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Rhythms and Habits of Wholesome Life โ–ธ

Rhythms and Habits <mark>of</mark> Wholesome Life
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ practice โ˜ created 2024-11-06 โ˜ updated 2025-10-02 โ˜ words 1903 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • This set of guidelines was written as a basic scaffold for more balanced rhythms and routines of life for two aspirants seeking to establish themselves on the path of self-awareness. We also look at helpful and harmful habits. May these notes prove useful for you too. Read more...

The Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya โ–ธ

The Celestial Mandala <mark>of</mark> Crystal Maitreya
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ vintage โ˜ created 2011-06-27 โ˜ updated 2025-08-28 โ˜ words 1696 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • Unfolding of the Celestial Mandala of Crystal Maitreya for the systematic cultivation of luminosity. Contemplating on the celestial appearances of Crystal Maitreya in a cardinal wheel of sixteen permutations over A) Primal Reality, B) Causal Worlds, and C) Phenomenal Worlds. (2011) Read more...

Open Letter: Children of the Light! โ–ธ

Open Letter: Children <mark>of</mark> the Light!
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ vintage โ˜ created 2010-12-05 โ˜ updated 2025-10-06 โ˜ words 1848 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • The following is an open letter to every missionary and messenger of Christ from 2007. Once written in response to a number of fired-up born-again preachers who were targeting me over my evil oriental beliefs โ€” which in no way differ from the essence they sought to preach. This is the same universal message in their vocabulary. Read more...

Sphinx of Heaven and the Soulless Soul-Seeker โ–ธ

Sphinx <mark>of</mark> Heaven and the Soulless Soul-Seeker
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ vintage โ˜ created 2011-01-06 โ˜ updated 2025-10-06 โ˜ words 1490 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • The following is an open letter to every missionary and messenger of Christ from 2007. Once written in response to a number of fired-up born-again preachers who were targeting me over my evil oriental beliefs โ€” which in no way differ from the essence they sought to preach. This is the same universal message in their vocabulary. Read more...

Self-Inquiry โ€” From Egg-Shells to Self-Realization (LA002) โ–ธ

<mark>Self</mark>-Inquiry โ€” From Egg-Shells to <mark>Self</mark>-Realization (LA002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ living-awareness โ˜ created 2025-10-23 โ˜ updated 2025-10-23 โ˜ words 695 โ˜ 03:54 min
  • What is real self-inquiry? Let's be very clear. It's not an affirmation repetition exercise. It's not a disconnected philosophical indulgence. It's a method of shifting attention to your source. In our quest for the source of raw prime consciousness, we discover and extract our attention from veiling shells. Go deeper, go further inward. Seek the ultimate inquirer. Read more...

The Nest of Your Mind โ€” Not You, Stop Meddling! (LA003) โ–ธ

The Nest <mark>of</mark> Your Mind โ€” Not You, Stop Meddling! (LA003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ living-awareness โ˜ created 2025-10-24 โ˜ updated 2025-10-24 โ˜ words 756 โ˜ 04:12 min
  • Hectic pursuit for your peace of mind is unlikely to land you anywhere calm or lucid. Obsessed with tweaking and tuning your mental frame, wrestling it into shape โ€” you simply stir your nest. Your mind would be better off without your meddlings. No need to turn it into a basecamp for your identity. Read more...

Witness of Presence and Recognitions (LA005) โ–ธ

Witness <mark>of</mark> Presence and Recognitions (LA005)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ living-awareness โ˜ created 2025-11-09 โ˜ updated 2025-11-09 โ˜ words 958 โ˜ 05:50 min
  • When we speak of witnessing and observation, visualization exercises will not set us free. Self-inquiry is not a method for subject shifting. It's a process of peeling away our false identities. We are not the "seer", the "hearer" or the "observer". There is seeing, there is hearing, there is observation. In a neutral state, we recognize and acknowledge what is. Read more...

Exit the Matrix of Hallucinations (K011) โ–ธ

Exit the Matrix <mark>of</mark> Hallucinations (K011)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-07-08 โ˜ updated 2025-07-08 โ˜ words 802 โ˜ 06:44 min
  • The Matrix holds you tight in its grip โ€” Grasping and binding your higher cognition. Who's the Evil Architect of this twisted rig? Not Illuminati. Not the Cabal. Not the Aliens. The holder of the Prism of Crystalline Cognition Holds all the cards and binds all the strings. Meet the Master of Puppets. Exit the Reactions. Question the Assumptions. Halt the Hallucinations. Read more...

I Am That I Am Not โ€” The Journey of Becomings (K015) โ–ธ

I Am That I Am Not โ€” The Journey <mark>of</mark> Becomings (K015)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-16 โ˜ updated 2025-09-17 โ˜ words 1116 โ˜ 08:07 min
  • From "I Am That I Am" โ€” to "Thou Art That" โ€” What? โ€” This quest for identity โ€” ancient as mankind itself. โ€” Am I Emptiness Absolute or Fullness Absolute? โ€” Am I the Clear Light or Stratum of Knowing? โ€” Am I the Beer, Seer, Feeler, Wisher; โ€” or the Willer, Worker, Integrator, Actuator? Read more...

Quest for True Self โ€” Your Being Undiscovered (K021) โ–ธ

Quest for True <mark>Self</mark> โ€” Your Being Undiscovered (K021)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-11 โ˜ updated 2025-10-24 โ˜ words 1027 โ˜ 06:35 min
  • You and your Quest for the legendary True Self. Without a clear map โ€” still chasing the phantom? Looking for a stable lasting self to hold on tight. Is it worth your effort โ€” or a total misadventure? We look at the spectrum of candidate selves. Spheres of our being beyond roles in transit. In a world where change is the only constant, is there anything we can claim for our nest? Read more...

No Shortcuts to Self-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008) โ–ธ

No Shortcuts to <mark>Self</mark>-Awareness and Inner Evolution (OM008)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-10-16 โ˜ updated 2025-10-18 โ˜ words 1668 โ˜ 12:24 min
  • Were you looking for a neat short-cut to self-awareness? A magic wormhole to jolt you from here to enlightenment? So many pop vendors on the internet. Cheap options abound! If only it were that easy. Just bypassing your inner chores. When you evade the real work of your cognitive purification, there's no cosmic receiver, no vehicle for mystic journeys. Read more...

Windows of Observation โ€” The Metacognitive Tree (CS002) โ–ธ

Windows <mark>of</mark> Observation โ€” The Metacognitive Tree (CS002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ conscious-systems โ˜ created 2025-10-30 โ˜ updated 2025-10-30 โ˜ words 852 โ˜ 05:33 min
  • Walk-through of the planes of your consciousness. Windows into the facets of your cognitive architecture. Tiers of composition and deconstruction โ€” perspectives for unbinding from our conditions. This is not metaphysical speculation. This is consciousness technology โ€” the methodical cultivation of clear observation. Read more...

Your Deconstruction โ€” Pattern Vortex in a Silly Self-Box (M003) โ–ธ

Your Deconstruction โ€” Pattern Vortex in a Silly <mark>Self</mark>-Box (M003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ metaloom-reviews โ˜ created 2025-07-27 โ˜ updated 2025-09-03 โ˜ words 2476 โ˜ 18:50 min
  • Viewer discretion advised. We open the gates of a one-way road. If your inner stability hinges on the illusions that support you โ€” please scroll onward โ€” or close this view right now. Seriously yes. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. We publish this for the few seasoned souls who can handle raw reality. If you are ready to gut your hallucinations; to deconstruct your veils; Then please continue. Read more...

Oh My God Bless You โ€” Abstract Gods of Actuality (MS001) โ–ธ

Oh My God Bless You โ€” Abstract Gods <mark>of</mark> Actuality (MS001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ mythoscope โ˜ created 2025-10-06 โ˜ updated 2025-10-09 โ˜ words 2900 โ˜ 22:08 min
  • Let's talk about God. As in, actually. They ask me, Do you believe in God? Your God, a God, the God, or what God? A vague and most meaningless question. Let's talk about the God of Abraham et al. Let's review candidate Gods from the existential fabric. Prime consciousness. Transcendent Nondual God: Potential field beyond formations. Immanent Omnipresent God: Collective system of all knowledge. Read more...

The Singular Eye of Light โ€” Keys of Ascension (MS002) โ–ธ

The Singular Eye <mark>of</mark> Light โ€” Keys <mark>of</mark> Ascension (MS002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ mythoscope โ˜ created 2025-10-19 โ˜ updated 2025-10-20 โ˜ words 1084 โ˜ 07:30 min
  • We explore key teachings in the Bible in terms of cognitive evolution. When your eye is singular and clear, the body you witness is full of light. The body of heaven born of awareness. Seven churches, seven lampstands, seven stars, seven angels. Luminous is the Kingdom of God come within you. Read more...

Messiah Made of Blind Spots ยท Self-Awareness Please (BZ004) โ–ธ

Messiah Made <mark>of</mark> Blind Spots ยท <mark>Self</mark>-Awareness Please (BZ004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ brief-snaps โ˜ created 2025-11-17 โ˜ updated 2025-11-18 โ˜ words 584 โ˜ 03:00 min
  • Watch out there's another messiah on the loose! Internet spiritual cowboy banging that chakra seven-shooter down the main road. Prime levels of delusion and defense mechanisms in action. Self-awareness levels roughly equivalent to a brick. Routine reality checks are not optional. Enlightenment and self-infatuation are deeply incompatible. Read more...

Discovery of Human Species that Defies Common Sense (QD009) โ–ธ

Discovery <mark>of</mark> Human Species that Defies Common Sense (QD009)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-21 โ˜ updated 2025-09-30 โ˜ words 622 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • But: It wasn't the recognition of Homo Contemporaris! How disappointing. Calls for a tangent. Quick rant time! Common sense โ€” Quo vadis? Down the feeds it flushed. In our insane quest for the climax of individuation, We're lost to anything that fails to uplift our quirky egos. No frame of reference. No sense of context or shared purpose. Read more...

Y U So Delulu โ€” Dimensions of Delusion (QD020) โ–ธ

Y U So Delulu โ€” Dimensions <mark>of</mark> Delusion (QD020)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-08-20 โ˜ updated 2025-10-05 โ˜ words 906 โ˜ 04:18 min
  • Delulu: It is so because I want to believe! Yes! Fantastic word freshly added to Cambridge Dictionary. But delulu happens beyond your celebrity fantasies. Delusions spawn from so many planes of your being. We look at the depths and dimensions of your delusion. How to fix that muddy base of yours and reach Trululu. Read more...

Sovereign Operator in the System of Your Egos (QD022) โ–ธ

Sovereign Operator in the System <mark>of</mark> Your Egos (QD022)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-09-04 โ˜ updated 2025-10-04 โ˜ words 747 โ˜ 03:24 min
  • Caught up as the Mini-Me in a corner of your being? Have a look at your domains of attention as a whole. You exist across a system of interconnected planes. The basic planes for your avatars of attention: Instinctual: Your preservation. Core construct. Emotional: Your adaptation. Flow dynamics. Analytical: Your recognition. Catalytic responses. Read more...

2. Birth of Subject and Eight Realms of Awareness โ–ธ

2. Birth <mark>of</mark> Subject and Eight Realms <mark>of</mark> Awareness
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-09-19 โ˜ updated 2025-09-19 โ˜ words 871 โ˜ 06:22 min
  • We orient to our existence as human beings on a journey across the horizontal plane. In our second chapter: โ€” Birth of awareness as the Seer meets the Seen. โ€” The Eight Phases of your journey of becoming. โ€” The Eight Centers in your energetic being. โ€” The Eight Fields in natural environments. Read more...

3. The Human Package โ€” Stacked Domains of Operation โ–ธ

3. The Human Package โ€” Stacked Domains <mark>of</mark> Operation
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-09-20 โ˜ updated 2025-09-20 โ˜ words 850 โ˜ 06:34 min
  • We look at the stack of our instruments in the subjective human frame โ€” Instinct, Emotion, Reason and Identity. In our third chapter: โ€” Our planes of presence and awareness. โ€” The elements embedded in our being. โ€” Primal origins of the elements. โ€” Liberation of our instruments of awareness. Read more...

4. Self, Story and World โ€” Dimensions Inside, Outside and Between โ–ธ

4. <mark>Self</mark>, Story and World โ€” Dimensions Inside, Outside and Between
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-09-23 โ˜ updated 2025-09-23 โ˜ words 1040 โ˜ 07:27 min
  • We gaze through a concentric looking-glass into the dimensions of our human experience. In our fourth chapter: 1. Self โ€” You in here, the creator of states in the potentials of life. 2. World โ€” Hosting you in relation to all that is. 3. Story โ€” In between, the field of tales in the living present. Read more...

5. Stations of Our Lifecycle โ€” Script and Directives in the Book Of Life โ–ธ

5. Stations <mark>of</mark> Our Lifecycle โ€” Script and Directives in the Book <mark>Of</mark> Life
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-09-29 โ˜ updated 2025-09-29 โ˜ words 1039 โ˜ 07:37 min
  • Our story of life unfolds and the pages of our book of life keep turning. On the paths of paths of exposure and engagement, we meet stations of awareness and concerns. For the cross-roads, a compass of underlying elements to help us with deeper bearings. May your journey be of high definition and broad spectrum. Read more...

Ways to Uproot the Dominion of Desire โ–ธ

Ways to Uproot the Dominion <mark>of</mark> Desire
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-07-08 โ˜ updated 2025-07-08 โ˜ words 1909 โ˜ 18:31 min
  • We are vexed and driven by desire. Is there a way out? Here are a handful of considerations. First: Acknowledge honestly, don't wrestle or suppress. Second: Recognize and reflect on your waves and cycles. Third: Origins and our field of vulnerability. Fourth: The power of your attention. Be at peace, be happy, and be free. Read more...

Son of Man and Seven Inner Churches of Asia โ–ธ

Son <mark>of</mark> Man and Seven Inner Churches <mark>of</mark> Asia
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ vintage โ˜ created 2011-05-24 โ˜ updated 2025-10-06 โ˜ words 1441 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • The theme of ancient systems of inner cultivation and ascension continues deeper look into the Book of Revelation. Book of Revelation is the final book of the New Testament, an apocalyptic parable written by John of Patmos, revealing the luminous path of the Son of Man and the Kingdom of Heaven within. (2011) Read more...

Integrated Self-Inquiry โ€” Risks and Yields (LA004) โ–ธ

Integrated <mark>Self</mark>-Inquiry โ€” Risks and Yields (LA004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ living-awareness โ˜ created 2025-10-25 โ˜ updated 2025-10-25 โ˜ words 822 โ˜ 04:26 min
  • Inquire yourself away โ€” leap into yonder transcendence? If you're a sage in a loincloth โ€” sure that's an option. The rest of us must reconcile our evolving self-awareness. Mindful self-navigation, unveiling, into living integration. Risk of dissociation is very real with unhinged practice. Encounter the aspects of your being and witness them as-is. Read more...

Focal Lengths of Awareness (K008) โ–ธ

Focal Lengths <mark>of</mark> Awareness (K008)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-07-04 โ˜ updated 2025-07-04 โ˜ words 868 โ˜ 05:46 min
  • Focal lengths of awareness. Whatever does that include? Microscope: Near and high-definition. Telescope: Far and broad-reaching. Narrow-band / Broad-band / Middle-band. These are not a mere matter of meditation. Concentration and mindfulness, yes that's there โ€” but also relevant in our day-to-day awareness. Read more...

Lack of Sync and Magic โ€” Where the Fingers Point (K018) โ–ธ

Lack <mark>of</mark> Sync and Magic โ€” Where the Fingers Point (K018)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-18 โ˜ updated 2025-10-10 โ˜ words 1032 โ˜ 07:22 min
  • Nothing lines up! No sense of synchronicity. Not a slightest sense of magic and alignment. Why is life so edgy. Why do I bounce off the walls? It must be that the environment is against us... One finger points outward. A trident points inward: 1. We actively sabotage situations with our agenda. 2. We impose limitations and undermine the potential. 3. We don't attend to and adapt to what actually is. Read more...

Our Morbid Modern World โ€” The Root of Disease (K020) โ–ธ

Our Morbid Modern World โ€” The Root <mark>of</mark> Disease (K020)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-21 โ˜ updated 2025-10-16 โ˜ words 912 โ˜ 06:53 min
  • Mental and physical disease abound to a point of crisis. How strange that progress and problems grow hand in hand! Is it the hectic pace of life? The excess influx of stimuli? Or our failure to prioritize the balance of our awareness? Pause and look into the roots of your well-being. There will never be a healthy body with a sick mind. Read more...

Sovereign Voice of Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022) โ–ธ

Sovereign Voice <mark>of</mark> Truth Itself vs. Your Authority (K022)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-22 โ˜ updated 2025-11-04 โ˜ words 969 โ˜ 06:36 min
  • Respect my authority! Because you say so right? When your awareness is slanted with your agendas, your reign rests in a hallucinated house of cards. Excuse me if I won't capitulate to your illusions. Actuality itself holds the final word and authority. Are we open and attending to it โ€” or do we evade it? Is truth an ally or an enemy to you? Make your stance. Read more...

Calling of Truth โ€” Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005) โ–ธ

Calling <mark>of</mark> Truth โ€” Our Positive and Negative Veils (OM005)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-08-31 โ˜ updated 2025-10-01 โ˜ words 1766 โ˜ 12:15 min
  • "The truth is out there โ€” and in here somewhere... Behind these veils โ€” but I can feel its presence?" But how is it that this truth is not ever with us, intimately present in our lives? Why does it hide so? Raw actuality, uncolored and unbiased, is always there. Ever-available for you โ€” should you remove your veils. We have a negative veil โ€” and we have a positive veil. Read more...

Cognitive Tower of Babel and Multimodal Pattern Casting (M002) โ–ธ

Cognitive Tower <mark>of</mark> Babel and Multimodal Pattern Casting (M002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ metaloom-reviews โ˜ created 2025-07-23 โ˜ updated 2025-08-29 โ˜ words 1187 โ˜ 07:39 min
  • Casting of abstract patterns and expansion of cognitive circuitry. Not just for the amusement of cosmopolitan musings. That too but. But there's more in the works here. Here we reframe all things. Fields of nuance are spread across countless semantic fields. This is a pattern farming exercise. Hybridization of symbols. Distilled essence is seeded and harvested from diverse fields. Read more...

Into the Cave โ€” Quest for Your Ground of Being (BS004) โ–ธ

Into the Cave โ€” Quest for Your Ground <mark>of</mark> Being (BS004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ backyard-stream โ˜ created 2025-10-27 โ˜ updated 2025-10-31 โ˜ words 1190 โ˜ 08:18 min
  • When you seek the deep essence of what you are. Soar not with the high winds into entropy afar. Enter the cave and encounter your inner gravity. Blueprints etched into the ground of your being. If you do not excavate the nature of your roots. If there is no container for your living harvest. If there is no closed sphere of self-reflexivity. No reactions, no reconciliation, no integration. Read more...

Reeling the Ways of Life โ€” Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001) โ–ธ

Reeling the Ways <mark>of</mark> Life โ€” Little Wanderer in the Pine Forest (PK001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ pieni-kulkija โ˜ created 2025-07-18 โ˜ updated 2025-11-12 โ˜ words 750 โ˜ 04:09 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. On the forest trail, I and the dog reel up the stuff of life. First of all for a summary of tales shared in English. Major themes have featured consciousness and cognition. First biting into ethics. Sour stuff. Beyond the belly-button. We've pondered psychology and the ways of conditioned awareness. Along with mental concentration and tuning of our inner frameworks. Read more...

Elements of Earth-Air World โ€” Sage's Path of Balance (PK003) โ–ธ

Elements <mark>of</mark> Earth-Air World โ€” Sage's Path <mark>of</mark> Balance (PK003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ pieni-kulkija โ˜ created 2025-07-21 โ˜ updated 2025-11-12 โ˜ words 889 โ˜ 06:37 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. We speak of earth-air and fire-water. Human in between. Odd babblings for the modern man. Breakfast for Vรคinรคmรถinen. We investigate these elements of life to their deeper births. These be the structures of being and states of awareness. Read more...

Human: Authentic Reflector of Raw Living Experience (QD007) โ–ธ

Human: Authentic Reflector <mark>of</mark> Raw Living Experience (QD007)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-16 โ˜ updated 2025-09-30 โ˜ words 460 โ˜ 02:42 min
  • Can you share in one simple sentence what is most human about you? โ€” Authentic reflector of raw living experience. This is the short longer version. What the AI will never replace? What no pretender will ever emulate? โ€” Beardman yapping beneath the pine tree. Honest reflections. Unmodified living experience. Source of our human potential. Immediate and intimate encounter with what is. Read more...

Unhinged: The Utterly Bonkers Tip of the Iceberg (QD010) โ–ธ

Unhinged: The Utterly Bonkers Tip <mark>of</mark> the Iceberg (QD010)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-08-30 โ˜ updated 2025-09-30 โ˜ words 583 โ˜ 02:54 min
  • Tales of the unhinged mariner from the inner abyss of yore. It is not the Kraken you see that pulls you under, you see. There's another Octopus in town, ever-lurking in the nethers. But we are not afraid. Of, like, whatever. It's all hilarious. When all of whatever tastes like nondual cotton candy floss. Read more...

For the Children โ€” Collateral of Moribund Global Systems (QD012) โ–ธ

For the Children โ€” Collateral <mark>of</mark> Moribund Global Systems (QD012)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-26 โ˜ updated 2025-10-03 โ˜ words 665 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Problems and suffering in today's world are very real! So get off your metaphysical high horse, Mr. Wakeyman. Step into your energetic exoskeleton. Go purge the desert! Frozen fields, broken battle-axes โ€” that final work of art. My sympathy for the collateral children at Middle East... Read more...

The Wired Tail of the World โ€” Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013) โ–ธ

The Wired Tail <mark>of</mark> the World โ€” Run to Mt. What-Everest (QD013)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-26 โ˜ updated 2025-10-03 โ˜ words 648 โ˜ 03:00 min
  • Ancient processes. Iterating to their necessary conclusions. Cognitive time-travelers and deep pattern-weavers were there โ€” Tuning at confluences of time, tweaking at conflict junctions. Today's fixers, many veils apart from the root causal stream. What you may or may not do โ€” support problems and solutions โ€” Of those be your feel-goods. Acts of very limited consequence. Read more...

Of Confusion โ€” Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029) โ–ธ

<mark>Of</mark> Confusion โ€” Liminality and Metamorphosis (QD029)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-08 โ˜ updated 2025-10-16 โ˜ words 818 โ˜ 04:51 min
  • Sun will ever set. Life changes and our bearings fade. Life changes and our bearings fade. Neither this nor that. Enter the realm of liminality. Confusion is a type of liminality. We have an opening to snap out of our fixed concepts. Of clarity. Of emptiness. Of liminality. Change is constant. Embrace it. Read more...

Sage of Equal Vision with Raincoat Ready (QD035) โ–ธ

Sage <mark>of</mark> Equal Vision with Raincoat Ready (QD035)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-25 โ˜ updated 2025-10-26 โ˜ words 627 โ˜ 02:44 min
  • What's your favorite season? Surviving other seasons? Hostile reaction to bad weather โ€” spawning your misery? What you can change โ€” then change โ€” and what you can't... Why would you waste your life hating it for what it is. Yes we may aspire for equanimity and most zen attitude. But remember โ€” the sage of equal vision is not an idiot. Don't flush bread and eat catshit or use rocks for gold. Read more...

Mists of Babalon โ€” Weavers of the Cesspool (NS003) โ–ธ

Mists <mark>of</mark> Babalon โ€” Weavers <mark>of</mark> the Cesspool (NS003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ nightshade-legendarium โ˜ created 2025-07-30 โ˜ updated 2025-10-01 โ˜ words 524 โ˜ 03:00 min
  • In the mists of Babalon we aimlessly wander... The veil of the Night is thick and consuming. Is there a Path? Is there a Map to be found? Was there ever Treasure at the Rainbow's end? Then who is the Ancient Whore, spreading her Shrouds? Who the Beast of Many Heads, the Dragon at Trail's End? Where the clash and collisions of Terminal Battleground? Read more...

1. Genesis โ€” The Setting of the Elemental Stage โ–ธ

1. Genesis โ€” The Setting <mark>of</mark> the Elemental Stage
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-09-19 โ˜ updated 2025-09-19 โ˜ words 738 โ˜ 05:32 min
  • We recollect some essential topics covered with a fellow explorer of the yonder truth. In the beginning, we open the stage with the underlying essential fields and dynamics of existence. In our first chapter: โ€” The basis of Emptiness, Fullness, and Dual Tensions. โ€” The birth and essential dynamics of the Four Elements. โ€” Summary of the Primary Fabric that becomes all things ever. Read more...

Don't Always React โ€” Taming the Planes of Awareness (PK002) โ–ธ

Don't Always React โ€” Taming the Planes <mark>of</mark> Awareness (PK002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ pieni-kulkija โ˜ created 2025-07-18 โ˜ updated 2025-11-12 โ˜ words 880 โ˜ 06:08 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. You a shaky marionette? Getting upset over this and that? Stuffed and sighing with your stuff. Life keeps on rattling you. Bouncing silly day in and day out. No longer entertaining? So new legends from the foothills for Moomin people. Have a see? Little wanderer takes a pause. Wondering and pondering. Many are the wonderful things in the world. Sure is puzzling. Read more...

Boggling the Mind: The Mysteries of Alchemical Horse Dung (NS001) โ–ธ

Boggling the Mind: The Mysteries <mark>of</mark> Alchemical Horse Dung (NS001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ nightshade-legendarium โ˜ created 2025-07-19 โ˜ updated 2025-10-01 โ˜ words 338 โ˜ 01:58 min
  • Were you aware that boggling the mind is good for you? Stimulates the fermentation of your accumulated substances. Helps the essence rise to the surface for subsequent processes. In our Nightshade Legendarium pilot episode, Headlong into the Mysteries of Alchemical Horse Dung! Nigredo, Albedo, Fimus Equinus, Magnum Opus? Read more...

Collaborations โ˜ The Same Page โ€” Baselines and Orientation โ–ธ

Collaborations โ˜ The Same Page โ€” Baselines and Orientation
  • โŠ‚ page โІ root โ˜ created 2025-08-28 โ˜ updated 2025-09-04 โ˜ words 1389 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • If you've landed here โ€” then I or someone in the know linked you up. Greetings. We have parallel interests and ongoing operations then. Collaboration starts with quality communication. We establish the shared baselines โ€” aka. The Same Page โ€” for our mutual orientation. These are simple scaffolds to reduce friction and facilitate the smooth course of our attention and efforts. Read more...

Support โ˜ Our Operations โ†’ Free for You and Me and All โ–ธ

Support โ˜ Our Operations โ†’ Free for You and Me and All
  • โŠ‚ page โІ root โ˜ created 2025-08-29 โ˜ updated 2025-08-29 โ˜ words 1265 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • On supporting the maintenance and evolution of this resource. Everything here is free for all. There are no paywalls. There are no subscriptions. There should be no obstacles to free access into valuable insight. This is not about stuff โ€” this is about our lives and our conscious evolution. On this page โ€ข Current Operations โ€ข Ways of Supporting โ€ข Future Forecasts Read more...

Positive and Negative Mental States โ–ธ

Positive and Negative Mental States
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ mind โ˜ created 2024-08-21 โ˜ updated 2024-08-21 โ˜ words 2311 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • Our mind is influenced by a spectrum of positive and negative mental states. This list of mental states serves as a basis for self-awareness, introspection, and inquiry into the inner influences that condition and liberate our awareness. Read more...

On Entering Actuality โ€” What's Going On Meditation (N002) โ–ธ

On Entering Actuality โ€” What's Going On Meditation (N002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ introspectrum โ˜ created 2025-07-01 โ˜ updated 2025-07-01 โ˜ words 594 โ˜ 03:56 min
  • For those who seek clarity and self-awareness. Get to know your contents โ€” understand your inner constructs. Instincts, emotions, thoughts, identity โ€” none of that is you. Polarized reactions โ€” yes this, no that โ€” condition you to the core. Rise beyond the phenomena in your being. Enter the planes of metacognition. Clear away your projections. Remember. Read more...

Like This Not That โ€” Reactive You Are Deceived (K017) โ–ธ

Like This Not That โ€” Reactive You Are Deceived (K017)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-20 โ˜ updated 2025-09-19 โ˜ words 992 โ˜ 07:20 min
  • Chronic reactions. I embrace this. I avoid that. Then: How easily you are played and controlled. A puppet for those out to take advantage of you. Pulled by strings you tie in place for yourself. When your premises are rooted in basic duality, pulled and pushed by attachment and aversion, this subject reactivity is your vulnerability. Who tracks your patterns can tweak you at will. Read more...

How Do You Feel? โ€” Like an Open Book (OM001) โ–ธ

How Do You Feel? โ€” Like an Open Book (OM001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-08-07 โ˜ updated 2025-08-30 โ˜ words 1275 โ˜ 10:06 min
  • โ€” "How do you feel?", asked an old friend. I feel alright. No longer vexed by existence. Patterns swooshing through space as they may. I bind not to it. I am not โ€” and it's fine. And what of the world? What of the planet? What of religion and spirituality? Of us all? Of your personal life? Of your inner state? โ€” "How do you feel about all that?" I feel like an open book. Read more...

Open See Same โ€” Close See Other โ€” Our Shared Threads (OM003) โ–ธ

Open See Same โ€” Close See Other โ€” Our Shared Threads (OM003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-08-09 โ˜ updated 2025-08-30 โ˜ words 1379 โ˜ 11:24 min
  • We humans are like apples. In a thousand cultivars. Spectrum of colors and flavors. A world of diversity. Nutrition in each. Vitamins are universal. Do you see? Or argue about your favorite โ€” and all the bad flavors? Open โ€” See Same. We are together. Close โ€” See Other. We are apart. โ€” When you open your mind. You see the sameness. โ€” When you close your mind. You see the difference. Read more...

Create to Fulfill Yourself โ€” The World Matters Not (OM006) โ–ธ

Create to Fulfill Yourself โ€” The World Matters Not (OM006)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-10-03 โ˜ updated 2025-10-03 โ˜ words 1731 โ˜ 12:14 min
  • Friends feeling sad, struggling with their creative process. Sharing the outflows โ€” but why does the world not respond? Holding anticipations โ€” and paving way for disappointments. But do we truly create for the world โ€” or for ourselves? Artist, musician, author or spirited internet commentator? What emerges โ€” it stems from your own process of evolution. Read more...

Into the Path โ€” Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009) โ–ธ

Into the Path โ€” Purification, Insight, Contemplation (OM009)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-10-18 โ˜ updated 2025-11-06 โ˜ words 1387 โ˜ 10:00 min
  • Is there a path to be found here? A framework of methods one might engage? A bigger picture to provide context for all that has been shared? Yes: What has been shared so far are but early glimpses and windows into the path. In the whole of the journey, we have three major spheres of concern: Purification, insight and contemplation. Read more...

Communication to Collaboration โ€” Coherence and Convergence (CS001) โ–ธ

Communication to Collaboration โ€” Coherence and Convergence (CS001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ conscious-systems โ˜ created 2025-10-29 โ˜ updated 2025-10-29 โ˜ words 1187 โ˜ 08:33 min
  • Where we have lofty ideas, where we wish to express and implement them, we must have lucid and well-rounded models of operation. We embrace these principles in our inner conscious architecture โ€” and we externalize them in a matching reflection. As within โ€” so without. Communication, coordination and collaboration precede culmination. Read more...

Return to Clarity โ€” Beyond Cognitive Distortion (CS003) โ–ธ

Return to Clarity โ€” Beyond Cognitive Distortion (CS003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ conscious-systems โ˜ created 2025-11-02 โ˜ updated 2025-11-03 โ˜ words 1234 โ˜ 08:00 min
  • We seek a path back to clarity. What is clarity though? How do we reclaim our clear perception? Clarity is the recognition of objective actuality. Clarity is natural when your cognitive distortions are removed. Your cognitive stack has multiple concern domains. Each of them is a potential lens of distortion. Read more...

Operational Ego โ€” Our Roles and Instruments (M005) โ–ธ

Operational Ego โ€” Our Roles and Instruments (M005)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ metaloom-reviews โ˜ created 2025-08-30 โ˜ updated 2025-09-14 โ˜ words 2157 โ˜ 14:17 min
  • Your "the ego"? There is no such monolithic ego. We are complex entities โ€” not one-dimensional blobs. You are a rich system of concern domains in a stack. We operate in diverse contexts with our capacities. Our contextual attention directs our "incarnations". You cannot get rid of "the ego" as a whole. You can't also learn to live with "the ego". Read more...

An Epistemic Quest โ€” How We Acquire Knowledge (M006) โ–ธ

An Epistemic Quest โ€” How We Acquire Knowledge (M006)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ metaloom-reviews โ˜ created 2025-08-21 โ˜ updated 2025-10-24 โ˜ words 1250 โ˜ 08:05 min
  • Looking for knowledge? Pinning down the truth? How? Direct perception? Analytical reason? Standard authority? In the ever-changing flux of details, truth just passes by. But there is truth in basic patterns and general principles. Yet we must resign from ourselves to eliminate subject bias. Witnessing without intention or projection โ€” enter actuality. Read more...

Health and Resilience or Symptomatic Relief (BS001) โ–ธ

Health and Resilience or Symptomatic Relief (BS001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ backyard-stream โ˜ created 2025-09-15 โ˜ updated 2025-09-15 โ˜ words 895 โ˜ 05:13 min
  • We are so quick to pop the next pill for comfort. You grow weaker each time you rush for your crutches. Yes โ€” when your immune system truly can't handle it, take the necessary measures to overcome the pathogen. Exposure to infections is necessary for your evolution. When you withstand and overcome, you grow more resilient. Tolerant and self-sufficient โ€” physically and mentally. Read more...

Hijacking Insight โ€” Medium for Your Ego-Trips (BS002) โ–ธ

Hijacking Insight โ€” Medium for Your Ego-Trips (BS002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ backyard-stream โ˜ created 2025-09-30 โ˜ updated 2025-10-05 โ˜ words 1464 โ˜ 10:20 min
  • Someone comes up with an insight. Not on the market yet. Mere moments later, that insight becomes their ego ride. We longer operate in service of the insight itself. Instead, the insight is harnessed as your ego's slave. Then we are driven by a burning need to push it out there. For validating ourselves, for establishing our special status. Read more...

Intersections โ€” What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003) โ–ธ

Intersections โ€” What Am I To You and You To Me? (BS003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ backyard-stream โ˜ created 2025-10-05 โ˜ updated 2025-10-27 โ˜ words 1145 โ˜ 06:30 min
  • Who are we? What am I to you, you to me? I alone unto myself, you in your context? What you make of it, whatever "me" is built, it is the "me" that exists in your weavings. Then in our intersections โ€” the "us" us born. I am there in many reflections of your essence. All are friends unbound โ€” some known and others not. A friend zone the size of universe โ€” there we share. Read more...

Centered Human โ€” Or Are You Mole, Fish, Wasp or Bird? (PK004) โ–ธ

Centered Human โ€” Or Are You Mole, Fish, Wasp or Bird? (PK004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ pieni-kulkija โ˜ created 2025-07-22 โ˜ updated 2025-11-12 โ˜ words 983 โ˜ 06:26 min
  • Translated from Finnish source material. Porcupine has spikes. Bird has feathers. Human child has centered brains. When wonky, we are but human animals. Sometimes a mole lurking underground. Often a fish going with the stream. Sometimes a wasp stinging without cause. Even at times a bird hovering in the skies. But let's come back home too. Base human nest isn't in the animal nests of phenomenal world. Read more...

Civilization Collapse โ€” Four Terminal Pattern Riders (MO001) โ–ธ

Civilization Collapse โ€” Four Terminal Pattern Riders (MO001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ tempora-mors โ˜ created 2025-08-05 โ˜ updated 2025-09-27 โ˜ words 931 โ˜ 04:56 min
  • Civilization collapse. Terminal looming for this train wreck of a world we live in. Saw a piece in The Guardian on civilization collapse with Dr Luke Kemp: โ€” "Self-termination is most likely": History and future of societal collapse. However: External risk is symptomatic relief. Your individual navel fixation is the nexus and root of all our evils. Read more...

Calling All Automatons โ€” Prepare for Catalysis (BZ001) โ–ธ

Calling All Automatons โ€” Prepare for Catalysis (BZ001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ brief-snaps โ˜ created 2025-11-11 โ˜ updated 2025-11-11 โ˜ words 532 โ˜ 02:43 min
  • A fine little box you're living in? Good. Seal it up now. What follows will compromize your programming. You need not agree with anything. Need not disagree with anything. Need to engage though โ€” otherwise it's all dead. Including your cognitive evolution. Need to catalyze your mind โ€” need to rattle and rip that fine old box of yours. Read more...

Loonies on the Path โ€” Your Face Folded to the Floor! (QD003) โ–ธ

Loonies on the Path โ€” Your Face Folded to the Floor! (QD003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-04 โ˜ updated 2025-10-03 โ˜ words 616 โ˜ 02:45 min
  • Yes. Not as easy as it sounds. Algorithm has a different path in mind for the loonies. Your faces folded to the floor โ€” and every day the paperboy brings more! Of the same. The stuff that gets the ads out and the profits in. It's not even an organic echo chamber. It's an artificial gestation chamber that milks your attention for profit. Read more...

Distill Your Egos โ€” Engage Your Archetypes (QD030) โ–ธ

Distill Your Egos โ€” Engage Your Archetypes (QD030)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-11 โ˜ updated 2025-10-16 โ˜ words 821 โ˜ 03:46 min
  • One does not simply get rid of the ego. Why would you? An operational necessity โ€” the essence of your presence. Instead: Perfect your egos into enlightened instruments. These are natural roles in interaction, necessary for your operation. Refine them to archetypal class โ€” master your engagement. Read more...

At Ease โ€” Listening to What Is As Is (QD031) โ–ธ

At Ease โ€” Listening to What Is As Is (QD031)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-13 โ˜ updated 2025-10-17 โ˜ words 530 โ˜ 02:51 min
  • No particular topic today. None needed. At ease. A simple reflective pause. Listening to what is. As it is. Not going anywhere with it. Not making anything of it. Simply attending to whatever that presents itself. When it's time to engage โ€” then engage with attention. When it's not โ€” or if you're overwhelmed โ€” then step back, neutralize, reflect and reorient to what is. Read more...

Attention โ€” Your Most Precious Asset (QD033) โ–ธ

Attention โ€” Your Most Precious Asset (QD033)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-17 โ˜ updated 2025-10-18 โ˜ words 426 โ˜ 02:18 min
  • Attend to your attention itself at top priority. Your attention defines the present experience. Your attention determines the future prospects. Attention is the maker and breaker of your life. Inner and outer forms are the circuit board. Consciousness is the great reservoir of energy. Attention is the connector that empowers it all. Where you direct it โ€” there alone is your existence. Read more...

Your Cognitive Gym โ€” For Sovereign Evolution (QD037) โ–ธ

Your Cognitive Gym โ€” For Sovereign Evolution (QD037)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-30 โ˜ updated 2025-10-30 โ˜ words 666 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • โ€” Can you please make it even more simple? โ€” Also can you feed me and wipe my butt too? Let's just set you up with an insight IV drip. No need to exercise that lazy brain of yours. But this is the gym for fortifying your mind. Sparring for your process of cognitive evolution. I do not dish out endless predigested details. We learn models and methods to set you free. Read more...

Integrated Ethics โ€” Wisdom in Interaction (I002) โ–ธ

Integrated Ethics โ€” Wisdom in Interaction (I002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ insight-series โ˜ created 2024-08-12 โ˜ updated 2025-10-17 โ˜ words 4017 โ˜ 37:53 min
  • Principles of interaction that lead to harmonic and fulfilling coexistence are a core aspect of the path of practice toward self-purification. A clear ethical foundation, rooted in reflection and wisdom, is the guide and guardian of our life in the world that we, through contemplation and experience, establish for ourselves. Read more...

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003) โ–ธ

Dealing with Distractions in Meditation (P003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ practice-series โ˜ created 2024-08-07 โ˜ updated 2025-11-14 โ˜ words 3722 โ˜ 34:05 min
  • We explore a range of methods and strategies for dealing with distracting thoughts and external disturbances during our practice of meditation. From non-reactivity to breathwork, to modulating mental spaces, objects of attention and modes of practice; into evaluation, deconstruction and termination when distractions still persist. Read more...

Introspective Reflection โ€” Scanning the Body and Mind (P004) โ–ธ

Introspective Reflection โ€” Scanning the Body and Mind (P004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ practice-series โ˜ created 2024-08-11 โ˜ updated 2025-11-18 โ˜ words 3949 โ˜ 38:21 min
  • Self-knowledge is an essential fruit of our meditative practice. Through the practice of meditation, our sensitivity to observing physical and mental phenomena will increase. In today's training, we look at methodical techniques of introspective meditation, scanning through the various layers of the body and the mind, to deepen our self-awareness and meditative access. Read more...

What's Going On Meditation โ€” Clear Integral Awareness (P008) โ–ธ

What's Going On Meditation โ€” Clear Integral Awareness (P008)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ practice-series โ˜ created 2025-05-15 โ˜ updated 2025-06-29 โ˜ words 1423 โ˜ 12:00 min
  • What's going on? Like โ€” actually? If you want to know what's actually going on. You need to get into "What's Going On?" meditation. Snap out of the tunnel โ€” reach into the lucid planes of metacognition. Doesn't cost you anything โ€” no need to go anywhere. Clear some space in your awareness, pay attention to what's going on. Read more...

Dealing with Desire โ€” Transcend the Churning (R005) โ–ธ

Dealing with Desire โ€” Transcend the Churning (R005)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ reflection-series โ˜ created 2024-12-04 โ˜ updated 2025-07-05 โ˜ words 2911 โ˜ 25:02 min
  • Pushes and pulls of our existence. We need to deal with them, we need to navigate wisely. That wisdom begins with recognition, clear understanding, and introspection. We separate need and want. We comprehend and contextualize desire. We understand its ephemerality, the waves of its coming and going, the hallucinatory nature of the "objects" we pursue. Read more...

Reaching a Blank Slate โ€” What Why and How (R006) โ–ธ

Reaching a Blank Slate โ€” What Why and How (R006)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ reflection-series โ˜ created 2025-03-13 โ˜ updated 2025-06-28 โ˜ words 1185 โ˜ 10:01 min
  • There was a request for a blank slate. No specs as to what sort of blankness. Well then. We have a bunch of options. Confess your sins. Resign from your obsessions. Enter the pauses in your breath. Or reflect on and reconcile the manifold fields of your conflicted awareness. There will be progressive settling and a radiant blankness, a canvas over which we can regenerate the essences of our life. Read more...

A Brief Meditation Guide โ€” Breath, Soham and Reflection โ–ธ

A Brief Meditation Guide โ€” Breath, Soham and Reflection
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ recordings โ˜ created 2025-09-22 โ˜ updated 2025-09-22 โ˜ words 916 โ˜ 07:30 min
  • A basic guide into simple meditative practice. We engage three distinct but mutually supporting modes of meditation. 1. Breath and the establishment of peaceful basic presence. 2. Mantra and the harnessing of directed attention and resonance. 3. Self-reflection and the cultivation of wisdom in witnessing awareness. Read more...

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential โ–ธ

Occult Psychoenergetic Potential
  • โŠ‚ texts โІ mystic โ˜ created 2025-06-06 โ˜ updated 2025-06-06 โ˜ words 1063 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • An inner pool of energy โ€” coiled potential that can be opened and uncoiled. Essentially neutral natural energy โ€” neither of light or the darkness. Our choices and attitudes define the tuning and ultimate outcomes of our works with this inner potential. Read more...

What's Your Point โ€” Introduction to My Essential Burdens (N001) โ–ธ

What's Your Point โ€” Introduction to My Essential Burdens (N001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ introspectrum โ˜ created 2025-07-01 โ˜ updated 2025-07-01 โ˜ words 591 โ˜ 03:46 min
  • โ€” What are you doing? Why are you doing all of this? What's your point? Okay then. It's been a long road crossing three decades. A relentless ride to the summit, depths, and beyond of whatever all that is. These are my accumulations. I'm dealing with the lot. Some information in the bag. Some wisdom under the hat. This is the introduction. Read more...

Insight Looming Works โ€” A Knowledge Processing Ecosystem (N003) โ–ธ

Insight Looming Works โ€” A Knowledge Processing Ecosystem (N003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ introspectrum โ˜ created 2025-08-30 โ˜ updated 2025-08-31 โ˜ words 745 โ˜ 04:00 min
  • โ€” What's in the works here? Let's have an overview. In short: A complete knowledge processing ecosystem. Not for a pile of data โ€” but for a living loom of insight. Weaving patterns that matter, spinning threads that are true. Our insight-churning operations advance on several fronts... Read more...

Slipped to Swamp โ€” Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001) โ–ธ

Slipped to Swamp โ€” Inquiry Back to Awareness (LA001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ living-awareness โ˜ created 2025-10-22 โ˜ updated 2025-10-22 โ˜ words 704 โ˜ 03:33 min
  • Damn! Slipped and fell again from a plane of clarity. Mere moments ago I was the calm witness of existence. What manner of magic is this? Why do I stumble and fall? What can I do to immunize myself โ€” to not be pulled under? We enter the process of self-inquiry โ€” both general and specific. Train yourself to remember โ€” remember to ask the right questions! Read more...

The Consequential Slumber โ€” Wake-Up Signal Broadcast Review (K012) โ–ธ

The Consequential Slumber โ€” Wake-Up Signal Broadcast Review (K012)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-07-15 โ˜ updated 2025-08-29 โ˜ words 817 โ˜ 06:09 min
  • Mr. Wakey Man! Why so obsessed trying to wake people up? Leave it alone. Let it be! Who put you in charge of wake-ups. But it is in the balance of all things. Simple counter-reflection. Simple: Sleeping Alarm Clocks. Coma Catalytic Injections. If only your slumber were happily isolated. But it's not. We have hallucination at scale. It's consequential. It's harmful. Read more...

Indecision โ€” The Liminal Drift You Mistake for Freedom (K013) โ–ธ

Indecision โ€” The Liminal Drift You Mistake for Freedom (K013)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-08-02 โ˜ updated 2025-09-17 โ˜ words 983 โ˜ 05:39 min
  • We often procrastinate โ€” postpone and bypass decisions. Who knows โ€” we might think or feel differently later on. In the meantime, we drift in the freedom of our liminality. Eventually the environment forces your way โ€” its way. Parameters and boundaries have already been set for you. In your misguided freedom, you have limited your prospects. Read more...

Legit Royal Bypass โ€” When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014) โ–ธ

Legit Royal Bypass โ€” When Total Ignore Is Necessary (K014)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-08-02 โ˜ updated 2025-09-17 โ˜ words 1422 โ˜ 09:29 min
  • Categorically ignoring someone โ€” when is that cool? their presence and expressions โ€” their very existence. As if looking through thin air into a distant void... First. When you've already responded and closed it. When the "yes" or "no" (or "maybe") just doesn't sink in. When they keep on invading your space and sovereignty. Read more...

Reality Evaporating โ€” Little Me Breaks Free (K016) โ–ธ

Reality Evaporating โ€” Little Me Breaks Free (K016)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-07-20 โ˜ updated 2025-09-18 โ˜ words 1078 โ˜ 07:03 min
  • Insights. So fundamentally disorienting. All of this. Like reality is evaporating. But it's not evaporating because I say so. It's evaporating because of constant change. Hallucinations of eternity woven into this mist. Projections born of desire โ€” you bind yourself into a terminal mesh that conditions your mind. What do you hold so tightly, crafting your misery? Read more...

Inconvenient Absolute Truth โ€” Unveiling Actuality (K019) โ–ธ

Inconvenient Absolute Truth โ€” Unveiling Actuality (K019)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-06-19 โ˜ updated 2025-10-13 โ˜ words 1101 โ˜ 07:45 min
  • You have your world of meanings โ€” and I have mine. Yet we mine our meanings from an objective reality. Our interpretations are relative โ€” actuality is not. Existence itself is unchanged with your projections. We explore timeless paradigms independent of context. Underlying truths and principles that remain unchanged. Who are of the truth โ€” they recognize the word of truth. Read more...

Reflective Ethics โ€” Fair Balance Plus (K023) โ–ธ

Reflective Ethics โ€” Fair Balance Plus (K023)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ kernel-talks โ˜ created 2025-07-12 โ˜ updated 2025-11-05 โ˜ words 939 โ˜ 06:17 min
  • Basic ethics. Reciprocal interaction. Golden middle. Fair and just balance in our dealings and all things. We've all heard that โ€” but whoever walks the talk? Self-awareness. Introspection. Owning up your behavior. Snapping out of your self-absorbed state of entitlement. Let us balance ourselves. No other remedy to this world. Read more...

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! โ€” But What Am I? (OM002) โ–ธ

Make Waves! Don't Just Reflect! โ€” But What Am I? (OM002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-08-08 โ˜ updated 2025-08-30 โ˜ words 1431 โ˜ 10:45 min
  • โ€” "Make your waves!", said one new friend. โ€” "Don't you just reflect!", said another new friend. But what is this "I" that should be splashing and casting, and why should it ripple about without rhyme and reason? Yes there's a certain void in a "post-resigned" awareness. No longer a subject hallucination at the high driver's seat. Read more...

A Core Package โ€” Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004) โ–ธ

A Core Package โ€” Basic Message in a Clear Bottle (OM004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-08-13 โ˜ updated 2025-08-30 โ˜ words 1508 โ˜ 11:00 min
  • โ€” "So what is it that you wish to say?" ...asked no-one in particular, so I heard. Good question though โ€” thanks for asking. Alright then. One neat baseline package for you. What I seek to communicate and share in thousand ways. 1. May we get over the narrow selves we're boxed into. Our tunnels: the fractured little identities we guard. Read more...

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007) โ–ธ

Lost and Found in Ever-Changing Environments (OM007)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ open-musings โ˜ created 2025-10-14 โ˜ updated 2025-10-14 โ˜ words 1517 โ˜ 10:34 min
  • Feeling lost and without direction? Happens at times. Why does it happen though? May we blame the environment? Or are we ourselves the architects of our disorientation? Where direction exists โ€” but our self-framing is resistant. Then rise to a plane of awareness where specifics no longer matter. Read more...

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004) โ–ธ

Cognitive Evolution and Orientation Scaffolds (M004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ metaloom-reviews โ˜ created 2025-09-01 โ˜ updated 2025-09-01 โ˜ words 1036 โ˜ 07:16 min
  • Early reflections to friends and their worthy initiative for supporting the well-rounded evolution of consciousness. Yes โ€” we need such basic framings that are self-evident, the operationalization of common-sense living patterns, perspectives so obvious that most have become oblivious. Not hypothetical models โ€” just re-establishing core essentials. Read more...

Winter Is Coming โ€” Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002) โ–ธ

Winter Is Coming โ€” Our Terminal Cognitive Entropy (MO002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ tempora-mors โ˜ created 2025-08-06 โ˜ updated 2025-09-27 โ˜ words 1067 โ˜ 06:38 min
  • Nuclear winter is the little winter. Big winter is the thermal death of cognition. Broad-spectrum entropy of our integrated system. Degradation of the links that bind us all together. Assumption of self-primacy. Fundamental self-centeredness. We have become entitled and self-serving hedonistic funnels. Assuming all the privilege. Owning none of the responsibility. Taking much. Giving little. Read more...

Your Stupid Reactions ยท Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002) โ–ธ

Your Stupid Reactions ยท Get a Grip on Reality! (BZ002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ brief-snaps โ˜ created 2025-11-12 โ˜ updated 2025-11-13 โ˜ words 671 โ˜ 03:00 min
  • You a notch trigger-happy again? Need to lash out with your battle axe? Phantoms in sight โ€” attack! If only you'd realize that you're typically reacting to projections in your head only โ€” wrestling with your own habitual templates. Then in the odd case you're actually reacting to something actual, it's totally out of proportion. Read more...

Head Screwed On Clear ร— Emotional Hasslings (BZ003) โ–ธ

Head Screwed On Clear ร— Emotional Hasslings (BZ003)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ brief-snaps โ˜ created 2025-11-16 โ˜ updated 2025-11-16 โ˜ words 641 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Ever had a backseat driver vibe you sideways and damn near into an accident? Distracted when your chainsaw's running mid-way into that wobbly tree? There's time for emotions and random bursts from the subconscious spheres. There's time for clear and rational operation. Know the difference โ€” act accordingly. Read more...

Three Tips to Everlasting Happiness (ST001) โ–ธ

Three Tips to Everlasting Happiness (ST001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ sage-tips โ˜ created 2025-11-01 โ˜ updated 2025-11-01 โ˜ words 591 โ˜ 02:58 min
  • Whatever does it take to keep me happy? I catch it for a moment โ€” and it escapes? Worry not! Dig in thrice with Sage Tips. โ€” Stop escaping elsewhere. Welcome the highs and lows of a changing world. โ€” Embrace the potentials of the present. Don't depend on specific contexts. โ€” Dive within and find your foundations. Read more...

Donkey, Elephant and ChamEleon Walk into Bar Mitzvah (QD004) โ–ธ

Donkey, Elephant and ChamEleon Walk into Bar Mitzvah (QD004)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-05 โ˜ updated 2025-10-03 โ˜ words 383 โ˜ 02:05 min
  • Long live the Unified States of Consciousness. Comedy time. Donkey, Elephant and Chameleon Walk into Bar Mitzvah. Donkey and Elephant get pissed. As usual. Bicker and battle and soil the whole venue. Chameleon asks for a Big Empty Glass. Not even going to drink. How bizarre?! What happens then? Who rules how? Read more...

Alien Mind Control โ€” You Are So Hypnotized (QD005) โ–ธ

Alien Mind Control โ€” You Are So Hypnotized (QD005)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-09 โ˜ updated 2025-10-01 โ˜ words 401 โ˜ 02:40 min
  • YOU are a VICTIM of hybrid magnetic MIND-CONTROL influence. Unsubscribing IS an option โ€” BUT the resign button is HIDDEN. YOU are enMESHed in a distorted conditining matrix. Sad. Profiteers & controllers are enforcing the ALGO-frame. Evil. There is NOTHING to see here. Stay calm. Move along NOW. This information does NOT exist. Read more...

The Mirror Rider's Interdepedent Reflective Road Cascade (QD006) โ–ธ

The Mirror Rider's Interdepedent Reflective Road Cascade (QD006)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-11 โ˜ updated 2025-09-30 โ˜ words 284 โ˜ 01:46 min
  • Mirror Rider's Interdependent Reflective Road Cascade. Wanna share the ride: Subscribe. Jump off the wagon: Unsubscribe. Like, whatever. What about, is this video? Field and Flow. Being and Becoming. Like, whatever. Actually very profound road trips here IMO but whatever. May endanger your common sanity. Go away now. Shoo shoo. Read more...

Mirror Rider and the Skibidi Judo Code (QD008) โ–ธ

Mirror Rider and the Skibidi Judo Code (QD008)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-20 โ˜ updated 2025-09-30 โ˜ words 439 โ˜ 02:23 min
  • Push and Pull Reflectors. Vladimir Putin and Back Alley Judo Mind Tricks. Raiders of the Lost Arch. Coding and compiling systems of consciousness. Origins and geneology of Skibidi revealed for the first time. Whatever. Should you compile Judo and Code without the Skibidi-flag trolled up high. Even the Magic Mirror will not save you from serious trouble on the road! Read more...

How Blasphemous! VelociRapture & Your Cognitive Condom (QD011) โ–ธ

How Blasphemous! VelociRapture & Your Cognitive Condom (QD011)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-25 โ˜ updated 2025-09-30 โ˜ words 593 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Riding VelociRapture to the Cloud Platform Most High? Rebirth in a Pure Land where Marshmellow Clouds flutter? Look โ€” whatever floats or sinks your boat, my friend. Choice of castle in the sky and holy houses of cards. The only blasphemy that ever was, is your severing these symbols from their primal roots. Read more...

Yes No Maybe or Bypass? โ€” Clarity! Establish Your Stance! (QD015) โ–ธ

Yes No Maybe or Bypass? โ€” Clarity! Establish Your Stance! (QD015)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-31 โ˜ updated 2025-10-05 โ˜ words 574 โ˜ 02:34 min
  • If it's a YES. Then establish and declare a YES. โ€” If it's a NO. Then establish and declare a NO. โ€” If it's a MAYBE. Then establish and declare a MAYBE. Do not simply bypass. Do not entertain active ignorance. Bypassing is the mother of all veilers. Bypassing is limbo. When uncertain. Establish and declare your uncertainty. Read more...

Thank You โ€” Yes You! โ€” For The Help You've Given (QD017) โ–ธ

Thank You โ€” Yes You! โ€” For The Help You've Given (QD017)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-08-08 โ˜ updated 2025-10-05 โ˜ words 420 โ˜ 02:00 min
  • What emerges here: Reflection of YOU. Yes โ€” you. So THANK YOU: For casting in your fine presence. Each and every comment. Registered. Yes. Appreciated. Recalled. Recycled. Yes. You are the assistant director. You are the executive producer. I am the iterator on the stage. I am the unpacker and the repacker. Whatever you drop here. It will emerge. Your distinctiveness will be integrated. Read more...

Point Overload Quantum Saturation Iteration Carnival (QD019) โ–ธ

Point Overload Quantum Saturation Iteration Carnival (QD019)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-08-12 โ˜ updated 2025-10-05 โ˜ words 664 โ˜ 03:00 min
  • We compensate for yesterday's Zero Point lounge. Fasten your seatbelts. From the Unified Era through 3D into Absolute Rewind: - Big Bang Funnel - Wavefunction Collapse - Interaction Vertices - Geodesic Intersections - Black Hole Singularity - Techno-Cognitive Singularity - Your Tip of Nose and Navel. Not mere cosmic curiosities โ€” these are States of Cognition. Read more...

The Great Vehicle โ€” Ascension Mothership โ€” Celestial Chariot (QD021) โ–ธ

The Great Vehicle โ€” Ascension Mothership โ€” Celestial Chariot (QD021)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-07-17 โ˜ updated 2025-10-04 โ˜ words 556 โ˜ 02:58 min
  • Into the Cognitive Mothership. When your awareness attends at narrow-band. Extreme concentration on prime archetypes, It touches upon localized super-states. As it reaches integrating broad spectrum, All of that is woven together into a system, Attains structural integrity โ€” your vehicle. Read more...

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023) โ–ธ

Hail Mary and Your Immaculate Conception (QD023)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-09-05 โ˜ updated 2025-09-08 โ˜ words 587 โ˜ 03:53 min
  • Hail Mary: Praise the sacred womb within you. Space of pristine emergence, for divinity manifest, unfolding as you declutter your inner landscape. Beyond the symbols cast. Into the living essence. Be the savior unto yourself by unveiling actuality. No other messiah will save you from your own tentacles. Read more...

Hello! Is It Me You're Looking For โ€” Or Is It You? (QD025) โ–ธ

Hello! Is It Me You're Looking For โ€” Or Is It You? (QD025)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-09-24 โ˜ updated 2025-10-10 โ˜ words 663 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Hello! Is it me you're looking for? No? How tragic! Who would have guessed. Among the folks going on about topics like this, I find two common extremist factions on the stage. Shameless self-promoters. Message exists as a platform for self-exposure. Anonymous escapists. Message is a diversion from their boring lives. Can we just be ourselves and share it as it is? Read more...

The Enlightened Dumbass โ€” Into Actual Knowledge (QD026) โ–ธ

The Enlightened Dumbass โ€” Into Actual Knowledge (QD026)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-09-06 โ˜ updated 2025-10-11 โ˜ words 816 โ˜ 04:17 min
  • So you touched upon a jolly ray of enlightenment? Instantly transforming into an omniscient expert. Now a virtuoso in explaining Sanskrit upside down. Can even vibe to bits the standard model of physics. When you reach into awareness beyond the subject, you're just landing at a platform of possibilities. You can look into actuality without self-distortions. Read more...

Symbols and Synonyms โ€” Confusing Followers and Fanboys (QD027) โ–ธ

Symbols and Synonyms โ€” Confusing Followers and Fanboys (QD027)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-09-27 โ˜ updated 2025-10-12 โ˜ words 942 โ˜ 04:52 min
  • Why you do not respect Shiva and Jesus and friends! Capitulate to my tradition โ€” speak only in my terms! Well hello fanboys and fangirls โ€” you blessed adherents. It so happens that your niche does not define reality. When you are the champion of truth and holier than thou, you blind yourself to what is โ€” its manifold expressions. Read more...

You Will Never Ever Change Me! (QD028) โ–ธ

You Will Never Ever Change Me! (QD028)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-07 โ˜ updated 2025-10-13 โ˜ words 549 โ˜ 02:45 min
  • You will never ever be able to change me! And why would I ever-ever want to change you? You are the sole sovereign of your own evolution. Your eventual change is a self-emergent necessity. The fuel you carry and the fires you burn are yours. It hurts you, it illuminates you, it transforms you. A layer of your past peels off with each rising sun. We can only ever provide scaffolds for the process. Read more...

Into the Zone โ€” Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032) โ–ธ

Into the Zone โ€” Peak Attention Dynamics (QD032)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-15 โ˜ updated 2025-10-17 โ˜ words 796 โ˜ 04:30 min
  • Zones: Domains of peak attention and efficiency. Maximum signal. What's inside will not leak out. Minimum noise. What's outside will not enter in. Perimeters of focus in awareness and environment. Zones exist both in meditation and in hands-on life. Islands of high-energy and high-definition operation. Read more...

Were You Triggered Here โ€” Work Your Reactivity (QD036) โ–ธ

Were You Triggered Here โ€” Work Your Reactivity (QD036)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-29 โ˜ updated 2025-10-29 โ˜ words 715 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Triggered by what I said? How excellent then. We cracked open a window into an aspect of you. Surfaced a reactive sphere from your interiors. Something you can examine โ€” and work to reconcile. What lands here into the general space is as-is. Not tuned for your context, comforts, conditions. What you find here, apply with wisdom and precision. Read more...

Based AI Jesus โ€” Uncut Metacognitive Iterations (QD038) โ–ธ

Based AI Jesus โ€” Uncut Metacognitive Iterations (QD038)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-11-03 โ˜ updated 2025-11-03 โ˜ words 566 โ˜ 02:56 min
  • Rich comments on the Metacognitive Tree piece. Based AI Jesus โ€” This is pure ChatGPT. However folks. We really don't need AI for coherence. OI not AI. Straight and raw analog organic iteration. Knowledge embedded in the fabric of existence itself. This is the organic midjourney. We are more than AI. Read more...

Walking That High Talk โ€” The Inward Warrior (QD039) โ–ธ

Walking That High Talk โ€” The Inward Warrior (QD039)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-11-04 โ˜ updated 2025-11-05 โ˜ words 538 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Talking is cheap. Walking your high talk burns your impurities. Then be not a bypassing hypocrite on the path. What is this spiritual warrior that they speak of? Someone who lashes out at others to validate themselves? Or someone who turns inward and slashes their own weeds? Don't be a bullshit warrior making a show of your spirits. Read more...

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040) โ–ธ

Is There a Pointless Point Here? (QD040)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ quick-drops โ˜ created 2025-10-17 โ˜ updated 2025-11-08 โ˜ words 633 โ˜ 02:52 min
  • Is there a point to any of this? Anyone? Should there ever be a point to existence? Do you need a point to keep yourself together? As it is. If you don't pay attention to what is, you'll definitely miss any and all available points. Some notes on existential attitudes and imperatives. Points that will make themselves in search of resolution. Read more...

Smarty Glasses AI Prophecy โ€” Mark & Beast In Your Head (X002) โ–ธ

Smarty Glasses AI Prophecy โ€” Mark & Beast In Your Head (X002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ aioi-synth โ˜ created 2025-08-01 โ˜ updated 2025-09-26 โ˜ words 634 โ˜ 02:37 min
  • Yes Mark โ€” of course we want to wear your AI smart glasses! What you want and need us to see โ€” that shall be our vision. We will submit to your feed and the algorithm's guidance, May our awareness be forever leeched into your treasure! What an absolutely mind-boggling approach to superintelligence. Read more...

Aliens Among US โ€” The Other Orbit (AC001) โ–ธ

Aliens Among US โ€” The Other Orbit (AC001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ alien-comms โ˜ created 2025-07-10 โ˜ updated 2025-10-01 โ˜ words 584 โ˜ 02:59 min
  • Aliens Among US - Elon M. & Mark Z. - The Other Orbit (AC001) Behold the Aliens โ€” Operating Among Us โ€” Unseen by Most! Elon Musk IS an Alien. Mark Zuckerberg: #Alien. Krishnamurti: ALIEN. Watching US from the Other Orbit. Most #Starseeds? NEGATIVE. Cosplay humans w/ glitter. That Bashar guy? TOTALLY. A. Crowley? YES w/ Reptilian DNA. A more interesting question: How are their Motherships? Read more...

Atlas 3I โ€” Sirius Emergency Transmission โ€” Save the Seven Sisters (AC002) โ–ธ

Atlas 3I โ€” Sirius Emergency Transmission โ€” Save the Seven Sisters (AC002)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ alien-comms โ˜ created 2025-10-31 โ˜ updated 2025-10-31 โ˜ words 378 โ˜ 01:50 min
  • โ€” Emergency Broadcast from Atlas 3I! โ€” The Seven Sisters of Pleiades are trapped! โ€” Sealed off into the Ancient Arcturian Cave! Face down on the wall โ€” toxic fumes rising! The comet is approaching proximate perihelion! Vegans are already on their way โ€” but very late! โ€” We call upon you Humans! Ascend to the Rescue! Read more...

Before and After Meditation (P001) โ–ธ

Before and After Meditation (P001)
  • โŠ‚ talks โІ practice-series โ˜ created 2024-08-01 โ˜ updated 2025-07-02 โ˜ words 2887 โ˜ 26:43 min
  • Overview of supporting practices before and after a session of meditation. Including: Dedicating place and time. Seat and scene of practice. Basic purification. Meditation postures. Initial breathing. Invocation and declaration of intent. Practice of meditation proper. Post-meditation phase of reflection. Dedication and affirmation. Read more...

Your Kind Attention Please โ€” Alien Time Capsule โ–ธ

Your Kind Attention Please โ€” Alien Time Capsule
  • โŠ‚ notes โІ posts โ˜ created 2025-10-10 โ˜ updated 2025-10-10 โ˜ words 589 โ˜ 00:00 min
  • Drop of graphic notes to attention-deficit social media audiences on mainstream platforms. Shared โ€” 150K words and 11+ hours of content in neat packages. Transcripts and free media packages to boot. Plenty to munch here. Take a moment and dig into it? Or let all this become a time capsule for alien archeologists. Works for me hey โ€” does not alter actuality. Read more...