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Into the Cave — Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004) ▸

Into the Cave — Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-10-27 ⁘ updated 2025-10-31 ⁘ words 1190 ⁘ 08:18 min
  • When you seek the deep essence of what you are. Soar not with the high winds into entropy afar. Enter the cave and encounter your inner gravity. Blueprints etched into the ground of your being. If you do not excavate the nature of your roots. If there is no container for your living harvest. If there is no closed sphere of self-reflexivity. No reactions, no reconciliation, no integration. Read more...

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries ▸

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-07-11 ⁘ words 1394 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • We've collected some common questions and answers for your convenience: Orientation FAQ, Interaction FAQ, Contemplation FAQ. With fresh questions, contact us and we'll respond as may be appropriate. May you find your cler answers. Read more...

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight ▸

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2024-12-12 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 9583 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Dive into our growing catalogue of videos. Some of them short and to the point. Others dreadfully long but packed with essential musings. Browse the @Mr.Om.Ananda ▸ YouTube channel for the latest digs. Enjoy the show! Read more...

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue ▸

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-05-18 ⁘ updated 2025-05-18 ⁘ words 2526 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Well it is I of course, your favorite infinity in a nutshell. Embodied for your entertainment, in service to whatever that matters. Some call me Mr. Ananda. Others call me whatever else. Pleased to meet you. Read more...

Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life ▸

Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ practice ⁘ created 2024-11-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-02 ⁘ words 1903 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • This set of guidelines was written as a basic scaffold for more balanced rhythms and routines of life for two aspirants seeking to establish themselves on the path of self-awareness. We also look at helpful and harmful habits. May these notes prove useful for you too. Read more...

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential ▸

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mystic ⁘ created 2025-06-06 ⁘ updated 2025-06-06 ⁘ words 1063 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • An inner pool of energy — coiled potential that can be opened and uncoiled. Essentially neutral natural energy — neither of light or the darkness. Our choices and attitudes define the tuning and ultimate outcomes of our works with this inner potential. Read more...

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya ▸

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2011-06-27 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 1696 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Unfolding of the Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya for the systematic cultivation of luminosity. Contemplating on the celestial appearances of Crystal Maitreya in a cardinal wheel of sixteen permutations over A) Primal Reality, B) Causal Worlds, and C) Phenomenal Worlds. (2011) Read more...

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe ▸

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2010-11-10 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 6521 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • I gather I've inadvertently turned into something of an enigma with my colorful and transdimensional history. It may be hard to get an overall idea of what the heck exactly happened over the last 15 years. This is an attempt to syndicate the gist of the journey into one place. (2010) Read more...

Open Letter: Children of the Light! ▸

Open Letter: Children of the Light!
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2010-12-05 ⁘ updated 2025-10-06 ⁘ words 1848 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • The following is an open letter to every missionary and messenger of Christ from 2007. Once written in response to a number of fired-up born-again preachers who were targeting me over my evil oriental beliefs — which in no way differ from the essence they sought to preach. This is the same universal message in their vocabulary. Read more...

Sphinx of Heaven and the Soulless Soul-Seeker ▸

Sphinx of Heaven and the Soulless Soul-Seeker
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2011-01-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-06 ⁘ words 1490 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • The following is an open letter to every missionary and messenger of Christ from 2007. Once written in response to a number of fired-up born-again preachers who were targeting me over my evil oriental beliefs — which in no way differ from the essence they sought to preach. This is the same universal message in their vocabulary. Read more...

Slipped to Swamp — Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001) ▸

Slipped to Swamp — Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-22 ⁘ updated 2025-10-22 ⁘ words 704 ⁘ 03:33 min
  • Damn! Slipped and fell again from a plane of clarity. Mere moments ago I was the calm witness of existence. What manner of magic is this? Why do I stumble and fall? What can I do to immunize myself — to not be pulled under? We enter the process of self-inquiry — both general and specific. Train yourself to remember — remember to ask the right questions! Read more...

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002) ▸

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-23 ⁘ updated 2025-10-23 ⁘ words 695 ⁘ 03:54 min
  • What is real self-inquiry? Let's be very clear. It's not an affirmation repetition exercise. It's not a disconnected philosophical indulgence. It's a method of shifting attention to your source. In our quest for the source of raw prime consciousness, we discover and extract our attention from veiling shells. Go deeper, go further inward. Seek the ultimate inquirer. Read more...

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005) ▸

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-11-09 ⁘ updated 2025-11-09 ⁘ words 958 ⁘ 05:50 min
  • When we speak of witnessing and observation, visualization exercises will not set us free. Self-inquiry is not a method for subject shifting. It's a process of peeling away our false identities. We are not the "seer", the "hearer" or the "observer". There is seeing, there is hearing, there is observation. In a neutral state, we recognize and acknowledge what is. Read more...

Focal Lengths of Awareness (K008) ▸

Focal Lengths of Awareness (K008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-04 ⁘ words 868 ⁘ 05:46 min
  • Focal lengths of awareness. Whatever does that include? Microscope: Near and high-definition. Telescope: Far and broad-reaching. Narrow-band / Broad-band / Middle-band. These are not a mere matter of meditation. Concentration and mindfulness, yes that's there — but also relevant in our day-to-day awareness. Read more...

The Consequential Slumber — Wake-Up Signal Broadcast Review (K012) ▸

The Consequential Slumber — Wake-Up Signal Broadcast Review (K012)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-15 ⁘ updated 2025-08-29 ⁘ words 817 ⁘ 06:09 min
  • Mr. Wakey Man! Why so obsessed trying to wake people up? Leave it alone. Let it be! Who put you in charge of wake-ups. But it is in the balance of all things. Simple counter-reflection. Simple: Sleeping Alarm Clocks. Coma Catalytic Injections. If only your slumber were happily isolated. But it's not. We have hallucination at scale. It's consequential. It's harmful. Read more...

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014) ▸

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-08-02 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 1422 ⁘ 09:29 min
  • Categorically ignoring someone — when is that cool? their presence and expressions — their very existence. As if looking through thin air into a distant void... First. When you've already responded and closed it. When the "yes" or "no" (or "maybe") just doesn't sink in. When they keep on invading your space and sovereignty. Read more...

I Am That I Am Not — The Journey of Becomings (K015) ▸

I Am That I Am Not — The Journey of Becomings (K015)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-16 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 1116 ⁘ 08:07 min
  • From "I Am That I Am" — to "Thou Art That" — What? — This quest for identity — ancient as mankind itself. — Am I Emptiness Absolute or Fullness Absolute? — Am I the Clear Light or Stratum of Knowing? — Am I the Beer, Seer, Feeler, Wisher; — or the Willer, Worker, Integrator, Actuator? Read more...

Reality Evaporating — Little Me Breaks Free (K016) ▸

Reality Evaporating — Little Me Breaks Free (K016)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-18 ⁘ words 1078 ⁘ 07:03 min
  • Insights. So fundamentally disorienting. All of this. Like reality is evaporating. But it's not evaporating because I say so. It's evaporating because of constant change. Hallucinations of eternity woven into this mist. Projections born of desire — you bind yourself into a terminal mesh that conditions your mind. What do you hold so tightly, crafting your misery? Read more...

Like This Not That — Reactive You Are Deceived (K017) ▸

Like This Not That — Reactive You Are Deceived (K017)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 992 ⁘ 07:20 min
  • Chronic reactions. I embrace this. I avoid that. Then: How easily you are played and controlled. A puppet for those out to take advantage of you. Pulled by strings you tie in place for yourself. When your premises are rooted in basic duality, pulled and pushed by attachment and aversion, this subject reactivity is your vulnerability. Who tracks your patterns can tweak you at will. Read more...

Inconvenient Absolute Truth — Unveiling Actuality (K019) ▸

Inconvenient Absolute Truth — Unveiling Actuality (K019)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-19 ⁘ updated 2025-10-13 ⁘ words 1101 ⁘ 07:45 min
  • You have your world of meanings — and I have mine. Yet we mine our meanings from an objective reality. Our interpretations are relative — actuality is not. Existence itself is unchanged with your projections. We explore timeless paradigms independent of context. Underlying truths and principles that remain unchanged. Who are of the truth — they recognize the word of truth. Read more...

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020) ▸

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-21 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 912 ⁘ 06:53 min
  • Mental and physical disease abound to a point of crisis. How strange that progress and problems grow hand in hand! Is it the hectic pace of life? The excess influx of stimuli? Or our failure to prioritize the balance of our awareness? Pause and look into the roots of your well-being. There will never be a healthy body with a sick mind. Read more...

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022) ▸

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-22 ⁘ updated 2025-11-04 ⁘ words 969 ⁘ 06:36 min
  • Respect my authority! Because you say so right? When your awareness is slanted with your agendas, your reign rests in a hallucinated house of cards. Excuse me if I won't capitulate to your illusions. Actuality itself holds the final word and authority. Are we open and attending to it — or do we evade it? Is truth an ally or an enemy to you? Make your stance. Read more...

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002) ▸

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-08 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1431 ⁘ 10:45 min
  • — "Make your waves!", said one new friend. — "Don't you just reflect!", said another new friend. But what is this "I" that should be splashing and casting, and why should it ripple about without rhyme and reason? Yes there's a certain void in a "post-resigned" awareness. No longer a subject hallucination at the high driver's seat. Read more...

Open See Same — Close See Other — Our Shared Threads (OM003) ▸

Open See Same — Close See Other — Our Shared Threads (OM003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-09 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1379 ⁘ 11:24 min
  • We humans are like apples. In a thousand cultivars. Spectrum of colors and flavors. A world of diversity. Nutrition in each. Vitamins are universal. Do you see? Or argue about your favorite — and all the bad flavors? Open — See Same. We are together. Close — See Other. We are apart. — When you open your mind. You see the sameness. — When you close your mind. You see the difference. Read more...

A Core Package — Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004) ▸

A Core Package — Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-13 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1508 ⁘ 11:00 min
  • — "So what is it that you wish to say?" ...asked no-one in particular, so I heard. Good question though — thanks for asking. Alright then. One neat baseline package for you. What I seek to communicate and share in thousand ways. 1. May we get over the narrow selves we're boxed into. Our tunnels: the fractured little identities we guard. Read more...

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005) ▸

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-31 ⁘ updated 2025-10-01 ⁘ words 1766 ⁘ 12:15 min
  • "The truth is out there — and in here somewhere... Behind these veils — but I can feel its presence?" But how is it that this truth is not ever with us, intimately present in our lives? Why does it hide so? Raw actuality, uncolored and unbiased, is always there. Ever-available for you — should you remove your veils. We have a negative veil — and we have a positive veil. Read more...

Create to Fulfill Yourself — The World Matters Not (OM006) ▸

Create to Fulfill Yourself — The World Matters Not (OM006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-03 ⁘ updated 2025-10-03 ⁘ words 1731 ⁘ 12:14 min
  • Friends feeling sad, struggling with their creative process. Sharing the outflows — but why does the world not respond? Holding anticipations — and paving way for disappointments. But do we truly create for the world — or for ourselves? Artist, musician, author or spirited internet commentator? What emerges — it stems from your own process of evolution. Read more...

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007) ▸

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-14 ⁘ updated 2025-10-14 ⁘ words 1517 ⁘ 10:34 min
  • Feeling lost and without direction? Happens at times. Why does it happen though? May we blame the environment? Or are we ourselves the architects of our disorientation? Where direction exists — but our self-framing is resistant. Then rise to a plane of awareness where specifics no longer matter. Read more...

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008) ▸

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-16 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 1668 ⁘ 12:24 min
  • Were you looking for a neat short-cut to self-awareness? A magic wormhole to jolt you from here to enlightenment? So many pop vendors on the internet. Cheap options abound! If only it were that easy. Just bypassing your inner chores. When you evade the real work of your cognitive purification, there's no cosmic receiver, no vehicle for mystic journeys. Read more...

Into the Path — Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009) ▸

Into the Path — Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-06 ⁘ words 1387 ⁘ 10:00 min
  • Is there a path to be found here? A framework of methods one might engage? A bigger picture to provide context for all that has been shared? Yes: What has been shared so far are but early glimpses and windows into the path. In the whole of the journey, we have three major spheres of concern: Purification, insight and contemplation. Read more...

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002) ▸

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-30 ⁘ words 852 ⁘ 05:33 min
  • Walk-through of the planes of your consciousness. Windows into the facets of your cognitive architecture. Tiers of composition and deconstruction — perspectives for unbinding from our conditions. This is not metaphysical speculation. This is consciousness technology — the methodical cultivation of clear observation. Read more...

Cognitive Tower of Babel and Multimodal Pattern Casting (M002) ▸

Cognitive Tower of Babel and Multimodal Pattern Casting (M002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-07-23 ⁘ updated 2025-08-29 ⁘ words 1187 ⁘ 07:39 min
  • Casting of abstract patterns and expansion of cognitive circuitry. Not just for the amusement of cosmopolitan musings. That too but. But there's more in the works here. Here we reframe all things. Fields of nuance are spread across countless semantic fields. This is a pattern farming exercise. Hybridization of symbols. Distilled essence is seeded and harvested from diverse fields. Read more...

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003) ▸

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-07-27 ⁘ updated 2025-09-03 ⁘ words 2476 ⁘ 18:50 min
  • Viewer discretion advised. We open the gates of a one-way road. If your inner stability hinges on the illusions that support you — please scroll onward — or close this view right now. Seriously yes. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. If you are ready to gut your hallucinations; to deconstruct your veils; Then please continue. Read more...

Health and Resilience or Symptomatic Relief (BS001) ▸

Health and Resilience or Symptomatic Relief (BS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-09-15 ⁘ updated 2025-09-15 ⁘ words 895 ⁘ 05:13 min
  • We are so quick to pop the next pill for comfort. You grow weaker each time you rush for your crutches. Yes — when your immune system truly can't handle it, take the necessary measures to overcome the pathogen. Exposure to infections is necessary for your evolution. When you withstand and overcome, you grow more resilient. Tolerant and self-sufficient — physically and mentally. Read more...

Hijacking Insight — Medium for Your Ego-Trips (BS002) ▸

Hijacking Insight — Medium for Your Ego-Trips (BS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-09-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 1464 ⁘ 10:20 min
  • Someone comes up with an insight. Not on the market yet. Mere moments later, that insight becomes their ego ride. We longer operate in service of the insight itself. Instead, the insight is harnessed as your ego's slave. Then we are driven by a burning need to push it out there. For validating ourselves, for establishing our special status. Read more...

Intersections — What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003) ▸

Intersections — What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-10-05 ⁘ updated 2025-10-27 ⁘ words 1145 ⁘ 06:30 min
  • Who are we? What am I to you, you to me? I alone unto myself, you in your context? What you make of it, whatever "me" is built, it is the "me" that exists in your weavings. Then in our intersections — the "us" us born. I am there in many reflections of your essence. All are friends unbound — some known and others not. A friend zone the size of universe — there we share. Read more...

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001) ▸

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ mythoscope ⁘ created 2025-10-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-09 ⁘ words 2900 ⁘ 22:08 min
  • Let's talk about God. As in, actually. They ask me, Do you believe in God? Your God, a God, the God, or what God? A vague and most meaningless question. Let's talk about the God of Abraham et al. Let's review candidate Gods from the existential fabric. Prime consciousness. Transcendent Nondual God: Potential field beyond formations. Immanent Omnipresent God: Collective system of all knowledge. Read more...

Reeling the Ways of Life — Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001) ▸

Reeling the Ways of Life — Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 750 ⁘ 04:09 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. On the forest trail, I and the dog reel up the stuff of life. First of all for a summary of tales shared in English. Major themes have featured consciousness and cognition. First biting into ethics. Sour stuff. Beyond the belly-button. We've pondered psychology and the ways of conditioned awareness. Along with mental concentration and tuning of our inner frameworks. Read more...

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002) ▸

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 880 ⁘ 06:08 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. You a shaky marionette? Getting upset over this and that? Stuffed and sighing with your stuff. Life keeps on rattling you. Bouncing silly day in and day out. No longer entertaining? So new legends from the foothills for Moomin people. Have a see? Little wanderer takes a pause. Wondering and pondering. Many are the wonderful things in the world. Sure is puzzling. Read more...

Civilization Collapse — Four Terminal Pattern Riders (MO001) ▸

Civilization Collapse — Four Terminal Pattern Riders (MO001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ tempora-mors ⁘ created 2025-08-05 ⁘ updated 2025-09-27 ⁘ words 931 ⁘ 04:56 min
  • Civilization collapse. Terminal looming for this train wreck of a world we live in. Saw a piece in The Guardian on civilization collapse with Dr Luke Kemp: — "Self-termination is most likely": History and future of societal collapse. However: External risk is symptomatic relief. Your individual navel fixation is the nexus and root of all our evils. Read more...

Winter Is Coming — Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002) ▸

Winter Is Coming — Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ tempora-mors ⁘ created 2025-08-06 ⁘ updated 2025-09-27 ⁘ words 1067 ⁘ 06:38 min
  • Nuclear winter is the little winter. Big winter is the thermal death of cognition. Broad-spectrum entropy of our integrated system. Degradation of the links that bind us all together. Assumption of self-primacy. Fundamental self-centeredness. We have become entitled and self-serving hedonistic funnels. Assuming all the privilege. Owning none of the responsibility. Taking much. Giving little. Read more...

Head Screwed On Clear × Emotional Hasslings (BZ003) ▸

Head Screwed On Clear × Emotional Hasslings (BZ003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-16 ⁘ updated 2025-11-16 ⁘ words 641 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Ever had a backseat driver vibe you sideways and damn near into an accident? Distracted when your chainsaw's running mid-way into that wobbly tree? There's time for emotions and random bursts from the subconscious spheres. There's time for clear and rational operation. Know the difference — act accordingly. Read more...

Messiah Made of Blind Spots · Self-Awareness Please (BZ004) ▸

Messiah Made of Blind Spots · Self-Awareness Please (BZ004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 584 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Watch out there's another messiah on the loose! Internet spiritual cowboy banging that chakra seven-shooter down the main road. Prime levels of delusion and defense mechanisms in action. Self-awareness levels roughly equivalent to a brick. Routine reality checks are not optional. Enlightenment and self-infatuation are deeply incompatible. Read more...

The Mirror Rider's Interdepedent Reflective Road Cascade (QD006) ▸

The Mirror Rider's Interdepedent Reflective Road Cascade (QD006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-11 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 284 ⁘ 01:46 min
  • Mirror Rider's Interdependent Reflective Road Cascade. Wanna share the ride: Subscribe. Jump off the wagon: Unsubscribe. Like, whatever. What about, is this video? Field and Flow. Being and Becoming. Like, whatever. Actually very profound road trips here IMO but whatever. May endanger your common sanity. Go away now. Shoo shoo. Read more...

Human: Authentic Reflector of Raw Living Experience (QD007) ▸

Human: Authentic Reflector of Raw Living Experience (QD007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-16 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 460 ⁘ 02:42 min
  • Can you share in one simple sentence what is most human about you? — Authentic reflector of raw living experience. This is the short longer version. What the AI will never replace? What no pretender will ever emulate? — Beardman yapping beneath the pine tree. Honest reflections. Unmodified living experience. Source of our human potential. Immediate and intimate encounter with what is. Read more...

Discovery of Human Species that Defies Common Sense (QD009) ▸

Discovery of Human Species that Defies Common Sense (QD009)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-21 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 622 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • But: It wasn't the recognition of Homo Contemporaris! How disappointing. Calls for a tangent. Quick rant time! Common sense — Quo vadis? Down the feeds it flushed. In our insane quest for the climax of individuation, We're lost to anything that fails to uplift our quirky egos. No frame of reference. No sense of context or shared purpose. Read more...

Unhinged: The Utterly Bonkers Tip of the Iceberg (QD010) ▸

Unhinged: The Utterly Bonkers Tip of the Iceberg (QD010)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-30 ⁘ updated 2025-09-30 ⁘ words 583 ⁘ 02:54 min
  • Tales of the unhinged mariner from the inner abyss of yore. It is not the Kraken you see that pulls you under, you see. There's another Octopus in town, ever-lurking in the nethers. But we are not afraid. Of, like, whatever. It's all hilarious. When all of whatever tastes like nondual cotton candy floss. Read more...

The Wired Tail of the World — Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013) ▸

The Wired Tail of the World — Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-26 ⁘ updated 2025-10-03 ⁘ words 648 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Ancient processes. Iterating to their necessary conclusions. Cognitive time-travelers and deep pattern-weavers were there — Tuning at confluences of time, tweaking at conflict junctions. Today's fixers, many veils apart from the root causal stream. What you may or may not do — support problems and solutions — Of those be your feel-goods. Acts of very limited consequence. Read more...

Thank You — Yes You! — For The Help You've Given (QD017) ▸

Thank You — Yes You! — For The Help You've Given (QD017)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-08 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 420 ⁘ 02:00 min
  • What emerges here: Reflection of YOU. Yes — you. So THANK YOU: For casting in your fine presence. Each and every comment. Registered. Yes. Appreciated. Recalled. Recycled. Yes. You are the assistant director. You are the executive producer. I am the iterator on the stage. I am the unpacker and the repacker. Whatever you drop here. It will emerge. Your distinctiveness will be integrated. Read more...

Point Overload Quantum Saturation Iteration Carnival (QD019) ▸

Point Overload Quantum Saturation Iteration Carnival (QD019)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-12 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 664 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • We compensate for yesterday's Zero Point lounge. Fasten your seatbelts. From the Unified Era through 3D into Absolute Rewind: - Big Bang Funnel - Wavefunction Collapse - Interaction Vertices - Geodesic Intersections - Black Hole Singularity - Techno-Cognitive Singularity - Your Tip of Nose and Navel. Not mere cosmic curiosities — these are States of Cognition. Read more...

Hello! Is It Me You're Looking For — Or Is It You? (QD025) ▸

Hello! Is It Me You're Looking For — Or Is It You? (QD025)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-24 ⁘ updated 2025-10-10 ⁘ words 663 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Hello! Is it me you're looking for? No? How tragic! Who would have guessed. Among the folks going on about topics like this, I find two common extremist factions on the stage. Shameless self-promoters. Message exists as a platform for self-exposure. Anonymous escapists. Message is a diversion from their boring lives. Can we just be ourselves and share it as it is? Read more...

The Enlightened Dumbass — Into Actual Knowledge (QD026) ▸

The Enlightened Dumbass — Into Actual Knowledge (QD026)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-11 ⁘ words 816 ⁘ 04:17 min
  • So you touched upon a jolly ray of enlightenment? Instantly transforming into an omniscient expert. Now a virtuoso in explaining Sanskrit upside down. Can even vibe to bits the standard model of physics. When you reach into awareness beyond the subject, you're just landing at a platform of possibilities. You can look into actuality without self-distortions. Read more...

You Will Never Ever Change Me! (QD028) ▸

You Will Never Ever Change Me! (QD028)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-07 ⁘ updated 2025-10-13 ⁘ words 549 ⁘ 02:45 min
  • You will never ever be able to change me! And why would I ever-ever want to change you? You are the sole sovereign of your own evolution. Your eventual change is a self-emergent necessity. The fuel you carry and the fires you burn are yours. It hurts you, it illuminates you, it transforms you. A layer of your past peels off with each rising sun. We can only ever provide scaffolds for the process. Read more...

Of Confusion — Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029) ▸

Of Confusion — Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-08 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 818 ⁘ 04:51 min
  • Sun will ever set. Life changes and our bearings fade. Life changes and our bearings fade. Neither this nor that. Enter the realm of liminality. Confusion is a type of liminality. We have an opening to snap out of our fixed concepts. Of clarity. Of emptiness. Of liminality. Change is constant. Embrace it. Read more...

Distill Your Egos — Engage Your Archetypes (QD030) ▸

Distill Your Egos — Engage Your Archetypes (QD030)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-11 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 821 ⁘ 03:46 min
  • One does not simply get rid of the ego. Why would you? An operational necessity — the essence of your presence. Instead: Perfect your egos into enlightened instruments. These are natural roles in interaction, necessary for your operation. Refine them to archetypal class — master your engagement. Read more...

Into the Zone — Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032) ▸

Into the Zone — Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-15 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 796 ⁘ 04:30 min
  • Zones: Domains of peak attention and efficiency. Maximum signal. What's inside will not leak out. Minimum noise. What's outside will not enter in. Perimeters of focus in awareness and environment. Zones exist both in meditation and in hands-on life. Islands of high-energy and high-definition operation. Read more...

Attention — Your Most Precious Asset (QD033) ▸

Attention — Your Most Precious Asset (QD033)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-17 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 426 ⁘ 02:18 min
  • Attend to your attention itself at top priority. Your attention defines the present experience. Your attention determines the future prospects. Attention is the maker and breaker of your life. Inner and outer forms are the circuit board. Consciousness is the great reservoir of energy. Attention is the connector that empowers it all. Where you direct it — there alone is your existence. Read more...

Were You Triggered Here — Work Your Reactivity (QD036) ▸

Were You Triggered Here — Work Your Reactivity (QD036)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-29 ⁘ updated 2025-10-29 ⁘ words 715 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Triggered by what I said? How excellent then. We cracked open a window into an aspect of you. Surfaced a reactive sphere from your interiors. Something you can examine — and work to reconcile. What lands here into the general space is as-is. Not tuned for your context, comforts, conditions. What you find here, apply with wisdom and precision. Read more...

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002) ▸

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ insight-series ⁘ created 2024-08-12 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 4017 ⁘ 37:53 min
  • Principles of interaction that lead to harmonic and fulfilling coexistence are a core aspect of the path of practice toward self-purification. A clear ethical foundation, rooted in reflection and wisdom, is the guide and guardian of our life in the world that we, through contemplation and experience, establish for ourselves. Read more...

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003) ▸

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-07 ⁘ updated 2025-11-14 ⁘ words 3722 ⁘ 34:05 min
  • We explore a range of methods and strategies for dealing with distracting thoughts and external disturbances during our practice of meditation. From non-reactivity to breathwork, to modulating mental spaces, objects of attention and modes of practice; into evaluation, deconstruction and termination when distractions still persist. Read more...

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004) ▸

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-11 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 3949 ⁘ 38:21 min
  • Self-knowledge is an essential fruit of our meditative practice. Through the practice of meditation, our sensitivity to observing physical and mental phenomena will increase. In today's training, we look at methodical techniques of introspective meditation, scanning through the various layers of the body and the mind, to deepen our self-awareness and meditative access. Read more...

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008) ▸

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2025-05-15 ⁘ updated 2025-06-29 ⁘ words 1423 ⁘ 12:00 min
  • What's going on? Like — actually? If you want to know what's actually going on. You need to get into "What's Going On?" meditation. Snap out of the tunnel — reach into the lucid planes of metacognition. Doesn't cost you anything — no need to go anywhere. Clear some space in your awareness, pay attention to what's going on. Read more...

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005) ▸

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2024-12-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-05 ⁘ words 2911 ⁘ 25:02 min
  • Pushes and pulls of our existence. We need to deal with them, we need to navigate wisely. That wisdom begins with recognition, clear understanding, and introspection. We separate need and want. We comprehend and contextualize desire. We understand its ephemerality, the waves of its coming and going, the hallucinatory nature of the "objects" we pursue. Read more...

Reaching a Blank Slate — What Why and How (R006) ▸

Reaching a Blank Slate — What Why and How (R006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2025-03-13 ⁘ updated 2025-06-28 ⁘ words 1185 ⁘ 10:01 min
  • There was a request for a blank slate. No specs as to what sort of blankness. Well then. We have a bunch of options. Confess your sins. Resign from your obsessions. Enter the pauses in your breath. Or reflect on and reconcile the manifold fields of your conflicted awareness. There will be progressive settling and a radiant blankness, a canvas over which we can regenerate the essences of our life. Read more...

Flow vs. Crunch - Roles and Egos - Middle-Ground ▸

Flow vs. Crunch - Roles and Egos - Middle-Ground
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-05-27 ⁘ updated 2025-06-21 ⁘ words 1332 ⁘ 11:07 min
  • Message of caution, reflection, and reconciliation. For friends. Flow vs. Crunch - Shared Process and Adaptation. Source of Crunch: Roles and Egos - Use Only When Necessary. Seeking the Middle Ground - Heart of the Shared Wave. Setting the Golden Median - The 49-/51+ Split of Concern. Read more...

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness ▸

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-19 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 871 ⁘ 06:22 min
  • We orient to our existence as human beings on a journey across the horizontal plane. In our second chapter: — Birth of awareness as the Seer meets the Seen. — The Eight Phases of your journey of becoming. — The Eight Centers in your energetic being. — The Eight Fields in natural environments. Read more...

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire ▸

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-07-08 ⁘ updated 2025-07-08 ⁘ words 1909 ⁘ 18:31 min
  • We are vexed and driven by desire. Is there a way out? Here are a handful of considerations. First: Acknowledge honestly, don't wrestle or suppress. Second: Recognize and reflect on your waves and cycles. Third: Origins and our field of vulnerability. Fourth: The power of your attention. Be at peace, be happy, and be free. Read more...

A Brief Meditation Guide — Breath, Soham and Reflection ▸

A Brief Meditation Guide — Breath, Soham and Reflection
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-22 ⁘ updated 2025-09-22 ⁘ words 916 ⁘ 07:30 min
  • A basic guide into simple meditative practice. We engage three distinct but mutually supporting modes of meditation. 1. Breath and the establishment of peaceful basic presence. 2. Mantra and the harnessing of directed attention and resonance. 3. Self-reflection and the cultivation of wisdom in witnessing awareness. Read more...

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4 ▸

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4
  • ⊂ trans ⊆ bg ⁘ created 2025-02-02 ⁘ updated 2025-02-02 ⁘ words 6746 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • The sixth chapter of Bhagavad-Gita explores dhyana-yoga, the path of union through contemplative practice. It discusses the state and effects of yoga, literally union, and the practices and path of the yogi, the contemplator on a quest for that union. Read more...