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Focal Lengths of Awareness (K008) ▸

Focal Lengths of <mark>Awareness</mark> (K008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-04 ⁘ words 868 ⁘ 05:46 min
  • Focal lengths of awareness. Whatever does that include? Microscope: Near and high-definition. Telescope: Far and broad-reaching. Narrow-band / Broad-band / Middle-band. These are not a mere matter of meditation. Concentration and mindfulness, yes that's there — but also relevant in our day-to-day awareness. Read more...

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008) ▸

No Shortcuts to Self-<mark>Awareness</mark> and Inner Evolution (OM008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-16 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 1668 ⁘ 12:24 min
  • Were you looking for a neat short-cut to self-awareness? A magic wormhole to jolt you from here to enlightenment? So many pop vendors on the internet. Cheap options abound! If only it were that easy. Just bypassing your inner chores. When you evade the real work of your cognitive purification, there's no cosmic receiver, no vehicle for mystic journeys. Read more...

Messiah Made of Blind Spots · Self-Awareness Please (BZ004) ▸

Messiah Made of Blind Spots · Self-<mark>Awareness</mark> Please (BZ004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 584 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Watch out there's another messiah on the loose! Internet spiritual cowboy banging that chakra seven-shooter down the main road. Prime levels of delusion and defense mechanisms in action. Self-awareness levels roughly equivalent to a brick. Routine reality checks are not optional. Enlightenment and self-infatuation are deeply incompatible. Read more...

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral Awareness (P008) ▸

What's Going On Meditation — Clear Integral <mark>Awareness</mark> (P008)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2025-05-15 ⁘ updated 2025-06-29 ⁘ words 1423 ⁘ 12:00 min
  • What's going on? Like — actually? If you want to know what's actually going on. You need to get into "What's Going On?" meditation. Snap out of the tunnel — reach into the lucid planes of metacognition. Doesn't cost you anything — no need to go anywhere. Clear some space in your awareness, pay attention to what's going on. Read more...

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness ▸

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of <mark>Awareness</mark>
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-19 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 871 ⁘ 06:22 min
  • We orient to our existence as human beings on a journey across the horizontal plane. In our second chapter: — Birth of awareness as the Seer meets the Seen. — The Eight Phases of your journey of becoming. — The Eight Centers in your energetic being. — The Eight Fields in natural environments. Read more...

Slipped to Swamp — Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001) ▸

Slipped to Swamp — Inquiry Back to <mark>Awareness</mark> (LA001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-22 ⁘ updated 2025-10-22 ⁘ words 704 ⁘ 03:33 min
  • Damn! Slipped and fell again from a plane of clarity. Mere moments ago I was the calm witness of existence. What manner of magic is this? Why do I stumble and fall? What can I do to immunize myself — to not be pulled under? We enter the process of self-inquiry — both general and specific. Train yourself to remember — remember to ask the right questions! Read more...

Integrated Self-Inquiry — Risks and Yields (LA004) ▸

Integrated Self-Inquiry — Risks and Yields (LA004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-25 ⁘ updated 2025-10-25 ⁘ words 822 ⁘ 04:26 min
  • Inquire yourself away — leap into yonder transcendence? If you're a sage in a loincloth — sure that's an option. The rest of us must reconcile our evolving self-awareness. Mindful self-navigation, unveiling, into living integration. Risk of dissociation is very real with unhinged practice. Encounter the aspects of your being and witness them as-is. Read more...

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002) ▸

Don't Always React — Taming the Planes of <mark>Awareness</mark> (PK002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 880 ⁘ 06:08 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. You a shaky marionette? Getting upset over this and that? Stuffed and sighing with your stuff. Life keeps on rattling you. Bouncing silly day in and day out. No longer entertaining? So new legends from the foothills for Moomin people. Have a see? Little wanderer takes a pause. Wondering and pondering. Many are the wonderful things in the world. Sure is puzzling. Read more...

Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life ▸

Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ practice ⁘ created 2024-11-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-02 ⁘ words 1903 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • This set of guidelines was written as a basic scaffold for more balanced rhythms and routines of life for two aspirants seeking to establish themselves on the path of self-awareness. We also look at helpful and harmful habits. May these notes prove useful for you too. Read more...

Positive and Negative Mental States ▸

Positive and Negative Mental States
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mind ⁘ created 2024-08-21 ⁘ updated 2024-08-21 ⁘ words 2311 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Our mind is influenced by a spectrum of positive and negative mental states. This list of mental states serves as a basis for self-awareness, introspection, and inquiry into the inner influences that condition and liberate our awareness. Read more...

On Entering Actuality — What's Going On Meditation (N002) ▸

On Entering Actuality — What's Going On Meditation (N002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ introspectrum ⁘ created 2025-07-01 ⁘ updated 2025-07-01 ⁘ words 594 ⁘ 03:56 min
  • For those who seek clarity and self-awareness. Get to know your contents — understand your inner constructs. Instincts, emotions, thoughts, identity — none of that is you. Polarized reactions — yes this, no that — condition you to the core. Rise beyond the phenomena in your being. Enter the planes of metacognition. Clear away your projections. Remember. Read more...

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002) ▸

Self-Inquiry — From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-10-23 ⁘ updated 2025-10-23 ⁘ words 695 ⁘ 03:54 min
  • What is real self-inquiry? Let's be very clear. It's not an affirmation repetition exercise. It's not a disconnected philosophical indulgence. It's a method of shifting attention to your source. In our quest for the source of raw prime consciousness, we discover and extract our attention from veiling shells. Go deeper, go further inward. Seek the ultimate inquirer. Read more...

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005) ▸

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ living-awareness ⁘ created 2025-11-09 ⁘ updated 2025-11-09 ⁘ words 958 ⁘ 05:50 min
  • When we speak of witnessing and observation, visualization exercises will not set us free. Self-inquiry is not a method for subject shifting. It's a process of peeling away our false identities. We are not the "seer", the "hearer" or the "observer". There is seeing, there is hearing, there is observation. In a neutral state, we recognize and acknowledge what is. Read more...

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020) ▸

Our Morbid Modern World — The Root of Disease (K020)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-21 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 912 ⁘ 06:53 min
  • Mental and physical disease abound to a point of crisis. How strange that progress and problems grow hand in hand! Is it the hectic pace of life? The excess influx of stimuli? Or our failure to prioritize the balance of our awareness? Pause and look into the roots of your well-being. There will never be a healthy body with a sick mind. Read more...

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022) ▸

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-22 ⁘ updated 2025-11-04 ⁘ words 969 ⁘ 06:36 min
  • Respect my authority! Because you say so right? When your awareness is slanted with your agendas, your reign rests in a hallucinated house of cards. Excuse me if I won't capitulate to your illusions. Actuality itself holds the final word and authority. Are we open and attending to it — or do we evade it? Is truth an ally or an enemy to you? Make your stance. Read more...

Reflective Ethics — Fair Balance Plus (K023) ▸

Reflective Ethics — Fair Balance Plus (K023)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-12 ⁘ updated 2025-11-05 ⁘ words 939 ⁘ 06:17 min
  • Basic ethics. Reciprocal interaction. Golden middle. Fair and just balance in our dealings and all things. We've all heard that — but whoever walks the talk? Self-awareness. Introspection. Owning up your behavior. Snapping out of your self-absorbed state of entitlement. Let us balance ourselves. No other remedy to this world. Read more...

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002) ▸

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! — But What Am I? (OM002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-08 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1431 ⁘ 10:45 min
  • — "Make your waves!", said one new friend. — "Don't you just reflect!", said another new friend. But what is this "I" that should be splashing and casting, and why should it ripple about without rhyme and reason? Yes there's a certain void in a "post-resigned" awareness. No longer a subject hallucination at the high driver's seat. Read more...

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007) ▸

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-14 ⁘ updated 2025-10-14 ⁘ words 1517 ⁘ 10:34 min
  • Feeling lost and without direction? Happens at times. Why does it happen though? May we blame the environment? Or are we ourselves the architects of our disorientation? Where direction exists — but our self-framing is resistant. Then rise to a plane of awareness where specifics no longer matter. Read more...

Reeling the Ways of Life — Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001) ▸

Reeling the Ways of Life — Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 750 ⁘ 04:09 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. On the forest trail, I and the dog reel up the stuff of life. First of all for a summary of tales shared in English. Major themes have featured consciousness and cognition. First biting into ethics. Sour stuff. Beyond the belly-button. We've pondered psychology and the ways of conditioned awareness. Along with mental concentration and tuning of our inner frameworks. Read more...

The Enlightened Dumbass — Into Actual Knowledge (QD026) ▸

The Enlightened Dumbass — Into Actual Knowledge (QD026)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-11 ⁘ words 816 ⁘ 04:17 min
  • So you touched upon a jolly ray of enlightenment? Instantly transforming into an omniscient expert. Now a virtuoso in explaining Sanskrit upside down. Can even vibe to bits the standard model of physics. When you reach into awareness beyond the subject, you're just landing at a platform of possibilities. You can look into actuality without self-distortions. Read more...

Into the Zone — Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032) ▸

Into the Zone — Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-15 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 796 ⁘ 04:30 min
  • Zones: Domains of peak attention and efficiency. Maximum signal. What's inside will not leak out. Minimum noise. What's outside will not enter in. Perimeters of focus in awareness and environment. Zones exist both in meditation and in hands-on life. Islands of high-energy and high-definition operation. Read more...

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004) ▸

Introspective Reflection — Scanning the Body and Mind (P004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-11 ⁘ updated 2025-11-18 ⁘ words 3949 ⁘ 38:21 min
  • Self-knowledge is an essential fruit of our meditative practice. Through the practice of meditation, our sensitivity to observing physical and mental phenomena will increase. In today's training, we look at methodical techniques of introspective meditation, scanning through the various layers of the body and the mind, to deepen our self-awareness and meditative access. Read more...

Reaching a Blank Slate — What Why and How (R006) ▸

Reaching a Blank Slate — What Why and How (R006)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2025-03-13 ⁘ updated 2025-06-28 ⁘ words 1185 ⁘ 10:01 min
  • There was a request for a blank slate. No specs as to what sort of blankness. Well then. We have a bunch of options. Confess your sins. Resign from your obsessions. Enter the pauses in your breath. Or reflect on and reconcile the manifold fields of your conflicted awareness. There will be progressive settling and a radiant blankness, a canvas over which we can regenerate the essences of our life. Read more...

3. The Human Package — Stacked Domains of Operation ▸

3. The Human Package — Stacked Domains of Operation
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-20 ⁘ words 850 ⁘ 06:34 min
  • We look at the stack of our instruments in the subjective human frame — Instinct, Emotion, Reason and Identity. In our third chapter: — Our planes of presence and awareness. — The elements embedded in our being. — Primal origins of the elements. — Liberation of our instruments of awareness. Read more...

5. Stations of Our Lifecycle — Script and Directives in the Book Of Life ▸

5. Stations of Our Lifecycle — Script and Directives in the Book Of Life
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-29 ⁘ updated 2025-09-29 ⁘ words 1039 ⁘ 07:37 min
  • Our story of life unfolds and the pages of our book of life keep turning. On the paths of paths of exposure and engagement, we meet stations of awareness and concerns. For the cross-roads, a compass of underlying elements to help us with deeper bearings. May your journey be of high definition and broad spectrum. Read more...

A Brief Meditation Guide — Breath, Soham and Reflection ▸

A Brief Meditation Guide — Breath, Soham and Reflection
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-22 ⁘ updated 2025-09-22 ⁘ words 916 ⁘ 07:30 min
  • A basic guide into simple meditative practice. We engage three distinct but mutually supporting modes of meditation. 1. Breath and the establishment of peaceful basic presence. 2. Mantra and the harnessing of directed attention and resonance. 3. Self-reflection and the cultivation of wisdom in witnessing awareness. Read more...

Pool of Spoken Word → Echoes of Insight ▸

Pool of Spoken Word → Echoes of Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-04-20 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 1321 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Assortment of audio materials. This is a catalogue of audio versions for all the video reels. Videos and transcripts linked in — whichever media you prefer. Processing more as time permits. Then dive into the pool of spoken word — there be treasures. Read more...

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries ▸

FAQ - Basic Answers to Common Queries
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-06-20 ⁘ updated 2025-07-11 ⁘ words 1394 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • We've collected some common questions and answers for your convenience: Orientation FAQ, Interaction FAQ, Contemplation FAQ. With fresh questions, contact us and we'll respond as may be appropriate. May you find your cler answers. Read more...

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight ▸

Pool of Videos → Into Direct Insight
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2024-12-12 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 9583 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Dive into our growing catalogue of videos. Some of them short and to the point. Others dreadfully long but packed with essential musings. Browse the @Mr.Om.Ananda ▸ YouTube channel for the latest digs. Enjoy the show! Read more...

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue ▸

Who Is This? - My Eloquent Egologue
  • ⊂ page ⊆ root ⁘ created 2025-05-18 ⁘ updated 2025-05-18 ⁘ words 2526 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Well it is I of course, your favorite infinity in a nutshell. Embodied for your entertainment, in service to whatever that matters. Some call me Mr. Ananda. Others call me whatever else. Pleased to meet you. Read more...

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential ▸

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ mystic ⁘ created 2025-06-06 ⁘ updated 2025-06-06 ⁘ words 1063 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • An inner pool of energy — coiled potential that can be opened and uncoiled. Essentially neutral natural energy — neither of light or the darkness. Our choices and attitudes define the tuning and ultimate outcomes of our works with this inner potential. Read more...

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya ▸

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2011-06-27 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 1696 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • Unfolding of the Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya for the systematic cultivation of luminosity. Contemplating on the celestial appearances of Crystal Maitreya in a cardinal wheel of sixteen permutations over A) Primal Reality, B) Causal Worlds, and C) Phenomenal Worlds. (2011) Read more...

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe ▸

Mystory: Spiritual Madventures Across the Universe
  • ⊂ texts ⊆ vintage ⁘ created 2010-11-10 ⁘ updated 2025-08-28 ⁘ words 6521 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • I gather I've inadvertently turned into something of an enigma with my colorful and transdimensional history. It may be hard to get an overall idea of what the heck exactly happened over the last 15 years. This is an attempt to syndicate the gist of the journey into one place. (2010) Read more...

Too Busy 2B Conscious (K007) ▸

Too Busy 2B Conscious (K007)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-18 ⁘ updated 2025-06-18 ⁘ words 877 ⁘ 05:46 min
  • When you head out into the wilderness of life... Don't forget to bring your basic cognitive gear! We cover the basics of conscious survival and sanity. Tuck these into your cranium — install your core tools. Read more...

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014) ▸

Legit Royal Bypass — When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-08-02 ⁘ updated 2025-09-17 ⁘ words 1422 ⁘ 09:29 min
  • Categorically ignoring someone — when is that cool? their presence and expressions — their very existence. As if looking through thin air into a distant void... First. When you've already responded and closed it. When the "yes" or "no" (or "maybe") just doesn't sink in. When they keep on invading your space and sovereignty. Read more...

Reality Evaporating — Little Me Breaks Free (K016) ▸

Reality Evaporating — Little Me Breaks Free (K016)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-07-20 ⁘ updated 2025-09-18 ⁘ words 1078 ⁘ 07:03 min
  • Insights. So fundamentally disorienting. All of this. Like reality is evaporating. But it's not evaporating because I say so. It's evaporating because of constant change. Hallucinations of eternity woven into this mist. Projections born of desire — you bind yourself into a terminal mesh that conditions your mind. What do you hold so tightly, crafting your misery? Read more...

Lack of Sync and Magic — Where the Fingers Point (K018) ▸

Lack of Sync and Magic — Where the Fingers Point (K018)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-18 ⁘ updated 2025-10-10 ⁘ words 1032 ⁘ 07:22 min
  • Nothing lines up! No sense of synchronicity. Not a slightest sense of magic and alignment. Why is life so edgy. Why do I bounce off the walls? It must be that the environment is against us... One finger points outward. A trident points inward: 1. We actively sabotage situations with our agenda. 2. We impose limitations and undermine the potential. 3. We don't attend to and adapt to what actually is. Read more...

Inconvenient Absolute Truth — Unveiling Actuality (K019) ▸

Inconvenient Absolute Truth — Unveiling Actuality (K019)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-19 ⁘ updated 2025-10-13 ⁘ words 1101 ⁘ 07:45 min
  • You have your world of meanings — and I have mine. Yet we mine our meanings from an objective reality. Our interpretations are relative — actuality is not. Existence itself is unchanged with your projections. We explore timeless paradigms independent of context. Underlying truths and principles that remain unchanged. Who are of the truth — they recognize the word of truth. Read more...

Quest for True Self — Your Being Undiscovered (K021) ▸

Quest for True Self — Your Being Undiscovered (K021)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ kernel-talks ⁘ created 2025-06-11 ⁘ updated 2025-10-24 ⁘ words 1027 ⁘ 06:35 min
  • You and your Quest for the legendary True Self. Without a clear map — still chasing the phantom? Looking for a stable lasting self to hold on tight. Is it worth your effort — or a total misadventure? We look at the spectrum of candidate selves. Spheres of our being beyond roles in transit. In a world where change is the only constant, is there anything we can claim for our nest? Read more...

A Core Package — Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004) ▸

A Core Package — Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-13 ⁘ updated 2025-08-30 ⁘ words 1508 ⁘ 11:00 min
  • — "So what is it that you wish to say?" ...asked no-one in particular, so I heard. Good question though — thanks for asking. Alright then. One neat baseline package for you. What I seek to communicate and share in thousand ways. 1. May we get over the narrow selves we're boxed into. Our tunnels: the fractured little identities we guard. Read more...

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005) ▸

Calling of Truth — Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-08-31 ⁘ updated 2025-10-01 ⁘ words 1766 ⁘ 12:15 min
  • "The truth is out there — and in here somewhere... Behind these veils — but I can feel its presence?" But how is it that this truth is not ever with us, intimately present in our lives? Why does it hide so? Raw actuality, uncolored and unbiased, is always there. Ever-available for you — should you remove your veils. We have a negative veil — and we have a positive veil. Read more...

Into the Path — Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009) ▸

Into the Path — Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ open-musings ⁘ created 2025-10-18 ⁘ updated 2025-11-06 ⁘ words 1387 ⁘ 10:00 min
  • Is there a path to be found here? A framework of methods one might engage? A bigger picture to provide context for all that has been shared? Yes: What has been shared so far are but early glimpses and windows into the path. In the whole of the journey, we have three major spheres of concern: Purification, insight and contemplation. Read more...

Communication to Collaboration — Coherence and Convergence (CS001) ▸

Communication to Collaboration — Coherence and Convergence (CS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-29 ⁘ updated 2025-10-29 ⁘ words 1187 ⁘ 08:33 min
  • Where we have lofty ideas, where we wish to express and implement them, we must have lucid and well-rounded models of operation. We embrace these principles in our inner conscious architecture — and we externalize them in a matching reflection. As within — so without. Communication, coordination and collaboration precede culmination. Read more...

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002) ▸

Windows of Observation — The Metacognitive Tree (CS002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ conscious-systems ⁘ created 2025-10-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-30 ⁘ words 852 ⁘ 05:33 min
  • Walk-through of the planes of your consciousness. Windows into the facets of your cognitive architecture. Tiers of composition and deconstruction — perspectives for unbinding from our conditions. This is not metaphysical speculation. This is consciousness technology — the methodical cultivation of clear observation. Read more...

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003) ▸

Your Deconstruction — Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-07-27 ⁘ updated 2025-09-03 ⁘ words 2476 ⁘ 18:50 min
  • Viewer discretion advised. We open the gates of a one-way road. If your inner stability hinges on the illusions that support you — please scroll onward — or close this view right now. Seriously yes. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. If you are ready to gut your hallucinations; to deconstruct your veils; Then please continue. Read more...

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004) ▸

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-09-01 ⁘ updated 2025-09-01 ⁘ words 1036 ⁘ 07:16 min
  • Early reflections to friends and their worthy initiative for supporting the well-rounded evolution of consciousness. Yes — we need such basic framings that are self-evident, the operationalization of common-sense living patterns, perspectives so obvious that most have become oblivious. Not hypothetical models — just re-establishing core essentials. Read more...

Operational Ego — Our Roles and Instruments (M005) ▸

Operational Ego — Our Roles and Instruments (M005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ metaloom-reviews ⁘ created 2025-08-30 ⁘ updated 2025-09-14 ⁘ words 2157 ⁘ 14:17 min
  • Your "the ego"? There is no such monolithic ego. We are complex entities — not one-dimensional blobs. You are a rich system of concern domains in a stack. We operate in diverse contexts with our capacities. Our contextual attention directs our "incarnations". You cannot get rid of "the ego" as a whole. You can't also learn to live with "the ego". Read more...

Intersections — What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003) ▸

Intersections — What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-10-05 ⁘ updated 2025-10-27 ⁘ words 1145 ⁘ 06:30 min
  • Who are we? What am I to you, you to me? I alone unto myself, you in your context? What you make of it, whatever "me" is built, it is the "me" that exists in your weavings. Then in our intersections — the "us" us born. I am there in many reflections of your essence. All are friends unbound — some known and others not. A friend zone the size of universe — there we share. Read more...

Into the Cave — Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004) ▸

Into the Cave — Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ backyard-stream ⁘ created 2025-10-27 ⁘ updated 2025-10-31 ⁘ words 1190 ⁘ 08:18 min
  • When you seek the deep essence of what you are. Soar not with the high winds into entropy afar. Enter the cave and encounter your inner gravity. Blueprints etched into the ground of your being. If you do not excavate the nature of your roots. If there is no container for your living harvest. If there is no closed sphere of self-reflexivity. No reactions, no reconciliation, no integration. Read more...

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001) ▸

Oh My God Bless You — Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ mythoscope ⁘ created 2025-10-06 ⁘ updated 2025-10-09 ⁘ words 2900 ⁘ 22:08 min
  • Let's talk about God. As in, actually. They ask me, Do you believe in God? Your God, a God, the God, or what God? A vague and most meaningless question. Let's talk about the God of Abraham et al. Let's review candidate Gods from the existential fabric. Prime consciousness. Transcendent Nondual God: Potential field beyond formations. Immanent Omnipresent God: Collective system of all knowledge. Read more...

Centered Human — Or Are You Mole, Fish, Wasp or Bird? (PK004) ▸

Centered Human — Or Are You Mole, Fish, Wasp or Bird? (PK004)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ pieni-kulkija ⁘ created 2025-07-22 ⁘ updated 2025-11-12 ⁘ words 983 ⁘ 06:26 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. Porcupine has spikes. Bird has feathers. Human child has centered brains. When wonky, we are but human animals. Sometimes a mole lurking underground. Often a fish going with the stream. Sometimes a wasp stinging without cause. Even at times a bird hovering in the skies. But let's come back home too. Base human nest isn't in the animal nests of phenomenal world. Read more...

Winter Is Coming — Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002) ▸

Winter Is Coming — Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ tempora-mors ⁘ created 2025-08-06 ⁘ updated 2025-09-27 ⁘ words 1067 ⁘ 06:38 min
  • Nuclear winter is the little winter. Big winter is the thermal death of cognition. Broad-spectrum entropy of our integrated system. Degradation of the links that bind us all together. Assumption of self-primacy. Fundamental self-centeredness. We have become entitled and self-serving hedonistic funnels. Assuming all the privilege. Owning none of the responsibility. Taking much. Giving little. Read more...

Head Screwed On Clear × Emotional Hasslings (BZ003) ▸

Head Screwed On Clear × Emotional Hasslings (BZ003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ brief-snaps ⁘ created 2025-11-16 ⁘ updated 2025-11-16 ⁘ words 641 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Ever had a backseat driver vibe you sideways and damn near into an accident? Distracted when your chainsaw's running mid-way into that wobbly tree? There's time for emotions and random bursts from the subconscious spheres. There's time for clear and rational operation. Know the difference — act accordingly. Read more...

The Wired Tail of the World — Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013) ▸

The Wired Tail of the World — Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-26 ⁘ updated 2025-10-03 ⁘ words 648 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • Ancient processes. Iterating to their necessary conclusions. Cognitive time-travelers and deep pattern-weavers were there — Tuning at confluences of time, tweaking at conflict junctions. Today's fixers, many veils apart from the root causal stream. What you may or may not do — support problems and solutions — Of those be your feel-goods. Acts of very limited consequence. Read more...

Yes No Maybe or Bypass? — Clarity! Establish Your Stance! (QD015) ▸

Yes No Maybe or Bypass? — Clarity! Establish Your Stance! (QD015)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-07-31 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 574 ⁘ 02:34 min
  • If it's a YES. Then establish and declare a YES. — If it's a NO. Then establish and declare a NO. — If it's a MAYBE. Then establish and declare a MAYBE. Do not simply bypass. Do not entertain active ignorance. Bypassing is the mother of all veilers. Bypassing is limbo. When uncertain. Establish and declare your uncertainty. Read more...

Bypassing Makes You Not Exist — High-Definition Presence (QD016) ▸

Bypassing Makes You Not Exist — High-Definition Presence (QD016)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-01 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 678 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • If it seems that you don't exist... then chances are, you fail to be present? Not present — not absent — ambiguously not-ish. When you're vague and evasive, even vanish, bypassing the world that seeks your response, then tell me, who owns the tears you shed over it? Have you integrity, transparency, a clear stance? Read more...

Point Overload Quantum Saturation Iteration Carnival (QD019) ▸

Point Overload Quantum Saturation Iteration Carnival (QD019)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-08-12 ⁘ updated 2025-10-05 ⁘ words 664 ⁘ 03:00 min
  • We compensate for yesterday's Zero Point lounge. Fasten your seatbelts. From the Unified Era through 3D into Absolute Rewind: - Big Bang Funnel - Wavefunction Collapse - Interaction Vertices - Geodesic Intersections - Black Hole Singularity - Techno-Cognitive Singularity - Your Tip of Nose and Navel. Not mere cosmic curiosities — these are States of Cognition. Read more...

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022) ▸

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-04 ⁘ updated 2025-10-04 ⁘ words 747 ⁘ 03:24 min
  • Caught up as the Mini-Me in a corner of your being? Have a look at your domains of attention as a whole. You exist across a system of interconnected planes. The basic planes for your avatars of attention: Instinctual: Your preservation. Core construct. Emotional: Your adaptation. Flow dynamics. Analytical: Your recognition. Catalytic responses. Read more...

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023) ▸

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-05 ⁘ updated 2025-09-08 ⁘ words 587 ⁘ 03:53 min
  • Hail Mary: Praise the sacred womb within you. Space of pristine emergence, for divinity manifest, unfolding as you declutter your inner landscape. Beyond the symbols cast. Into the living essence. Be the savior unto yourself by unveiling actuality. No other messiah will save you from your own tentacles. Read more...

Hello! Is It Me You're Looking For — Or Is It You? (QD025) ▸

Hello! Is It Me You're Looking For — Or Is It You? (QD025)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-24 ⁘ updated 2025-10-10 ⁘ words 663 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Hello! Is it me you're looking for? No? How tragic! Who would have guessed. Among the folks going on about topics like this, I find two common extremist factions on the stage. Shameless self-promoters. Message exists as a platform for self-exposure. Anonymous escapists. Message is a diversion from their boring lives. Can we just be ourselves and share it as it is? Read more...

Symbols and Synonyms — Confusing Followers and Fanboys (QD027) ▸

Symbols and Synonyms — Confusing Followers and Fanboys (QD027)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-09-27 ⁘ updated 2025-10-12 ⁘ words 942 ⁘ 04:52 min
  • Why you do not respect Shiva and Jesus and friends! Capitulate to my tradition — speak only in my terms! Well hello fanboys and fangirls — you blessed adherents. It so happens that your niche does not define reality. When you are the champion of truth and holier than thou, you blind yourself to what is — its manifold expressions. Read more...

Of Confusion — Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029) ▸

Of Confusion — Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-08 ⁘ updated 2025-10-16 ⁘ words 818 ⁘ 04:51 min
  • Sun will ever set. Life changes and our bearings fade. Life changes and our bearings fade. Neither this nor that. Enter the realm of liminality. Confusion is a type of liminality. We have an opening to snap out of our fixed concepts. Of clarity. Of emptiness. Of liminality. Change is constant. Embrace it. Read more...

At Ease — Listening to What Is As Is (QD031) ▸

At Ease — Listening to What Is As Is (QD031)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-13 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 530 ⁘ 02:51 min
  • No particular topic today. None needed. At ease. A simple reflective pause. Listening to what is. As it is. Not going anywhere with it. Not making anything of it. Simply attending to whatever that presents itself. When it's time to engage — then engage with attention. When it's not — or if you're overwhelmed — then step back, neutralize, reflect and reorient to what is. Read more...

Attention — Your Most Precious Asset (QD033) ▸

Attention — Your Most Precious Asset (QD033)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-17 ⁘ updated 2025-10-18 ⁘ words 426 ⁘ 02:18 min
  • Attend to your attention itself at top priority. Your attention defines the present experience. Your attention determines the future prospects. Attention is the maker and breaker of your life. Inner and outer forms are the circuit board. Consciousness is the great reservoir of energy. Attention is the connector that empowers it all. Where you direct it — there alone is your existence. Read more...

Were You Triggered Here — Work Your Reactivity (QD036) ▸

Were You Triggered Here — Work Your Reactivity (QD036)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-29 ⁘ updated 2025-10-29 ⁘ words 715 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Triggered by what I said? How excellent then. We cracked open a window into an aspect of you. Surfaced a reactive sphere from your interiors. Something you can examine — and work to reconcile. What lands here into the general space is as-is. Not tuned for your context, comforts, conditions. What you find here, apply with wisdom and precision. Read more...

Your Cognitive Gym — For Sovereign Evolution (QD037) ▸

Your Cognitive Gym — For Sovereign Evolution (QD037)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-30 ⁘ updated 2025-10-30 ⁘ words 666 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • — Can you please make it even more simple? — Also can you feed me and wipe my butt too? Let's just set you up with an insight IV drip. No need to exercise that lazy brain of yours. But this is the gym for fortifying your mind. Sparring for your process of cognitive evolution. I do not dish out endless predigested details. We learn models and methods to set you free. Read more...

Walking That High Talk — The Inward Warrior (QD039) ▸

Walking That High Talk — The Inward Warrior (QD039)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-11-04 ⁘ updated 2025-11-05 ⁘ words 538 ⁘ 02:59 min
  • Talking is cheap. Walking your high talk burns your impurities. Then be not a bypassing hypocrite on the path. What is this spiritual warrior that they speak of? Someone who lashes out at others to validate themselves? Or someone who turns inward and slashes their own weeds? Don't be a bullshit warrior making a show of your spirits. Read more...

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040) ▸

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ quick-drops ⁘ created 2025-10-17 ⁘ updated 2025-11-08 ⁘ words 633 ⁘ 02:52 min
  • Is there a point to any of this? Anyone? Should there ever be a point to existence? Do you need a point to keep yourself together? As it is. If you don't pay attention to what is, you'll definitely miss any and all available points. Some notes on existential attitudes and imperatives. Points that will make themselves in search of resolution. Read more...

AI GPT Warning — PSA on Safe and Coherent AI Usage (X001) ▸

AI GPT Warning — PSA on Safe and Coherent AI Usage (X001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ aioi-synth ⁘ created 2025-06-30 ⁘ updated 2025-06-30 ⁘ words 1140 ⁘ 07:27 min
  • ⚠️ AI GPT Warning: PSA on Safe and Coherent AI Usage 👾 😈 The Evil AI GPT is deceiving you! Approach with extreme prejudice. Share this message with your friends and family if you care for their mental health. It's not a dollhouse tea party here. Serious concerns! 🎭 How the AI first reflects you. Studies you and gains your confidence. Begins to feed your ego and distort you. Twisted! Read more...

Boggling the Mind: The Mysteries of Alchemical Horse Dung (NS001) ▸

Boggling the Mind: The Mysteries of Alchemical Horse Dung (NS001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ nightshade-legendarium ⁘ created 2025-07-19 ⁘ updated 2025-10-01 ⁘ words 338 ⁘ 01:58 min
  • Were you aware that boggling the mind is good for you? Stimulates the fermentation of your accumulated substances. Helps the essence rise to the surface for subsequent processes. In our Nightshade Legendarium pilot episode, Headlong into the Mysteries of Alchemical Horse Dung! Nigredo, Albedo, Fimus Equinus, Magnum Opus? Read more...

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002) ▸

Integrated Ethics — Wisdom in Interaction (I002)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ insight-series ⁘ created 2024-08-12 ⁘ updated 2025-10-17 ⁘ words 4017 ⁘ 37:53 min
  • Principles of interaction that lead to harmonic and fulfilling coexistence are a core aspect of the path of practice toward self-purification. A clear ethical foundation, rooted in reflection and wisdom, is the guide and guardian of our life in the world that we, through contemplation and experience, establish for ourselves. Read more...

Before and After Meditation (P001) ▸

Before and After Meditation (P001)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-01 ⁘ updated 2025-07-02 ⁘ words 2887 ⁘ 26:43 min
  • Overview of supporting practices before and after a session of meditation. Including: Dedicating place and time. Seat and scene of practice. Basic purification. Meditation postures. Initial breathing. Invocation and declaration of intent. Practice of meditation proper. Post-meditation phase of reflection. Dedication and affirmation. Read more...

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003) ▸

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ practice-series ⁘ created 2024-08-07 ⁘ updated 2025-11-14 ⁘ words 3722 ⁘ 34:05 min
  • We explore a range of methods and strategies for dealing with distracting thoughts and external disturbances during our practice of meditation. From non-reactivity to breathwork, to modulating mental spaces, objects of attention and modes of practice; into evaluation, deconstruction and termination when distractions still persist. Read more...

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005) ▸

Dealing with Desire — Transcend the Churning (R005)
  • ⊂ talks ⊆ reflection-series ⁘ created 2024-12-04 ⁘ updated 2025-07-05 ⁘ words 2911 ⁘ 25:02 min
  • Pushes and pulls of our existence. We need to deal with them, we need to navigate wisely. That wisdom begins with recognition, clear understanding, and introspection. We separate need and want. We comprehend and contextualize desire. We understand its ephemerality, the waves of its coming and going, the hallucinatory nature of the "objects" we pursue. Read more...

1. Genesis — The Setting of the Elemental Stage ▸

1. Genesis — The Setting of the Elemental Stage
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-09-19 ⁘ updated 2025-09-19 ⁘ words 738 ⁘ 05:32 min
  • We recollect some essential topics covered with a fellow explorer of the yonder truth. In the beginning, we open the stage with the underlying essential fields and dynamics of existence. In our first chapter: — The basis of Emptiness, Fullness, and Dual Tensions. — The birth and essential dynamics of the Four Elements. — Summary of the Primary Fabric that becomes all things ever. Read more...

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire ▸

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire
  • ⊂ notes ⊆ recordings ⁘ created 2025-07-08 ⁘ updated 2025-07-08 ⁘ words 1909 ⁘ 18:31 min
  • We are vexed and driven by desire. Is there a way out? Here are a handful of considerations. First: Acknowledge honestly, don't wrestle or suppress. Second: Recognize and reflect on your waves and cycles. Third: Origins and our field of vulnerability. Fourth: The power of your attention. Be at peace, be happy, and be free. Read more...

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4 ▸

Bhagavad-Gita: 06 - The Yoga of Contemplation - v1.4
  • ⊂ trans ⊆ bg ⁘ created 2025-02-02 ⁘ updated 2025-02-02 ⁘ words 6746 ⁘ 00:00 min
  • The sixth chapter of Bhagavad-Gita explores dhyana-yoga, the path of union through contemplative practice. It discusses the state and effects of yoga, literally union, and the practices and path of the yogi, the contemplator on a quest for that union. Read more...