09 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1379 ⁘ 11:24 min
  • We humans are like apples. In a thousand cultivars. Spectrum of colors and flavors. A world of diversity. Nutrition in each. Vitamins are universal. Do you see? Or argue about your favorite — and all the bad flavors? Open — See Same. We are together. Close — See Other. We are apart. — When you open your mind. You see the sameness. — When you close your mind. You see the difference. Read more...

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005) ▸

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-31 ⁘ updated 2025-10-01 ⁘ words 1766 ⁘ 12:15 min
  • "The truth is out there — and in here somewhere... Behind these veils — but I can feel its presence?" But how is it that this truth is not ever with us, intimately present in our lives? Why does it hide so? Raw actuality, uncolored and unbiased, is always there. Ever-available for you — should you remove your veils. We have a negative veil — and we have a positive veil. Read more...

Create to Fulfill Yourself — The World Matters Not (OM006) ▸

Create to Fulfill Yourself — The World Matters Not (OM006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-03 ⁘ updated 2025-10-03 ⁘ words 1731 ⁘ 12:14 min
  • Friends feeling sad, struggling with their creative process. Sharing the outflows — but why does the world not respond? Holding anticipations — and paving way for disappointments. But do we truly create for the world — or for ourselves? Artist, musician, author or spirited internet commentator? What emerges — it stems from your own process of evolution. Read more...

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007) ▸

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-14 ⁘ updated 2025-10-14 ⁘ words 1517 ⁘ 10:34 min
  • Feeling lost and without direction? Happens at times. Why does it happen though? May we blame the environment? Or are we ourselves the architects of our disorientation? Where direction exists — but our self-framing is resistant. Then rise to a plane of awareness where specifics no longer matter. Read more...

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008) ▸

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-16 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 1668 ⁘ 12:24 min
  • Were you looking for a neat short-cut to self-awareness? A magic wormhole to jolt you from here to enlightenment? So many pop vendors on the internet. Cheap options abound! If only it were that easy. Just bypassing your inner chores. When you evade the real work of your cognitive purification, there's no cosmic receiver, no vehicle for mystic journeys. Read more...

Communication to Collaboration — Coherence and Convergence (CS001) ▸

Communication to Collaboration — Coherence and Convergence (CS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-29 ⁘ updated 2025-10-29 ⁘ words 1187 ⁘ 08:33 min
  • Where we have lofty ideas, where we wish to express and implement them, we must have lucid and well-rounded models of operation. We embrace these principles in our inner conscious architecture — and we externalize them in a matching reflection. As within — so without. Communication, coordination and collaboration precede culmination. Read more...

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002) ▸

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-30 ⁘ words 852 ⁘ 05:33 min
  • Walk-through of the planes of your consciousness. Windows into the facets of your cognitive architecture. Tiers of composition and deconstruction — perspectives for unbinding from our conditions. This is not metaphysical speculation. This is consciousness technology — the methodical cultivation of clear observation. Read more...

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003) ▸

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-07-27 ⁘ updated 2025-09-03 ⁘ words 2476 ⁘ 18:50 min
  • Viewer discretion advised. We open the gates of a one-way road. If your inner stability hinges on the illusions that support you — please scroll onward — or close this view right now. Seriously yes. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. If you are ready to gut your hallucinations; to deconstruct your veils; Then please continue. Read more...

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004) ▸

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-09-01 ⁘ updated 2025-09-01 ⁘ words 1036 ⁘ 07:16 min
  • Early reflections to friends and their worthy initiative for supporting the well-rounded evolution of consciousness. Yes — we need such basic framings that are self-evident, the operationalization of common-sense living patterns, perspectives so obvious that most have become oblivious. Not hypothetical models — just re-establishing core essentials. Read more...

Operational Ego — Our Roles and Instruments (M005) ▸

Operational Ego — Our Roles and Instruments (M005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-08-30 ⁘ updated 2025-09-14 ⁘ words 2157 ⁘ 14:17 min
  • Your "the ego"? There is no such monolithic ego. We are complex entities — not one-dimensional blobs. You are a rich system of concern domains in a stack. We operate in diverse contexts with our capacities. Our contextual attention directs our "incarnations". You cannot get rid of "the ego" as a whole. You can't also learn to live with "the ego". Read more...

An Epistemic Quest — How We Acquire Knowledge (M006) ▸

An Epistemic Quest — How We Acquire Knowledge (M006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-08-21 ⁘ updated 2025-10-24 ⁘ words 1250 ⁘ 08:05 min
  • Looking for knowledge? Pinning down the truth? How? Direct perception? Analytical reason? Standard authority? In the ever-changing flux of details, truth just passes by. But there is truth in basic patterns and general principles. Yet we must resign from ourselves to eliminate subject bias. Witnessing without intention or projection — enter actuality. Read more...

Intersections — What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003) ▸

Intersections — What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-10-05 ⁘ updated 2025-10-27 ⁘ words 1145 ⁘ 06:30 min
  • Who are we? What am I to you, you to me? I alone unto myself, you in your context? What you make of it, whatever "me" is built, it is the "me" that exists in your weavings. Then in our intersections — the "us" us born. I am there in many reflections of your essence. All are friends unbound — some known and others not. A friend zone the size of universe — there we share. Read more...

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001) ▸

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ mythoscope ⁘ created 2025-10-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-09 ⁘ words 2900 ⁘ 22:08 min
  • Let's talk about God. As in, actually. They ask me, Do you believe in God? Your God, a God, the God, or what God? A vague and most meaningless question. Let's talk about the God of Abraham et al. Let's review candidate Gods from the existential fabric. Prime consciousness. Transcendent Nondual God: Potential field beyond formations. Immanent Omnipresent God: Collective system of all knowledge. Read more...

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002) ▸

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 880 ⁘ 06:08 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. You a shaky marionette? Getting upset over this and that? Stuffed and sighing with your stuff. Life keeps on rattling you. Bouncing silly day in and day out. No longer entertaining? So new legends from the foothills for Moomin people. Have a see? Little wanderer takes a pause. Wondering and pondering. Many are the wonderful things in the world. Sure is puzzling. Read more...

Civilization Collapse — Four Terminal Pattern Riders (MO001) ▸

Civilization Collapse — Four Terminal Pattern Riders (MO001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ tempora-mors ⁘ created 2025-08-05 ⁘ updated 2025-09-27 ⁘ words 931 ⁘ 04:56 min
  • Civilization collapse. Terminal looming for this train wreck of a world we live in. Saw a piece in The Guardian on civilization collapse with Dr Luke Kemp: — "Self-termination is most likely": History and future of societal collapse. However: External risk is symptomatic relief. Your individual navel fixation is the nexus and root of all our evils. Read more...

Winter Is Coming — Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002) ▸

Winter Is Coming — Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ tempora-mors ⁘ created 2025-08-06 ⁘ updated 2025-09-27 ⁘ words 1067 ⁘ 06:38 min
  • Nuclear winter is the little winter. Big winter is the thermal death of cognition. Broad-spectrum entropy of our integrated system. Degradation of the links that bind us all together. Assumption of self-primacy. Fundamental self-centeredness. We have become entitled and self-serving hedonistic funnels. Assuming all the privilege. Owning none of the responsibility. Taking much. Giving little. Read more...

Your Stupid Reactions · Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002) ▸

Your Stupid Reactions · Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-12 ⁘ updated 2025-11-13 ⁘ words 671 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • You a notch trigger-happy again? Need to lash out with your battle axe? Phantoms in sight — attack! If only you'd realize that you're typically reacting to projections in your head only — wrestling with your own habitual templates. Then in the odd case you're actually reacting to something actual, it's totally out of proportion. Read more...

Messiah Made of Blind Spots · Self-Awareness Please (BZ004) ▸

Messiah Made of Blind Spots · Self-Awareness Please (BZ004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 584 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Watch out there's another messiah on the loose! Internet spiritual cowboy banging that chakra seven-shooter down the main road. Prime levels of delusion and defense mechanisms in action. Self-awareness levels roughly equivalent to a brick. Routine reality checks are not optional. Enlightenment and self-infatuation are deeply incompatible. Read more...

Alien Mind Control — You Are So Hypnotized (QD005) ▸

Alien Mind Control — You Are So Hypnotized (QD005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-09 ⁘ updated 2025-10-01 ⁘ words 401 ⁘ 02:40 min
  • YOU are a VICTIM of hybrid magnetic MIND-CONTROL influence. Unsubscribing IS an option — BUT the resign button is HIDDEN. YOU are enMESHed in a distorted conditining matrix. Sad. Profiteers & controllers are enforcing the ALGO-frame. Evil. There is NOTHING to see here. Stay calm. Move along NOW. This information does NOT exist. Read more...

Human: Authentic Reflector of Raw Living Experience (QD007) ▸

Human: Authentic Reflector of Raw Living Experience (QD007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-16 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 460 ⁘ 02:42 min
  • Can you share in one simple sentence what is most human about you? — Authentic reflector of raw living experience. This is the short longer version. What the AI will never replace? What no pretender will ever emulate? — Beardman yapping beneath the pine tree. Honest reflections. Unmodified living experience. Source of our human potential. Immediate and intimate encounter with what is. Read more...

Discovery of Human Species that Defies Common Sense (QD009) ▸

Discovery of Human Species that Defies Common Sense (QD009)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-21 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 622 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • But: It wasn't the recognition of Homo Contemporaris! How disappointing. Calls for a tangent. Quick rant time! Common sense — Quo vadis? Down the feeds it flushed. In our insane quest for the climax of individuation, We're lost to anything that fails to uplift our quirky egos. No frame of reference. No sense of context or shared purpose. Read more...

Bypassing Makes You Not Exist — High-Definition Presence (QD016) ▸

Bypassing Makes You Not Exist — High-Definition Presence (QD016)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-01 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 678 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • If it seems that you don't exist... then chances are, you fail to be present? Not present — not absent — ambiguously not-ish. When you're vague and evasive, even vanish, bypassing the world that seeks your response, then tell me, who owns the tears you shed over it? Have you integrity, transparency, a clear stance? Read more...

Y U So Delulu — Dimensions of Delusion (QD020) ▸

Y U So Delulu — Dimensions of Delusion (QD020)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-20 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 906 ⁘ 04:18 min
  • Delulu: It is so because I want to believe! Yes! Fantastic word freshly added to Cambridge Dictionary. But delulu happens beyond your celebrity fantasies. Delusions spawn from so many planes of your being. We look at the depths and dimensions of your delusion. How to fix that muddy base of yours and reach Trululu. Read more...

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022) ▸

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-04 ⁘ updated 2025-10-04 ⁘ words 747 ⁘ 03:24 min
  • Caught up as the Mini-Me in a corner of your being? Have a look at your domains of attention as a whole. You exist across a system of interconnected planes. The basic planes for your avatars of attention: Instinctual: Your preservation. Core construct. Emotional: Your adaptation. Flow dynamics. Analytical: Your recognition. Catalytic responses. Read more...

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023) ▸

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-05 ⁘ updated 2025-09-08 ⁘ words 587 ⁘ 03:53 min
  • Hail Mary: Praise the sacred womb within you. Space of pristine emergence, for divinity manifest, unfolding as you declutter your inner landscape. Beyond the symbols cast. Into the living essence. Be the savior unto yourself by unveiling actuality. No other messiah will save you from your own tentacles. Read more...

The Enlightened Dumbass — Into Actual Knowledge (QD026) ▸

The Enlightened Dumbass — Into Actual Knowledge (QD026)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-11 ⁘ words 816 ⁘ 04:17 min
  • So you touched upon a jolly ray of enlightenment? Instantly transforming into an omniscient expert. Now a virtuoso in explaining Sanskrit upside down. Can even vibe to bits the standard model of physics. When you reach into awareness beyond the subject, you're just landing at a platform of possibilities. You can look into actuality without self-distortions. Read more...

You Will Never Ever Change Me! (QD028) ▸

You Will Never Ever Change Me! (QD028)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-07 ⁘ updated 2025-10-13 ⁘ words 549 ⁘ 02:45 min
  • You will never ever be able to change me! And why would I ever-ever want to change you? You are the sole sovereign of your own evolution. Your eventual change is a self-emergent necessity. The fuel you carry and the fires you burn are yours. It hurts you, it illuminates you, it transforms you. A layer of your past peels off with each rising sun. We can only ever provide scaffolds for the process. Read more...

Distill Your Egos — Engage Your Archetypes (QD030) ▸

Distill Your Egos — Engage Your Archetypes (QD030)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-11 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 821 ⁘ 03:46 min
  • One does not simply get rid of the ego. Why would you? An operational necessity — the essence of your presence. Instead: Perfect your egos into enlightened instruments. These are natural roles in interaction, necessary for your operation. Refine them to archetypal class — master your engagement. Read more...

At Ease — Listening to What Is As Is (QD031) ▸

At Ease — Listening to What Is As Is (QD031)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-13 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 530 ⁘ 02:51 min
  • No particular topic today. None needed. At ease. A simple reflective pause. Listening to what is. As it is. Not going anywhere with it. Not making anything of it. Simply attending to whatever that presents itself. When it's time to engage — then engage with attention. When it's not — or if you're overwhelmed — then step back, neutralize, reflect and reorient to what is. Read more...

Walking That High Talk — The Inward Warrior (QD039) ▸

Walking That High Talk — The Inward Warrior (QD039)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-11-04 ⁘ updated 2025-11-05 ⁘ words 538 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Talking is cheap. Walking your high talk burns your impurities. Then be not a bypassing hypocrite on the path. What is this spiritual warrior that they speak of? Someone who lashes out at others to validate themselves? Or someone who turns inward and slashes their own weeds? Don't be a bullshit warrior making a show of your spirits. Read more...

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040) ▸

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-08 ⁘ words 633 ⁘ 02:52 min
  • Is there a point to any of this? Anyone? Should there ever be a point to existence? Do you need a point to keep yourself together? As it is. If you don't pay attention to what is, you'll definitely miss any and all available points. Some notes on existential attitudes and imperatives. Points that will make themselves in search of resolution. Read more...

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002) ▸

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ insight-series ⁘ created 2024-08-12 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 4017 ⁘ 37:53 min
  • Principles of interaction that lead to harmonic and fulfilling coexistence are a core aspect of the path of practice toward self-purification. A clear ethical foundation, rooted in reflection and wisdom, is the guide and guardian of our life in the world that we, through contemplation and experience, establish for ourselves. Read more...

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004) ▸

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-11 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 3949 ⁘ 38:21 min
  • Self-knowledge is an essential fruit of our meditative practice. Through the practice of meditation, our sensitivity to observing physical and mental phenomena will increase. In today's training, we look at methodical techniques of introspective meditation, scanning through the various layers of the body and the mind, to deepen our self-awareness and meditative access. Read more...

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008) ▸

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2025-05-15 ⁘ updated 2025-06-29 ⁘ words 1423 ⁘ 12:00 min
  • What's going on? Like — actually? If you want to know what's actually going on. You need to get into "What's Going On?" meditation. Snap out of the tunnel — reach into the lucid planes of metacognition. Doesn't cost you anything — no need to go anywhere. Clear some space in your awareness, pay attention to what's going on. Read more...

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005) ▸

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2024-12-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-05 ⁘ words 2911 ⁘ 25:02 min
  • Pushes and pulls of our existence. We need to deal with them, we need to navigate wisely. That wisdom begins with recognition, clear understanding, and introspection. We separate need and want. We comprehend and contextualize desire. We understand its ephemerality, the waves of its coming and going, the hallucinatory nature of the "objects" we pursue. Read more...

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness ▸

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-19 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 871 ⁘ 06:22 min
  • We orient to our existence as human beings on a journey across the horizontal plane. In our second chapter: — Birth of awareness as the Seer meets the Seen. — The Eight Phases of your journey of becoming. — The Eight Centers in your energetic being. — The Eight Fields in natural environments. Read more...

3. The Human Package — Stacked Domains of Operation ▸

3. The Human Package — Stacked Domains of Operation
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-20 ⁘ words 850 ⁘ 06:34 min
  • We look at the stack of our instruments in the subjective human frame — Instinct, Emotion, Reason and Identity. In our third chapter: — Our planes of presence and awareness. — The elements embedded in our being. — Primal origins of the elements. — Liberation of our instruments of awareness. Read more...

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire ▸

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-07-08 ⁘ updated 2025-07-08 ⁘ words 1909 ⁘ 18:31 min
  • We are vexed and driven by desire. Is there a way out? Here are a handful of considerations. First: Acknowledge honestly, don't wrestle or suppress. Second: Recognize and reflect on your waves and cycles. Third: Origins and our field of vulnerability. Fourth: The power of your attention. Be at peace, be happy, and be free. Read more...

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4 ▸

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4
  • ⊂ trans ⊆ bg ⁘ created 2025-02-02 ⁘ updated 2025-02-02 ⁘ words 6746 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • The sixth chapter of Bhagavad-Gita explores dhyana-yoga, the path of union through contemplative practice. It discusses the state and effects of yoga, literally union, and the practices and path of the yogi, the contemplator on a quest for that union. Read more...